tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-40446919699205844962024-03-14T00:51:25.868+08:00NeS nEsieNes nEshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03445609421436159062noreply@blogger.comBlogger185125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4044691969920584496.post-61280832040452783372012-07-31T12:39:00.001+08:002012-07-31T14:34:05.166+08:00猜不透 VS 三角志原来人在死前的一刻还是会在成长,经过多少伤害就成长多少,渡过多少难关就成熟多少,你能接受多少不能接受的事就看你的能力了。
保护:
有很多朋友说我像个小孩,每次看到我都想保护我。也有很多朋友说我很有自我保护能力,对我来说自我保护能力就只是不给自己再受伤。
眼泪:
看到身边的好友都为爱而流泪,为后悔而流的泪,为贪玩而流的泪,为花心而流的泪,为被抛弃而流的泪,为可惜而流的泪,为误会而流的泪。从不容易流泪的我,今年却为脚受伤而哭了。为自己宝贝的脚哭好过为不值得的人哭吧!
歌曲:
每一首歌都有不一样的故事,不同经历的人对不同的歌都有不一样的心情。有人听着听着就哭了,有人听着听着就笑了,有些歌会令你想起某个人,回想起某段画面,甜的苦的还是酸的。
游戏:
在爱情游戏里,谁先放真感情谁就是输家。通常女生都是会玩玩下变认真去,那是因为好感,温柔,体贴。在自己还清醒的时候,必须告示自己是时候抽身出来了。每个游戏都有限时,在看到倒数时就是游戏该结束了。
友情:
好友和姐妹对我而言就是我有心事的时候会不知觉的把心里的话都说给他们听,不会有不好意思,不会有尴尬。曾经一而再,再而三的告诉自己不能因为有男友就没有朋友。因为往往在你最需要人陪的时候,那个或者是那些都是朋友。
夜生活:
爱去夜店那又怎样,问题在哪?虽然说男人不会找夜店里的女生做女友,但我们也都不是在夜店里找男友,你有你喝茶,我有我喝酒。
八卦:
给自己喜欢的人控制是种幸福,给不是很熟的人监视是恐怖的。在现今的互联网没有太多的私隐,你放张照片,人家就知道你在哪。你喜欢过什么照片,喜欢过谁的状况,别人都会知道。
单身:
差不多单身八个月的我,觉得怪怪的。因为从没像这样单身这么久过,我是怕了,是习惯了还是因为现在的生活很好,不想有改变?自己没有答案。
终结:
如果忽遠忽近的灑脫 是你要的自由 那我寧願回到一個人生活;
如果忽冷忽熱的溫柔 是你的藉口 那我寧願對你從沒認真過;
到底這感覺誰對誰錯 我已不想追究。Nes nEshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03445609421436159062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4044691969920584496.post-46819982693393469732012-01-07T17:09:00.006+08:002012-01-07T18:55:25.259+08:00爱自己这是分手后的第一篇。<br /><br />原来我已经一年没写部落格了,时间过得比想象中快很多。<br />很多朋友都不相信和比我还接受不了这分手的消息。<br />人生就是这样,有太多太多预测不了的事。<br />人总是不停的成长,不停的改变。但是,变好还是变坏那就要看个人了。<br />我没有很仔细也没有很长篇大论的告诉你们为何我和他会分手,我认为没什么好说的了。<br />谁对谁错?谁对不起谁?谁做了不应该的事?谁累了?谁不想爱了?第三者?<br />好多好多的问号。<br />这一切已是过去式,都不重要了 =)<br /><br />从前的我和他就只是-朋友-,然后试下在一次变成-情侣-,再由-情侣-变回-朋友-。<br />很老土的说句:我们因了解而分手 =)<br />我试过努力的换回,我试过努力的配合。<br />如果当‘不了解’‘误会’‘没心’同一时间发生的时候,无论一方有多努力都好,成果是不可能看到的。<br />虽然说不是第一次分手,什么痛什么伤都试过的我还是一个女生,我还是会伤心,还是会心痛。<br />但我只给自己一个星期的时间,告诉自己‘这没什么大不了’!<br />果然我没令自己失望,现在的我再好不过 =)<br />p/s: 在低落的一个星期后,我瘦了 =p (这令我还蛮开心的!)<br />我失去了一个不爱我的人,不懂珍惜我的人,我没有损失。<br />为你而流的眼泪是为我们感情结束而觉得可惜,从前在你面前哭泣的我是现在每天只懂得笑的我。<br /><br />从前:<br />一个人的双人床,我还是只睡在右边,这是习惯。<br />眼前凌乱的书桌,现在是我首饰的天堂。<br />少了你衣服的衣柜,现在我更有借口去添加更多的衣服。<br />手机里的hubby,现在是joe lee。<br />少了你的早安 午安 晚安 和拥抱,多了朋友的问候和照顾。<br />不会特意去忘记这所有的事,因为曾经这都是美好的。<br /><br />现在的我还在学习着如何更爱自己。<br />‘爱自己,才会有更多懂得爱你的人’<br />现在的我很好,忙碌的工作,朋友的聚会,生活又再一次充实了起来。<br /><br />:如果你有机会也正在看着我的部落格,我想对你说,我们还是从前无所不谈的朋友 =)<br /><br /><br />Dear all,those songs doesn't mean anything,do not think too much..It was just for my beloved friends fav ^^ Sharing is caring...<br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-HFQGsUNlPrE/TwgbT66zW-I/AAAAAAAAAUo/o8XXC69nz7k/s1600/agnes%2Bimage%2B1.gif"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 236px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-HFQGsUNlPrE/TwgbT66zW-I/AAAAAAAAAUo/o8XXC69nz7k/s320/agnes%2Bimage%2B1.gif" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5694831757857348578" /></a>Nes nEshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03445609421436159062noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4044691969920584496.post-69850472388632461412011-01-08T18:49:00.008+08:002011-01-08T20:02:26.391+08:00想念着爱我的那个 -男人-这几个月以来,第一次和我的男人分开一个星期。<br />我的男人去了东方之珠 -香港-,一个人留在这里有点儿不习惯哦!<br />有点寂寞,有点孤单,没什么心情出去走走。<br />下个星期四才能见面,今天才是星期六,倒数倒数吧!<br /><br />已过了几个月,说说我的男人,看看有没有什么变化 =)<br />他.......<br /><br />♥ 每天早上把喜欢赖床的我给叫醒<br />♥ 和我一起吃早餐,出门前问我有没有带冷衣<br />♥ 假期中的他每天送我去公司上班和接我下班<br />♥ 在我无聊的时候和我不停的BBM<br />♥ 喜欢吃我煮的食物,享用美食前对我说声--谢谢老婆--<br />♥ 无时无刻对我说--我爱你,我想你老婆--<br />♥ 无时无刻把我抱得紧紧<br />♥ 经常在我不注意时吻我<br />♥ 把我吃不完的食物给清了(他不喜欢浪费食物)<br />♥ 三餐正食不给我吃快餐(他要我健健康康)<br />♥ 只要我说闷,他都会带我出去<br />♥ 每天提醒和帮我擦药膏<br />♥ 他的按摩技术比任何一个人都好(每次我都会以踩背回归给他)<br />♥ 从不让我提所有逛街的战利品<br />♥ 不让我搬重的物品<br />♥ 他不介意帮我擦掉手脚趾甲的指甲油<br />♥ 他会不耐烦的帮我撕去脚踝的死皮<br />♥ 如果我懒惰不提雨伞淋雨,他会生气的骂我<br /><br />我爱上了一位这样的男人.....<br />♥ 把我放在第一位,他说: 老婆比我重要,我有没有衣服穿并不重要,,重要的是老婆够不够衣服。<br /> (他明白女人的衣橱永远都会少一件自己想要的衣服)<br />♥ 无时无刻想念着我的男人<br />♥ 怕我离开他的男人<br />♥ 能给到我安全感的男人<br />♥ 会为我流下眼泪的男人<br />♥ 吵架后会sayang回我的男人<br />♥ ♥ 无论怎样,他就是我爱的那位男人 ♥ ♥<br /><br />他爱上了这样的女人 -我啦-.....<br />♥ 吵架不认输的我<br />♥ 爱发脾气的我<br />♥ 学识不是很多的我<br />♥ 爱玩的我<br />♥ 懒惰的我<br />♥ 不做家务的我<br />♥ 爱依赖人的我<br />♥ 没安全感的我<br />♥ ♥ 这些都是以前的我,现在的我已经不一样咯 ♥ ♥<br />♥ ♥ 我的优点他知道就好了 ♥ ♥ <br />♥ ♥ 无论怎样,我就是那位他很爱很爱的我 =p ♥ ♥<br /><br />一起分享开心的一切 >>男人Degree毕业典礼<<<br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/TShOMtclQwI/AAAAAAAAATc/UsWHhPLmvVE/s1600/P1060187.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/TShOMtclQwI/AAAAAAAAATc/UsWHhPLmvVE/s320/P1060187.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5559779720253752066" /></a><br /><br />我和男人的儿子 BB<br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/TShOxEpQlfI/AAAAAAAAATk/eWhZiY0TgHc/s1600/reduced%2B1.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/TShOxEpQlfI/AAAAAAAAATk/eWhZiY0TgHc/s320/reduced%2B1.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5559780344956229106" /></a><br /><br />喜欢和男人待在家里,我们喜欢平静 ^^<br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/TShPI3wZ3rI/AAAAAAAAATs/bhWrjs-Fz-w/s1600/155191_10150134760353858_552328857_8100289_3803948_n.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/TShPI3wZ3rI/AAAAAAAAATs/bhWrjs-Fz-w/s320/155191_10150134760353858_552328857_8100289_3803948_n.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5559780753813397170" /></a><br /><br />爱美的我和他<br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/TShP8YPYYJI/AAAAAAAAAT0/GyH3JaQmfbk/s1600/156032_10150134763853858_552328857_8100336_3654422_n.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/TShP8YPYYJI/AAAAAAAAAT0/GyH3JaQmfbk/s320/156032_10150134763853858_552328857_8100336_3654422_n.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5559781638706585746" /></a><br /><br />甜蜜能维持多久? 他说: As long as it can<br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/TShRyCDykfI/AAAAAAAAAT8/S3ZXKFnpjI8/s1600/P1060066.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/TShRyCDykfI/AAAAAAAAAT8/S3ZXKFnpjI8/s320/P1060066.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5559783659976954354" /></a><br /><br />男人 JL,我好想好想你Nes nEshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03445609421436159062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4044691969920584496.post-13912530203609167352010-10-21T12:33:00.003+08:002010-10-21T13:44:32.837+08:00♥ 20102010 ♥ Engaged to JL20-10-2010 is a special day to me...<br /><br />Agnes Nes is engaged to Joe Lee =)<br /><br />===== He knee down in such a sudden,<br /><br />===== "Will You Marry Me" this sentence from his mouth,<br /><br />===== I think he's playing with me, so i keep laughing,<br /><br />===== He said: becox of too rush so didn't manage to prepare flowers & ring, But i got a heart & it's serious and true to you,<br /><br />===== I still keep laughing and asked him to speak in Mandarine Cantonese Malay English & Japanese,<br /><br />===== He did,<br /><br />===== I was stone there & don't know what to say,<br /><br />===== Does he just wanna have some fun with me,<br /><br />===== Nope! He's serious,<br /><br />===== I felt so sweet & touch,<br /><br />===== My answer is.......... "YES"<br /><br />===== He hugzzz me tightly, i feel so warmieee,<br /><br />===== He said: Today onward i should call u "Lou Poh" ^^<br /><br />===== I smile & give him a sweet kiss,<br /><br />===== Thx to our lovely babes & sisters for those wishes,<br /><br />----------------------------------------------------------<br />----------------------------------------------------------<br />--- Simple is happiness,<br />--- I don't need a rich man,<br />--- I don't need a handsome,<br />--- I don't need a man with BMW,<br />--- I don't need a man with banglow,<br />--- I don't need a man with lot of credit cards,<br />--- I don't need a man with whole body with LV Gucci Prada,<br /><br />=== No matter how rich or poor u are,<br />=== No matter what car you are driving,<br />=== No matter what house you are living,<br />=== No matter what problem you are facing,<br />*** I'm & I'll always support you & stand beside you ***<br /><br />--- I know you are not that type of person just know to talk and no action wan,<br />--- You aren't,<br />--- You are just too good to me,<br />--- I beg God,<br />--- Don't send other guys to me anymore,<br />--- I had him is more than enough,<br />--- I want him to be my last one and only one,<br />--- We promised each other,<br />--- Won't leave anyone alone,<br />--- This's the only one that we promised to each other,<br /><br />=== He says it to me everyday, no matter how busy he's,<br />=== I miss you,<br />=== I love you,<br />=== And i know he really do,<br />=== Thx hubby for sayang me so muchie,<br /><br /><br />Well, nothing much to say..