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Wednesday, March 31, 2010

彼此的影响

一个决定,影响了我俩的生活。
我俩的生活方式有了转变。
我俩的作息时间已改变。
这是因为我俩有了那么一个的决定。
事情会变得如何?没有人会知道。
我只希望会越变越好!
有试过,至少有希望。
总好过以后的日子会有遗憾!
人生总会有无数的遗憾!
试过后,可能会变成遗憾!
没试过,也会变成遗憾!
人生就是有着无数的烦恼。
而八十巴仙的烦恼都是自找的!
我们总是喜欢在无聊的时候想些不必要的事。
而我就是这种人。
我希望我的出现会带给你有着无数的欢乐。
而不会影响到你的生活!
现在的心情不是很好,不多写了!
有点儿累,就让我今晚早点儿休息吧!

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

a dream ♥ a hope ♥ a wish ♥

I still remember i had a dream,
since so long ago and till now..
I still remember i had a hope,
since so many years ago and till now..
I still remember i had a wish,
since when was a little girl and till now..

I wish i could have a BIG teddy bear in chocolate colour~
Since i were a little girl,i wish my parents will buy me a teddy bear...
Since i were a teenager,i wish my friends will buy me a teddy bear as a present..
Since i were fall in love,i wish HIM will buy me a teddy bear without any reason..
But,just a dream..
All of you bought many presents to me,but no one is teddy bear~
lolx..
Every time when looking at the teddy bear,i wish i could bring you home...
But,it's meaningless..So i never buy for myself~
Just said Bye Bye and hope will see you in my room ^^

My mummy's promised me,she will buy me a Ballet music box with Ballet music..
But,how many years already??
I still haven't get the Ballet music box!!
Hopeless..

Everyone got their own dream ♥
And mine wan just a little dream~
A dream bout can get a teddy bear and ballet music box~
Some time,dream is beautiful..
Maybe,it's just a dream..a beautiful dream that always in my mind ♥
I have a dream ♥ that i wish one day i will dance on the big stage~
Solo...Only Agnes..The stage is only for me...
But i know it will not be possible happen in my life anymore~
Because,it's just a dream..
Every time,talk about Dances..
Only one feeling..SADNESS~

30032010 Tomorrow is 31032010

Another brand new month is coming up...
Thanks you for the *accompany* in this month..
Do you still remember what we did on the date of 010310 ??
I will never forget ^^

Here are something wanna tell you:
Darling ♥
Thanks everything in the month~
:thanks for the pampers
:thanks for the concerns
:thanks for the times
:thanks for those sms
:thanks for those msg
:thanks for those love songs
:thanks for calling
:thanks for all of the sweet words
:thanks for your true heart
:thanks for your honest
:thanks for..you really changed for those bad words
:thanks for your dating menu
:thanks for..you really willing to changes SE to BB
:thanks for.....everything!

1st day of March in 2010 is a meaningful date to me~
Today,i just wanna say TQ to you..
No miss you and love you..
Because..........Because.......... :p
Because.....hahahahaha
(don't wanna tell you guys)^^

My operation date confirmed!!
19th April'2010 11:30am
After operation,stop party and clubbing for 1 to 2 months!!
Oh My God!!
No alcohol,ginger,seafood,fried food,kicap,itik,sotong,egg and blablabla.....
I think this time i am gonna getting a lot of breads for the whole month..
Breads,nasi putih,pure vege,mee kosong and porridge only~
Only can online for a while,only can watch TV for a while..
Can't sleep too much~
So,i think i will just study at home...
Since i still got few of the new books haven't read yet!!
Yea~i should do it this way..

复杂的心情

哈哈。。。我的Darling可能现在正在想着为什么是中文的?
他听不明白也看不懂!没关系,反正就是没关系!

我是太得空太无聊了吗?
还是有太多的时间去想东想西??
如果不去想的话,应该没这么烦!
但是,又如何能控制呢?
原来简单的生活不如我想象中容易得到。
是我把