<br />Just sharing the happiness things to my lovesss..<br />Phewww... Should i tell my mom about this happy news??? =pNes nEshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03445609421436159062noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4044691969920584496.post-66050816723360595642010-10-10T20:31:00.008+08:002010-10-10T21:40:31.655+08:00♥ He 他 ♥他 = 我的男人<br /><br />他 = 苯苯的男人,因为他选择了我<br /><br />他 = 有点儿胖了,因为他是我的食物垃圾桶<br /><br />他 = 我的司机,终是把我送到我想去的地方<br /><br />他 = 当我说饿时,他只有一句:走!你想吃什么,我们去吃<br /><br />他 = 看到我在车里打瞌睡,只有一句:你睡啦!但他不知道我不想让他一个人闷闷的驾车<br /><br />他 = 看到我在家打瞌睡,也只有一句:去睡,等下我会叫醒你!但我知道他不会,因为他不会破坏我的美梦<br /><br />他 = 只要是我想吃的,他都会买给我,除了垃圾食物<br /><br />他 = 只要是我不喜欢的,他都不会去做,只因为他不想我不开心和担心<br /><br />他 = 只要一有时间,都会陪我<br /><br />他 = 是一位会拒绝女生送上门的男人<br /><br />他 = 不会对我说 -永远-,他知道我不会相信<br /><br />他 = 对我说 -不会离开我-,但我只有一句:噢!时间会证明,男人!虽然我这么冷淡的回答,但我的心却是甜的<br /><br />他 = 对我说他是认真的,我只有对他笑笑<br /><br />他 = 告诉我他的目标 理想,不知道为什么,我总觉得他一定会做到<br /><br />他 = 很有安全感<br /><br />他 = 在专心设计屋子时,很有男人魅力<br /><br />他 = 知道我不舒服,尽量赶来看我<br /><br />他 = 在还没睡醒的时候,只要我说肚子饿了,他都会立刻醒来梳洗和载我出去吃<br /><br />他 = 总是被我气得没话说,只紧紧的抱住我 =p<br /><br />他 = 他说他要尽量做到最好,因为不要我失望<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/TLG6ydB0xkI/AAAAAAAAAR8/h5bEGf7foqI/s1600/in+car.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/TLG6ydB0xkI/AAAAAAAAAR8/h5bEGf7foqI/s320/in+car.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5526403593708815938" /></a><br />---》♥ He always hold my hand while driving<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/TLG7VpsXy6I/AAAAAAAAASM/vyrVXDRLuQE/s1600/look+at+you.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 214px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/TLG7VpsXy6I/AAAAAAAAASM/vyrVXDRLuQE/s320/look+at+you.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5526404198403918754" /></a><br />---》♥ I like to look at his face without any reason<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/TLG7qJvys7I/AAAAAAAAASU/JRVzqV2ORxU/s1600/massage.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 214px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/TLG7qJvys7I/AAAAAAAAASU/JRVzqV2ORxU/s320/massage.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5526404550605583282" /></a><br />---》♥ When he knows my body tired,sure will give me a warmie massage although he's tired too but still sayang me as much as he can<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/TLG8MbOybYI/AAAAAAAAASc/vwjtCxBHM_U/s1600/punching.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/TLG8MbOybYI/AAAAAAAAASc/vwjtCxBHM_U/s320/punching.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5526405139414543746" /></a><br />---》♥ He said he's my --YES Man-- because he never says NO to me<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/TLG8l0YNdFI/AAAAAAAAASk/PD0baqZAjns/s1600/club.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 213px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/TLG8l0YNdFI/AAAAAAAAASk/PD0baqZAjns/s320/club.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5526405575661679698" /></a><br />---》♥ He allowed me to go clubbing,promised each other must be --Understanding-- He won't control me and me too..He will send me to the Club and fetch me home after the party end..Actually,i just have one word for it --Sweet--<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/TLG9p5oTYtI/AAAAAAAAASs/rEAxI0bHm8k/s1600/bath.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 214px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/TLG9p5oTYtI/AAAAAAAAASs/rEAxI0bHm8k/s320/bath.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5526406745302459090" /></a><br />---》♥ He's the better man and i got him =)<br /><br />他。。。他。。。他。。。对我很好~<br />如果要和之前的男友比较,我只会说这一句:上天给我越来越好的,但到这位,我很足够了,我也不需要更好的。。<br /><br />Joe Leejz ♥ I Love You ♥Nes nEshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03445609421436159062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4044691969920584496.post-89236136471876605502010-09-07T23:58:00.004+08:002010-09-08T01:17:15.346+08:00给我 给他 给你们意志力超弱的我~<br />----------------<br />我永远都败给意志力~<br />曾经有人对我说过:在你的生活圈子,环绕着你有太多美丽的东西吸引你。<br />而意志力超弱的你终是让这些东西牵着走~<br />没错!这是我最大的弱点而我到今天为止还是一样,从没变过!<br />这个弱点让我在这么多年里失去了太多 太多 太多的东西和机会~<br /><br />我失去了去温哥华继续习舞的机会,失去了可以在台上独舞的机会,<br />失去了排舞给我最爱学生们的机会,失去了我最爱教学的机会。。。<br /><br />而这一切都因为我意志力不够坚定,我输不起!<br />从来都没有人知道我放弃舞蹈的真正原因,不告诉任何人是因为连我自己也接受不了那个所谓自己做出的决定。。<br /><br />机会接二连三的给我,但我得到的却是 -后悔-,因为我从没学会 -珍惜-<br /><br />没责任感的我~<br />--------------<br />责任感是我一直都没去学习的东西!<br />从小到大,周围所有的人都非常宠坏我,让我从不需要对任何事情负责~<br />这也使我因为某些事情失去了某些人 某些东西!<br />我必须对自己所作的事情负责!<br /><br />花心的我~<br />----------<br />花心的我因为永远在我身边终是有太多的选择。<br />不止是感情,而是人事物。<br />永远做不出决定,终是三心两意!<br />蛮讨厌这样的自己!我从没否认我不花心!<br /><br />终是把事情收在心里的我~<br />------------------------<br />我心里收了很多不告诉任何人的东西,我喜欢自己说给自己听,只给自己知道~<br />有的时候只因为我不想开口,让所有我想说的东西把它转变成文字~<br />开口对别人说,那人必定会问你问题,为什么 为什么。。。<br />我讨厌回答问题~<br />-----我情愿不说~<br /><br />给某个人,某些人~<br />------------------<br />有些事情不去宣布不等于我要隐藏,别人会顺其自然的知道。<br />说得越多,别人问的问题就会越多。<br />坦白说,我真的不敢爱。<br />爱得深,痛得深!这句话每次都会实现。<br />这么多次的经验,每个男人在开始的时候都会对他所谓的女人很好,一大堆关于 -永远- 的字眼!<br />而女人终是傻傻的去相信,到最后得到的是什么??心痛一整天!<br />别太容易去相信男人,让时间去证明一切!<br /><br />好男人有多少位?当你遇到的时候会觉得这一切都来得不大真实,终是害怕这只是一场梦,到最后总是梦醒~而一切美好的东西只能当成回忆。。。<br /><br />要女人们放弃想念一位男人是非常难的,说容易但要真正做到真的很难!<br /><br />有人说过:你嫁的那位必定不是你最爱的,你最爱的肯定不是你能嫁的那一位!<br /><br />男人,请不要对你爱的人说 -永远- 这两个字,因为你不会知道会在 哪一天 哪一秒 这两个字会让你曾经爱的人心痛!<br /><br />珍惜现在所拥有的,因为这一切只属于你和他/她。。即使将来如何都好,这些回忆只属于你们俩~<br />甜蜜并不能永久,但至少体会过~<br />珍惜你爱的人和爱你的人~Nes nEshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03445609421436159062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4044691969920584496.post-22953577782067646972010-08-19T12:25:00.007+08:002010-08-19T13:15:39.412+08:00Lose to myself<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/TGy9fflCD5I/AAAAAAAAARk/knG-qhrkJEk/s1600/n1400804820_30173293_1941.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 186px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/TGy9fflCD5I/AAAAAAAAARk/knG-qhrkJEk/s320/n1400804820_30173293_1941.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5506984793117691794" /></a><br /><br />I am feel sad and emo now..<br />Why suddenly remember the dance & yoga life again?? I thought i can forget it?<br />I admit i miss my dance world so much and couldn't forget it till death..<br /><br />Am i a loser? I lose to myself...<br /><br />1st time to give up:<br />I couldn't accept i stopped dance classes for 3 months, cause i can't catch up all the new skills in a week! YES!! I am so stupid, but no one understand what's the feeling that i had.. I am not strong enough when i was 17 years old, so decided to give up my wonderful and meaningful dance life~<br />I disappointed a person so deeply until now i still can't forgive myself!<br /><br /><br />2nd time to give up: <br />I was back to my world again, i took International Yoga Teacher Training Course..<br />Started to teaching Yoga,glad that many students also like my class and teaching style..Actually just because i got HER, she makes my teaching skill be the best...<br />But,it was the 2nd time i disappointed her again..Sorry!! I will never forgive myself...This time,i lose to myself again!!Because of some issues..<br /><br />My friends, My family, My dance buddies...All of them are supporting and pushing me back to the * Dance World *.....<br /><br />I am asking myself, is it so hard to make a decision??<br /><br />I bet no one is understand how's the feeling when i give up the real world of me!<br /><br />Peoples said: You are born to live in the dance world, God's given you the potentials and so many chances..But why don't you stay and continue??<br /><br />Now, God gives me the 3rd chances.. But should i?<br />How come suddenly give me a chance again?? I am not so in a mood!!!<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/TGy9H5Q6UiI/AAAAAAAAARU/xXkQp45K-Mg/s1600/n1400804820_30030515_8325.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/TGy9H5Q6UiI/AAAAAAAAARU/xXkQp45K-Mg/s320/n1400804820_30030515_8325.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5506984387695759906" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/TGy9WpV8xpI/AAAAAAAAARc/pqy3Hn2WgSY/s1600/n1400804820_30032976_6766.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/TGy9WpV8xpI/AAAAAAAAARc/pqy3Hn2WgSY/s320/n1400804820_30032976_6766.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5506984641119962770" /></a>Nes nEshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03445609421436159062noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4044691969920584496.post-70399349567754112362010-08-03T23:31:00.002+08:002010-08-04T00:02:55.023+08:00♥ Agnes Nes ♥Welcome myself back to the blog~<br />I've been stop blogging nearly two months.. I wish in the future i can share all my happening life here with you guys ^^<br /><br />I did say it before " Single life for two months " and now i did it...<br />However, is time for me to look for another man =)<br />I think i am ready for a new relationship, no rush but looking ^^<br />Actually i am very enjoying my recent life, always outing with my babes & friends~<br />So, maybe still will being as a single girl ♥<br /><br />Now i only realized that got many peoples also think Agnes Nes is a playgirl and playing around.. Just because of my outlook and what they see, never know about me... But it's alright, cause i also asking myself, AM I ?? I admit i am playful but haven't reach the level of PLAYGIRL..<br /><br />Honestly, i am very friendly, even though is new friend, i also can treat you as a best friend.. But what others people think is Agnes Nes is flirting around.. - Speechless -<br /><br />I am open minded, but not that kind can simple O N S with peoples OK?<br /><br />I ♥ clubbing, ♥ alcohol, ♥ dancing, ♥ chit-chatting..It's my life, no one can stop me or keep telling me what bad on these activities!<br />If you love me then must accept my life~<br />Will trying to cut down but will never stop~<br /><br />Still thinking should i back to my dancing life?<br />Ballet, Contemporary, Tap, Jazz, Modern dance, Yoga & Pilates... I miss all of my students very much!!! I felt so touching cause i always received my students msg from FB, they said: Teacher Agnes, i miss you, when you come back and teach us...<br />Seriously, i feel like to cry when every times i see and read it...<br /><br />Every times when i thinking my dancing life, i feel so sorry to some one~ What i owe her will never able can return to her.. What she gave me is just too much and i disappointed her too much!!<br /><br />Japanese class:<br />Oh My God!! It's August!!! And i am ready to back to my Japanese class student life... Feel so excited, can't wait can't wait ♥<br /><br />Will update some post about life of Agnes Nes On June & July ^^<br />Once again, welcome myself back to the blog ♥<br /><br />To my Babe Elin, Happy Birthday ya~~~Nes nEshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03445609421436159062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4044691969920584496.post-1565629013204484492010-06-23T21:42:00.002+08:002010-06-23T23:07:54.696+08:00Finally...ENDFinally, i heard what i wanna listen from you..<br />--Enough--<br />--Pretend never knew you-- and ect..<br />Thanks for those words my love, it was really could make me totally give up and let you go and of cause won't think you so much...<br /><br />You should know that i can't just simple to pretend never knew you ^^<br />But i will try my best to do it as you wish~<br />I am not going to know what is the reason anymore and just leave you alone like that...<br /><br />Here i wanna say something to you *last* and *no more*<br /><br />Thank you for these few months for those sweet ever memories..<br />Thank you for given me the special warm feeling..<br />Thank you for those concerns when i was down and unhappy,especially during my operation..<br />Thank you for calling and sms me everyday when you are in South Africa... I knew the amount of the bill is damn high...<br />Thank you for buying the BB even though you still haven't activate the BIS since you were in South Africa till now.. I won't have the chance to see your name appear on my BBM contact list anymore~ But i hope you will enjoy the entertainment through the BB~<br /><br />Sorry to you if i did something to make you feel not well...<br />Sorry to you if i said something to make you angry at me...<br />Sorry to you if i always sms you to make you feel like i disturbed you..<br />SMS you ----> just wanna concern you as i treat you as my friend..<br />Sorry if i did wrong.. I won't do it anymore!<br /><br />Daryl, take good care of yourself.. Wish your businesses are doing well and smooth..All of the problems sure can be settle by you as i know you are strong enough ^^ Enjoy your life~ Not going to say Sorry anymore but Thank You :p<br />I hope we can talk with each other face to face one day but not now, chatting without stress just like normal friend ^^ Take Care~<br /><br />Yesterday i was allowed myself to let my tears dropping from my sleepy eyes..I was telling myself,just the few minutes OK? After all these everything will be alright..No more pain and suffer,stop thinking and stop blaming..Upset for a week is more than enough,not worth to let the sadness full filled my mind~<br /><br />Gosh!!! I did it... I feel the fresh of my new life again..I had a very busy day,although i still have think of you a few moments,but it didn't affect my mood or be a emo crab again ^^<br />**Crap for myself**<br /><br />I am starting my new life again..I am single but not available now till i get to meet a guy that can give me the good feeling.. But i promised to myself won't fall in love easily and don't trust guys so simply..<br /><br />Recent life is full of working, clubbing, party, shopping, yum cha ^^<br />I am planning to go Bukit Bintang with family for a yummy lunchie on Saturday then do some shopping *if Friday i won't go for clubbing la* hahaha<br />Sunday will going to Sunway Pyramid meet up with my dear for a relaxing lunch gossip session and do some shopping also ^^<br /><br />Some one told me will going to buy me *my favorite japanese cheese cake* hahaha<br />I am waiting for it ya...Thankew bely muchie..<br /><br />I do planning to go for a short relaxing trip with some closed friends ^^<br />BEACH!! I am gonna celebrate my birthday!! yea yea bili bala bili bala~~~lalala...Nes nEshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03445609421436159062noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4044691969920584496.post-31087784704972046122010-05-24T23:19:00.003+08:002010-05-24T23:33:50.901+08:00Last week of May'2010Woo Hoo.....Finally today is 24th of May ^^<br />It's end of the month!!<br />Another don't know 10 or 11 days my hubby will be in Malaysia~<br />Lets continue counting down for it...<br /><br />Today is my bad luck Monday..<br />Sigh...i am lazy to tell you guys about the story because i have been repeat and repeat to many peoples the same story!!<br /><br />I am gonna open another new blog^^<br />Here got a lot of my old memories,i did share the sad and happy story with u guys since few years ago,and now i decided to stop to update any latest news here...<br />More than 200 posts,tonight i am going to read all of the old and new posts,after that i will stop~<br />I hope i can do it :p<br /><br />Thanks for supporting me all the times..Nes nEshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03445609421436159062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4044691969920584496.post-60997746085652003812010-05-23T17:35:00.000+08:002010-05-23T18:33:55.258+08:00A story gonna end soon...两个生活在不同圈子,生活方式不一样的人如何能够在一起呢?<br />你每次都问为什么接受你?<br />关于这个问题,我真的没有一个答案。<br />我想你是一个好男人,所有你的好友都是这样告诉我。<br />但是,有些事情我真的不能接受。<br />就和你所说的一样 *I am who i am*<br />我能尝试去接受某些事情,但有些过分的我真的不能接受!<br />越了解对方就会使我们的距离拉得更远。<br />有些事情,越想要去忘记,但它越往心里进!<br />如果要你迁就我到那么不开心,那我只好说声 *SORRY*<br />原来恋爱的美好回忆就只有那开始的几个月。<br />每个女孩在一段恋情刚开始的时候,都会想要和对方有着那么一个 *forever*<br />为爱付出后换来的只有遗憾,失望,伤心。<br />后悔的可能是自己没有那么一份意志力去坚持,去维护这一段感情。<br />人生有太多的遗憾,而感情就占有超过五十巴仙。<br />男人们在刚开始的时候,会对你说一大堆东西。<br />他们从不知道,女生都会把它当真,永记在心!<br />当恋情结束的时候,这些收在心里的全部都会变成毒药,令到心里有着无数的疼痛~<br /><br />我给自己一段时间,真的不适合,我会放手~<br />有缘无分的话,可能只适合做朋友~<br />无论如何,我还是深爱着你~<br />让我再为这段恋情努力吧。。Ganbatte..直到你让我放弃~<br /><br />Thank to you my ai ren..<br />You are always so honest to me,whatever you told me i also keep it in my mind and will never forget..<br />Sorry about something,i have a complicated feeling that makes me lost the confident to maintain the relationship,i just be honest to you too..<br />I feel something,that's from female 6th senses..<br />Sometimes i trust horoscope is just because its always telling the truth,not asking to give up but find a solution..<br />Trust me,i will work harder to keep it on but not give up...Don't disappoint me,i believe that you are good man..<br />But,if i always ask you to stop this and that and makes you so unhappy,then i will stop it and let you go...I just want you to be happy with me but not suffer~<br /><br />I have many things feels like to speak out,but i know i have to keep in my heart..<br /><br />Darling,i hope you can control your temper because i am really scared of talking with you :p<br />I am really loves you too much to do so~<br />Maybe don't have forever this such thing,but i hope me & you can stay together as long as we can..<br />Miss you ^^Nes nEshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03445609421436159062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4044691969920584496.post-32885377349473673922010-05-19T22:43:00.005+08:002010-05-20T00:10:51.481+08:00~~ 複雑な気持ち ~~I have a complicated feeling these few days,i know i should stop thinking too much but i couldn't control it...Stop all over it and let the time prove everything..<br /><br /> I am wondering how comes you guys will tell me those things so sudden? Makes me don't know how to facing you guys,don't you know i am suffering of it? Stop telling me please,i will still treat yours as my friend..<br /><br /> Me & Him are happy together now,if you are planning to spoil my relationship then i gotta tell you that you will disappointed..If you know i am in a relationship with him now then you should stop thinking about that and don't tell me anything already~<br />I never flirt with you guys and i really do treat yours as my normal friend,if i was do something that makes yours misunderstood or gets wrong feeling then i apologized here~<br /><br /> To D1:<br />My name is Agnes,please don't call me as your BB! I don't accept anyone to call me this nick unless you are my hubby or my 3D...Just now when u told me those things,others than offline,i didn't know what else i can do~ Sorry.. Give me some times and i will talk to you again..<br /><br /> To D2:<br />Hmm..I was so surprise when you were telling me those things,i never expect you still remember me and kept me in your heart,support and concern me all the times quietly~ But i only can say *Thank to you for all these*,i won't and not willing related into any messy relationship..You said you want me,you need me~ Thanks for telling me this but what i think is only because you were unhappy at the moment and just needs a talk~ Anyhow,i hope i won't listen it from you anymore~ Keep the friendship and just let it go! Sorry if i said something not so nice to you..<br /><br />I don't like to argue with anyone especially my loves,i was feel damn sad when argue with you..What i can do is only be silent,i think is the better way for you and me~<br /> Agnes wants to say *sorry* again to YOU MR DLKJ~<br />If i make you unhappy or angry then please tell me straightly as i wanna know what i did wrongs ^^<br /><br />可能我们的生活圈子完全不一样,迁就对方可能只会带来痛苦,现在能做的只是尝试。<br />如果有一天,我们是时候离开对方,希望我们是因了解而分开。<br />在我离开后,你能做任何你自己喜欢的事,而不需幸苦的迁就我。<br />其实,昨天的我真的很不开心,但我还是提起精神,发出我的笑声去和你谈,一切只希望你能开心。<br />从没想过要你完全改变你自己,我希望你改的只希望你能更好,可能我的想法是错误的。<br />我想你应该忘记答应过我什么了,苯苯的我三不五时还会查看回你发给我的短讯,我想是时候该删除了。<br />给自己多一点时间去更了解你,不适合就该放手,爱久了,伤越痛。<br />我永远都不会让自己再去相信 *Forever* 这玩意啦。<br />*Promise* 如果把它当真,只会让自己再有机会去体会什么是伤痛,失望。<br />星座配对的我和你,不该开始,天方夜谭。<br />我选择不去相信,因为我有的是信心,但是。。。。。信心越来越少了。<br />无可否认,和你在一起真的很开心,和你一起到老,一起生活也是我希望的。<br />但是,如果需要我放手的话。。。我会~<br />不知你是否察觉到,自从你决定要回来后,脾气真的很坏,我能感觉到的东西已不一样。<br />无论怎样都好,只要你开心,Go ahead......<br />有些事情不能说出口,摆在心里又很难过,把所有的东西放进这里真好,我的他看不明白,也没有人知道我说着谁,有的话也就可能只有那几位~<br />Wow.....~<br />心情好多了。。<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/S_QL10DuJeI/AAAAAAAAARM/_IYC709DX3M/s1600/20100518100501861.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 311px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/S_QL10DuJeI/AAAAAAAAARM/_IYC709DX3M/s320/20100518100501861.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5473012466297218530" /></a>Nes nEshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03445609421436159062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4044691969920584496.post-27418065420863429832010-05-18T20:17:00.005+08:002010-05-19T00:44:32.858+08:00How to ignore the SAD and HURTI think this post only my blog followers can read due to i stop my facebook account..Some of the peoples can't click the link that provide by me on my wall page d~<br /><br />Last night,something happened..<br />The sadness still hasn't gone,insomnia the whole night..<br />Gastric the whole night..<br />Went out alone in the midnight,the street was so dark and quiet..<br />I should feel the scary but i didn't,maybe just because my brain is blank and the heart is pain...<br />Feels like to cry but i didn't..Just because i already used to it the feeling..<br /><br />Maybe its doesn't matter to you but its matter to me...<br />Whatever you can do at me~ Hit me,scold me,bite me but can't ignore my call...<br />Do you know how sad is me when u click the end call button??<br />1st time.........<br />2nd times..........<br />It was makes me think back the case which is happened on 16th Oct 2009...<br />The 1st calling.....<br />2nd.........<br />3rd..........<br />4th..........<br />5th..........<br />Finally,voice mail...<br />My heart was as pain as heart attack..<br />After half year,i got the same feeling again..<br />I am not angry at all,but i sad and disappointed..<br />I could understand you were very angry and not in the mood when i calling you..<br />But,i really hope you can take care of my feeling..<br />Maybe for some guys,they never understand..<br />That why i didn't blame on anyone..<br /><br />I don't dare to loves again..It was makes my heart damn pain...I promised myself cannot drop a single tear because of a guy..<br />After an hour sleep,woke up and out for work...When having my lunch alone at the corner,i was looking at the lunch box,all those rices are mixing with my tears..Telling myself,another 10 seconds gotta stop it...It's hard for me...<br />I need a shoulder, a hug, a talk...But i don't have...<br /><br />Its hurt me so deep,is because i love u deeply~<br />I unable to forget the moment when i saw you end my calling..Never and ever~<br />Sorry..........<br /><br />I have to say SORRY again to you as well,but i was just play for fun..Maybe you still don't know what's a girl purpose to do that~ But its not important to know anymore..<br />I hope you can forgive me...<br /><br />Is it the only way to protect myself not to get hurt again is only to be alone, single and not available? I'm tired of it...<br /><br />Chrys and Debbie.. See you guys on this coming Friday at KLCC ya~<br />Beer session and a long chat...<br />I don't care the eyes and the scar anymore...I need alcohol...<br /><br />Danny and Kelvin..You guys really makes me *touching* till the tears dropping..Just because i unhappy and you guys planning to comes KL visit me and club with me...<br /><br />Number,Daddy and my buddies...Thanks for the support although all of you don't know what's going on and what happened to me....You guys always give me a warm support without any question~<br /><br />In these 2 weeks,2 of my ex came and look for me...I think i know what u guys want...But,so sorry about it...I won't let a same guy to hurt me the 2nd time...Whatever la,we still can be normal friend~<br /><br />Without all of you,i don't know how to spend my sad sad day.. Thank to you all for the concerns ^^<br /><br />Anyhow,after the long talk...I thought my sadness will gone...But it doesn't...Is it another insomnia night??Nes nEshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03445609421436159062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4044691969920584496.post-43874442892262913252010-05-17T21:32:00.002+08:002010-05-17T22:30:00.561+08:00Bitch.. Emo Bitch..***Bitch,Emo bitch***<br />Hey girl,stop acting innocent over there..<br />You are not OK! You are not!!<br />What you are have to facing now is just because you did the decision..<br />That's what you told me and now you are telling me *regretted* ??<br />Oh No Way!! I won't help you..<br />You are not a kid anymore..Please understand the responsibility..<br />Stop Emo-ing over there and stop affecting peoples that around you..<br />Do you know i was damn bored when peoples asking me how comes nowadays you are so emo..<br />We are tired and bored of talking about you..<br />Whenever they talk about you,i will only say stop talking about HER..<br />She wanna be an emo girl,she wanna act like so innocent!!<br />Lets HER be...<br />I swear,if you find something to argue with me,i will start it and fight with you..<br />Bitch, please listen carefully now..<br />I am not the one who is like to fight with people,not only you but everyone..<br />And i don't hope you are interested to do that to me~<br />Maybe i should ignored it since you are just a nobody..<br />However,if you are really interested to piss me off then just go ahead ^^<br /><br /> ***complicated Relationship***<br />It's hard to explain to you since you are a guy and i am a girl~<br />You love her is because you need her OR<br />You need her because you love her??<br /><br />I will say she's still loves you but giving up...<br />You still got the last chance since she hasn't got a boyfriend now but yet..<br />What you told me is you love her the most but in the same time,you love the current girlfriend as well...<br />You could only choose either ONE..<br />No any girls are willing to share a boyfriend with another girl~<br />Got it???<br />Friend,be steady and be stable!<br />Anyhow,i will support you always but please be understanding that i am a girl,it means i will support the girl the most ^^<br /><br /> ***Counting Down***<br />Yippie Yippie......<br />Another 10 days to go,29/5 is coming coming coming soon :p<br />I hope everything are fine to me and the doctor's will tell me that Agnes is fully recovered :p<br />I can't wait for back to party life!!!<br />Damn no life in this month,hard to alive without alcohol and party..<br />By the way,it does makes my body and health becomes more healthy and slim slim :p<br /><br /> ***Hubby ar Hubby***<br />I am so excited now!!<br />Although i still feel like dreaming now,because the decision u make was too suddenly...<br />But anyhow,i really really very very happy when i know you are coming back in Malaysia very soon ^^<br />My life will become more wonderful again because i got you..<br />I won't feel the loneliness anymore..<br />The most important is...Please clear the *hutang list* :p<br />Can't wait to see you ya my loveeeee...Miss you!!Nes nEshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03445609421436159062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4044691969920584496.post-85252427738837737612010-05-16T21:42:00.002+08:002010-05-16T22:01:27.967+08:0016051020 SundayFinally,it comes~<br />Just be mad at it~ Don't try to piss me off on these coming few days!<br />I really need a good rest~<br /><br />Hairdo plan was postponed to next weekend as i couldn't make it due to some personal reason~<br />Went to Sg Wang with 2 leng lui & mummy for brunch (U-Village)<br />I bought a SK-2 cleansing foam and Shiseido eyes cream..<br />Some chocolates from Isetan..<br />Walk until i feel the pain like hell then i decided to stop shopping and go home~<br /><br />Monday is coming again & i am waiting for another weekend ^^<br />Hubby is coming home........Makes me so excited^^<br />How wish today is already 31/5 but not 16/5..<br />Mr Daryl,faster book your return flight and let me know the date and time!<br />Fast fast fast!!!Nes nEshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03445609421436159062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4044691969920584496.post-73624102657861859242010-05-14T21:39:00.002+08:002010-05-14T22:13:24.895+08:00!!!.....ENDING.....!!!I am really very down now!!<br />You were spoil my Friday..My happy shopping day..<br />Why you treat me like that? Why??<br /><br />After tonight,we won't be friend anymore even through just a friend~<br />As you tell me *As you wish*<br />Stop talking all of the old memories to me...<br />My new life was start and i love my new life with my new friends new buddies & my hubby very much~<br />Stop contact each other and just treat me as a stranger OK...<br />This is the last time to talk about you and HER..<br />In my future,my life won't have both of you..<br />We don't have anything related to each other anymore~<br />Everything is totally END and no next time~<br />Forget all of the old memories as i really don't wanna remember and talk about that~<br />From now on,we are the stranger to each other~<br />This is what i wish and what i want~<br />Delete my contact number and i did so...<br />I am here to wish you will get your dream girl...Take care~<br /><br />To YOU..<br />What's your purpose to doing that?<br />I wish you can stop to view & read my blog...<br />If you really wanna piss me off then i have to inform you..<br />You Will Regret!!!<br />Can't you stop all the childish actions?<br />I was QUIT...<br />You could just do whatever you like but don't get me relate into it!<br />No next time thanks! I don't wanna listen anything about you!!<br />Stop all over it!!!<br /><br />What a bad Friday~<br />Forgot bring the charger back home! Tomorrow morning hadda wake up earlier and go take my charger!! Sigh.....<br /><br />Hubby..........<br />All of us are counting down for you^^ Welcome back in Malaysia^^ Soon.......<br />I won't be alone anymore~<br />I wish you are here now to accompany me when i down...Nes nEshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03445609421436159062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4044691969920584496.post-77198589184056283302010-05-10T22:02:00.016+08:002010-05-11T01:21:51.609+08:00Family diNNer ♥ 10052010 ♥Family Dinner~<br />Venue: Leisure Mall ^DRAGON-i^<br />Time: 7pm<br />Date: 10-05-2010<br />Member: Nes, Mom, Vicky, Pires & naughty little girl<br />Bill paid by: VICKY YAP (Thanks Boss) :p<br /><br />We are planned dinner at Pavilion & shopping at Lot 10 Pavilion..<br />Unfortunately,it was raining very heavily..<br />So our plan changed to go Leisure Mall...<br />Lets plan another day to go Pavilion shop again^^<br /><br />♥ Dinner Time ♥<br /><br />This little girl is very naughty..<br />She's just as naughty as Agnes ^^<br />But we love her so much...Too cute to be true~<br />Agree??<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/S-gT2pwWXSI/AAAAAAAAAP8/TymlA8bxm-s/s1600/IMG00713-20100510-1909.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/S-gT2pwWXSI/AAAAAAAAAP8/TymlA8bxm-s/s320/IMG00713-20100510-1909.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5469643577083976994" /></a><br /><br />===Xiu Long Bao===<br />One of my favourite..<br />I like the soup in between the pork & skin~<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/S-gUwCO6PnI/AAAAAAAAAQE/nWq524fdauQ/s1600/IMG00712-20100510-1909.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/S-gUwCO6PnI/AAAAAAAAAQE/nWq524fdauQ/s320/IMG00712-20100510-1909.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5469644562907151986" /></a><br /><br />===Nai Wong Bao===<br />My stupid younger bro's ordered it~<br />Agnes DON'T LIKE it!<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/S-gVsBZM8AI/AAAAAAAAAQM/JJDH_qGCSl0/s1600/IMG00715-20100510-1912.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/S-gVsBZM8AI/AAAAAAAAAQM/JJDH_qGCSl0/s320/IMG00715-20100510-1912.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5469645593474035714" /></a><br /><br />I'd like to order a bowl of soup,but there are just got few choices..<br />And Agnes only could order this:<br />===Pure Chicken Soup===<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/S-gWX1b4jUI/AAAAAAAAAQU/qcfTSiyGVqg/s1600/IMG00718-20100510-1922.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/S-gWX1b4jUI/AAAAAAAAAQU/qcfTSiyGVqg/s320/IMG00718-20100510-1922.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5469646346178301250" /></a><br /><br />===Seafood TouFu in hot pot===<br />After i eaten few toufu,i only realized that the sauces is in Black colour..<br />Shit!!! Bless me & wish me luck~<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/S-gXJmwSiCI/AAAAAAAAAQc/mPQZz48DDFs/s1600/IMG00714-20100510-1910.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/S-gXJmwSiCI/AAAAAAAAAQc/mPQZz48DDFs/s320/IMG00714-20100510-1910.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5469647201230817314" /></a><br /><br />I really don't know what's this...<br />Some kind likes fried chicken in small pieces~<br />The ingredients are dry chili & salt...(i guess)<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/S-gX8yKwhOI/AAAAAAAAAQk/Uu49xSzL7Sw/s1600/IMG00717-20100510-1918.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/S-gX8yKwhOI/AAAAAAAAAQk/Uu49xSzL7Sw/s320/IMG00717-20100510-1918.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5469648080467952866" /></a><br /><br />===Vege Vege Vege===<br />A kind of LIGHT food...<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/S-gY2MqgjEI/AAAAAAAAAQs/qOGlHN4sj-U/s1600/IMG00716-20100510-1916.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/S-gY2MqgjEI/AAAAAAAAAQs/qOGlHN4sj-U/s320/IMG00716-20100510-1916.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5469649066832989250" /></a><br /><br />===Beijing style of duckie===<br />Honestly,not really nice...<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/S-gZbUjmRAI/AAAAAAAAAQ0/g3dTAZ0phds/s1600/IMG00720-20100510-1927.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/S-gZbUjmRAI/AAAAAAAAAQ0/g3dTAZ0phds/s320/IMG00720-20100510-1927.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5469649704606647298" /></a><br /><br />It was making by my stupid bro's...<br />He doesn't has the sense of art & creative :p<br />===Ugly Duckie Set===<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/S-gaYMd3FbI/AAAAAAAAAQ8/XaSVnBOvMAA/s1600/IMG00724-20100510-1937.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/S-gaYMd3FbI/AAAAAAAAAQ8/XaSVnBOvMAA/s320/IMG00724-20100510-1937.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5469650750407120306" /></a><br /><br />I was asking my bro to feeds her some *Dry Chili*<br />hahahahaha~ But she was just too clever..<br />---Turned the head to the other side---<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/S-gbRC4LBWI/AAAAAAAAARE/5YlB1oOv8P8/s1600/IMG00723-20100510-1935.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/S-gbRC4LBWI/AAAAAAAAARE/5YlB1oOv8P8/s320/IMG00723-20100510-1935.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5469651727085667682" /></a><br /><br />* Dinner Finished *<br /><br /><br />Ops..Guys.....!!!!!<br />Don't disturb me on these coming few days to 1 week~<br />Don't mess with me,i am serious!!<br /><br />Another 18 days to go ^^<br />Hope the doctor will tell me that i am FULLY RECOVER~<br />Then is time to back to Clubbing Party life~<br />All the Handsome & Pretty..Ladies & Gentlemen...<br />I know you guys are waiting for me~<br />I will be back soon~ Pheeeweeee.....Nes nEshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03445609421436159062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4044691969920584496.post-52977505388503346682010-05-09T12:53:00.007+08:002010-05-09T14:03:06.727+08:00A day with Mummy's ♥I had a great day with mummy..<br />Went to one of my favorite place ♥ Bangsar ♥<br /><br />We were having lunch at Sakae Sushi..<br />So regretted to go there because i only can take Ramen as my lunch!!<br />My mummy's ate many plate of *red plate* sushi and Mochi..<br />And me,just the Teppanyaki Chicken Ramen..<br /><br />Finished our lunch,should be is time to SHOP ^^<br />But outside is still raining likes a dog!!<br />We have to stuck in the Bangsar Village 2..<br />So i decided to go Nails Couture to remove my *jelly nails* & manicure^^<br />She told me that my nails is in BAD condition,i can't colouring my nails in these 3 weeks and no more nails extension!!<br />I was fucking SAD when i heard that!<br />I bought a bottle of Nails Envy & remover~<br />==Fake nails remover + Manicure + 2 bottles==<br />All together she cost me RM 260.. Damn!!!<br />I promised mummy's,i will bring her comes again for the pedicure & i will go for the pedicure *foot spa* ♥<br /><br />♥ Shopping Session ♥<br />I bought two pieces of dress & a belt~<br />Agnes like it so much~<br />Total amount = RM 230 ^^ (for May'2010)<br />No more shopping for this month,i hope i can do it :p<br />After done my shopping,heading to * Juice *<br />Was looking the *shoes* for my Hubby ♥<br />Unfortunately,the shoes already out of stock!!<br />The price is RM 900 ++<br />Damn expensive..Because it is *limited*<br />Limited edition and only few pairs in Malaysia~<br /><br />How sad when i heard that!<br />I thought i can give my Darling a surprise!!<br />**Because the time when he online & see my FB status,sure he know i was looking the shoes for him,and at the same time,the shoes should be with me d**<br />But......................<br />Sigh.....................<br /><br />The boy told me that will have ONE limited edition short shoes coming soon,should be available in next month..Probably the stock is less than 10 pairs..<br /><br />No mood after visited the Juice..<br />Decided to go Alexis & have a cup of hot chocolate~<br />Hope the drink can cheers up my mood again ^^<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/S-ZLv8J7i5I/AAAAAAAAAPU/_t9JH_RR9U8/s1600/IMG00705-20100508-1824.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/S-ZLv8J7i5I/AAAAAAAAAPU/_t9JH_RR9U8/s320/IMG00705-20100508-1824.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5469142084461759378" /></a><br /><br />My mom's asked me about the fucker in sudden..<br />And this topic of him was last for 10 minutes..<br />Time to changes topic!!<br />We were talking about my hubby and it's very funny when i talked about him to my mom's ^^<br />See!! You brought a lot of joy to me ♥<br />I told my mom's..You wanted me to cook for you..<br />I thought she will stand at my side & support me not to cook for you~<br />But!! She just said that:<br />Girl,then i teach you how to cooks the ABC soup & others..<br />What the fuck!<br />I can't imagine when the day both of them meet & bully me together!!<br /><br />Some one told me,bully me is one of his hobby..<br />If only love me will be very bored..<br />Damn it...But what to do...<br />I just love the naughty boy~<br />Darling Daryl, I ♥ You..<br /><br />Every day i also have to take some times for some treatment~<br />I am so lazy to do that but i have no choice..<br />I don't hope to be a pork chop!<br /><br />I ♥ SK2 (after face cleansing)<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/S-ZMiIlEXKI/AAAAAAAAAPc/cRhV6fyxeDU/s1600/IMG00707-20100508-2101.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/S-ZMiIlEXKI/AAAAAAAAAPc/cRhV6fyxeDU/s320/IMG00707-20100508-2101.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5469142946790268066" /></a><br /><br />* after hair wash * i don't like it but i still have to use it!<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/S-ZNCnLxq-I/AAAAAAAAAPk/qabve7JoJH8/s1600/IMG00711-20100508-2105.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/S-ZNCnLxq-I/AAAAAAAAAPk/qabve7JoJH8/s320/IMG00711-20100508-2105.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5469143504761498594" /></a><br /><br />My Pretty House new members..Use it EVERYDAY onto my nails!<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/S-ZN8HmoK_I/AAAAAAAAAPs/5Z_gnY5Etx4/s1600/IMG00706-20100508-2101.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/S-ZN8HmoK_I/AAAAAAAAAPs/5Z_gnY5Etx4/s320/IMG00706-20100508-2101.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5469144492716600306" /></a><br /><br />♥ Everyday ♥<br />After wake up & Before sleep<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/S-ZOg_cUlmI/AAAAAAAAAP0/lN9mE4bjGGs/s1600/IMG00709-20100508-2103.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_pfSiAFILsPY/S-ZOg_cUlmI/AAAAAAAAAP0/lN9mE4bjGGs/s320/IMG00709-20100508-2103.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5469145126181049954" /></a><br /><br />My life can't live without my pretty house members..<br />Recently,without any makes up...<br />It is good to let the skin has a rest...^^Nes nEshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03445609421436159062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4044691969920584496.post-6708447565948261282010-05-07T23:19:00.002+08:002010-05-07T23:43:24.299+08:00What do you want!!!!!Dad, just tell us straightly!!!<br />What do you want?<br />Don't you know u keep doing those stupid things is really damn pissed us off..<br />Can't you try another way to concerns us?<br />Is that the only way that u could do for us?<br />I tell you,we are really disappointed at you!!<br />Stop talking those fucking words to makes my mom's unhappy n sad!!<br />I am so lucky that u never have my contact number..<br />If not,i will fucking regretted for sure~<br />Can't you don't call her when u are get drunk??<br />I really don't know what is in your mind and what are you thinking??<br />You are not a young man,but u are childish than a younger~<br />I know i shouldn't say it to you like that!<br />As you are my dad but not a nobody~<br /><br />What the fucking feeling when dinner with you was just like dinner with a stranger~<br />I know if you are hear it surely will scold me or be fucking sad!!<br />But,i just say the truth..<br />Meet you twice in a year~<br />Family day?? what's that?<br />What does a father should do for a family?<br />For his wife & children?<br />U don't know what's responsibility!!<br />Maybe u have your personal reason,but u might to share with us coz we are a family¬<br />But you never!!<br /><br />I wish my mummy's will be having a happy mother day..<br />Don't ever try to spoil her mood!<br />Mr Yap,thanks for your cooperation..Nes nEshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03445609421436159062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4044691969920584496.post-22940000728566807432010-05-06T21:52:00.002+08:002010-05-06T23:00:30.963+08:00♥ Naughty Girl ♥ Bad Girl ♥I swear to god..<br />I am going to be a naughty girl...<br />Be a naughty girl and prepared heading to the club soon!<br /><br />Daily horoscope said:<br />Agnes is a Emo crab today..<br />True! I am not in the mood & damn bad!!<br /><br />I swear i won't stay at home on this coming weekend~<br />Will going to P and B..<br />These 2 places sure can cheers my days!!!<br />I can't wait for it anymore,luckily tomorrow is Friday!<br /><br />Wow~~ The single costume party is on the plan now!!<br />Sure that will be a super crazy night in the hotel!!<br />Crazier to be true ♥<br /><br />Empty promises~<br />Don't simply to makes any promise to me...As i already get a lot of empty promises~<br />Fed up with it...<br />Guys,remember...Don't do it to me anymore!<br />I hate the feeling of *disappointed*<br /><br />Is Mother day coming? Sat or Sun??<br />I have no any idea how to celebrate for her yet..<br />P or B??<br />Is time to makes a plan for it...<br /><br />Hey,Mr Daryl...<br />Don't bully at me anymore,can you??<br />Hate you..........<br />You can do it unless you don't love me anymore~~~Nes nEshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03445609421436159062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4044691969920584496.post-45018160230320552182010-05-03T19:28:00.002+08:002010-05-03T20:05:42.067+08:00What am i thinking??Emo-ing..<br />Maybe is just because i damn free now..<br />Ignored me...<br /><br />I swear i won't stay at home during this coming weekend..<br />Surely will go out..<br />Can't wait to meet up with my dear ♥<br />I miss you~<br /><br />Hey,buddies..<br />Please tell me what time is the dinner on this coming Sat or Sun ASAP la~<br />I have to arrange my time ^^<br />♥ Dating,Shopping,Gathering ♥<br />Can't wait for it ya~~~<br /><br />I think my father's there got something wrongs with him..<br />They were telling my mother's something about him..<br />But,it was too complicated..<br />I don't know how to explain for this mess story..<br />Make me damn headache!<br />I am tired of listen of his story but he's my dad's..<br />I am tired of face up the problem for him but he's my dad's..<br />What does he gave me in these 20 years plus?<br />However,he's still my father's...<br />What can i do?<br />I couldn't help him at all,unless he's willing to changes himself..<br />But i don't think he will...<br />Guess what??!!!<br />Exactly...He's a bad husband's, an useless father's..<br />But what i can do?He's my only one father!!<br /><br />He's the one forced me to be a strong girl~<br />He's the one make me to be tough~<br />But,sometimes.....<br />I'd rather i don't even know what's Strong & Tough..<br />It was makes me very tired and feel unsafe of my life~<br /><br />I feel like to drop down everything & leave Malaysia..<br />Go wherever that i can..<br />Just alone..........<br />Meet my dearest friends.....<br />Start a new life.....<br />I wish i could but..........<br />............................<br />............................<br />I am trying to make it to be happens~Nes nEshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03445609421436159062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4044691969920584496.post-43503213478067240832010-05-02T21:07:00.002+08:002010-05-02T21:34:25.187+08:00♥ I Dare To Say ♥I dare to say:<br />I will never regret what i choose..<br />Especially YOU *Daryl* ♥<br /><br />I will never regret the way that i choose..<br />The way i choose,the way i walk ♥<br />No U-turn~<br /><br />Never regretted to break with yours..<br />Especially YOU *Chung*..<br />======================================<br />I dare to say:<br />I am a good girlfriend ♥<br /><br />I will be a good wife ♥<br /><br />I will be a good mother ♥<br />======================================<br />P/s: Dare to say and Dare to do is difference oh :p<br />......................................<br /><br />Starting to learn cooking again..<br />Forgotten how many years didn't cook a table of foods by myself already~<br />Especially *Chinese Foods*<br />Gotta back to the life with learn cooking~<br />I am a clever girl..<br />I think it won't be a big problem to me...<br />But,i am a lazy girl...Lol<br />I admit,i am~<br />..........................................<br />This time i learn cooking is because of him ♥<br />I feel the happiness when i cooking n thinking of HIM ♥<br />This is what he bring to me,even through he's not beside of me...<br />==========================================<br />Mr Henry's told me that he's gonna marry soon^^<br />Really happy to heard that...<br />I can be 1 of the Ji Mui and play his Heng Dei..<br />hahahahaha.....<br />Let's chat more with him on coming weekend when i see him^^<br />He's going to buy me a lunch..Yuhoo~<br />Thank to you 1st ya~<br />==========================================<br />Arrrggg.....<br />Weekend is going to be END soon~<br />Monday again!! Monday blue ya!!!<br />I do hope my outlet won't be SO cold as last week...<br />I don't wanna get flu again..<br /><br />Oh My God!!<br />My 013 & 016 lines were barred in the same time~<br />Can't use my BB online T_T<br />No BBM,No sms and call...<br />Tomorrow once i reach my outlet,surely will pay the 013 bill 1st..<br />My life can't live without my BB la...<br />Damn!!!<br /><br />Is time to go bed,very sleepy after i took the medicine for my flu..<br />Good night & Sweet Dream to me ♥Nes nEshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03445609421436159062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4044691969920584496.post-63478119821080234042010-04-30T20:11:00.003+08:002010-04-30T21:03:06.424+08:00About ...FAIR...You were damn pissed me off today..<br />Don't ever to talk about *FAIR* this such thing to me anymore~<br />There's never no this such thing in this world~<br />Please be mature as you are not a kid..<br />Don't ever to ask me why why why how how how again!!<br />Think it before ask me...<br />I do hope you are not going to be another Jass's..<br />Something was changed didn't means it's only because of boss stingy or what!<br />Some rules created by boss is because of you..<br />And this time is 2nd times already!!<br />You should learn from the last lesson but u didn't..<br />And today u created another problem again and gets me into the trouble!!<br />What a GOOD job you did!!<br />Fair or not fair,it's never control by me...<br />And i never believed in it...<br />I just tried to fight for the best benefits for myself...<br />If you fight for it then maybe you can get it as well~<br />But u didn't..<br />So,please stop talking bullshit there..<br />I pleased you to stop creating problem..<br />I am not mature enough also,but at least better than you^^<br />Thank you for the cooperation~<br />Damn!!!<br /><br />My mom's told me that today 3pm my dad's was calling her..<br />Guess what!!!<br />Talk a lot of bullshit la...What else...<br />Saying that he will die soon,this time maybe is the last time can heard his voice..<br />He will left all of cash/saving to my mom's..<br />Ask my mom's turn on the voice recording and save what he saying on the phone..<br />Another stupid is Ah Ming Gor!!<br />I hated him so so so so so much...<br />After a long shit story..<br />finally,my mom's was angry..<br />So both of these 2 stupids were stopped the topic and end call...<br /><br />I don't have a good father but i had a good mother's...<br />She's the 1 loves me the most and sayang me the most ♥<br />Love you mummy's...<br /><br />Darling...<br />You are SO cute ♥ hahaha...<br />As cute as my stupid laughing bear :p<br />=====> I never speak rude/bad words OK...<br />And YOU..Please stop ^^<br /><br />=====> Remember that i am a GIRL ^^ xoxo<br />Can't speak those words in front of me even through just on the phone^^ YEAH~<br /><br />=====> Passport~~~<br />Wow..time passing super fast,FFK my friends almost half year already :p<br />I have to REALLY take an action la...<br />Wake up early and go to the f*cking slow likes a turtoise government department for my new passport~~~<br />Is it possible it will be done in May'2010??<br />ha ha ha.....No one will know the answer :p<br />But..........this time is because of HIM ♥<br />So...........No choice..I am not willing to lets my ears torture by HIM :p<br /><br />Yeah~~~Tomorrow is 1st of May..<br />Labour day's..........<br />...............................<br />Nothing's special!!!<br />Don't know all peoples out there happy for what~<br />I can't go anywhere also~ Damn...<br />I wanna go Bukit Bintang!!!!!Nes nEshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03445609421436159062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4044691969920584496.post-1190152145259218442010-04-28T19:43:00.003+08:002010-04-28T20:06:18.730+08:00NO LIFE♥ Party ♥<br />♥ Clubbing ♥<br />♥ Shopping ♥<br />♥ Beer Session ♥<br />♥ Crazy Gathering ♥<br />♥ Dating ♥<br />=======> My Life<br /><br />But now..........<br />No party~<br />No Clubbing~<br />No shopping~<br />No Beer session~<br />No Crazy gathering~<br />No Dating~<br />=======> No Life<br /><br />I can't take it anymore!!!<br />This weekend must go Pavilion or Bukit Bintang walk walk ^^<br />I want Nasi Lemak + Teh C panas with less sugar..<br />I want a cup of hot Vanilla..<br />I want a glass of ice chocolate..<br />I want a pack of cream puff..<br />I think that's all what i can eat!! Sigh...<br />I am not going to shopping and buy any new clothes!!<br />Since i couldn't be a pretty girl and go party!!<br />So,buy clothes for what???<br />Sigh.....<br />I am SO poor la T_T<br /><br />Finally,Agnes back to outlet and work^^<br />With her Dior spec and Juicy silver jacket^^<br />With her long hair and didn't tie up her hair^^<br />Without any make up^^<br />But peoples said i am look cuter than before ♥<br />**Hey,look like a little good girl**<br />Hahaha<br />I had never go to work without any make up even just a lip gross :p<br />But now i did and i feel SO fresh^^<br />Some more i can save a lot of time in the early morning^^<br />Because don't need to waste time for make up~<br />Yay.....<br /><br />Wow~~~<br />My Darling's can back to his sweet sweet home d ♥<br />xoxo<br />You can have a very relax holiday,hibernate till you feel ENOUGH!!<br />Hibernation is always best ♥<br />But,do remember to sleep with your blanket ya~<br />I don't hope you will fall in sick,just like your baby's T_T<br />Darling,sorry to make you worried bout me ya~<br />I promised that i will take good care of myself OK~<br />I am trying my best...<br />Have a beautiful winter sleep ya...<br />I am here always miss you ♥ muacksssNes nEshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03445609421436159062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4044691969920584496.post-79012518604891779192010-04-27T17:27:00.003+08:002010-04-27T18:04:42.569+08:00♥ 非常にあなたを逃す♥Sore throat,Fever and headache..<br />Didn't go work today,unpaid medical leave..<br />Sigh.....<br />18 days didn't back to outlet already~<br />Sam decided going to resign and will only work till end of June~<br />And i do deciding about it as well...<br />Should i?<br /><br />BBM with my dear hunnn ♥<br />Both of us also fall in sick! Damn pity actually~<br />We do know is because always play till midnight and too much parties then only becomes easier to fall in sick...<br />We do know OK...<br />But,what to do???<br />No alcohol No party = No life<br />That's life~<br />Even through we knew what makes us sick!<br />^^^^^^^^^^^^<br />We talked about some Men topic as well~<br />The overall answer after what we discussed is...<br />Do not to believe what a guy talk to a girl ^^<br />If you choose to believe then please believe HALF...<br />Half is more than enough~<br />I really don't understand,how come you still wanna cheat her??<br />Lier is always a lier!<br />Non of my business actually~<br />I have always to tell myself...<br />I don't have the *responsibility* to help you to cover what u cheated at her^^<br />I am just tired of this such of bullshit~<br />By the way,that's your life...<br />I and we also not willing to help and get into the trouble^^<br /><br />Went to see a Chinese Traditional doctor..<br />He said because i always play till midnight and too parties..<br />That's a most important reason to make my body becomes so weak!!!<br />Sigh.....<br />My mummy's didn't say much...<br />She was just asking me,are you going to online till midnight in this few days?<br />I have to rest as early as i can..<br />So that i only can recover and to be a healthy good girl again^^<br /><br />♥ My Love...♥<br />I miss your voice so much...<br />I miss you a lot..<br />I miss you more than i miss my Dad's :p<br />And i love you (for today) ♥<br />Everyday my ♥ for you is difference~<br />Today,my love for you is just like a dark chocolate~<br />How about you?? Do you miss me? ♥<br />I really wish you could be with me now,so that my head can lean on your shoulder^^<br />Especially when i get sick!<br />I need your sayang ♥<br />But,i do hope you can work harder..<br />That's most important~<br />I understood..The feeling when you are be alone over there was not so good~<br />But..that's your career ^^<br />Anyhow,take good care ya...Especially during Winter~<br />Lovessss you My Darling Daryl ♥Nes nEshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03445609421436159062noreply@blogger.com0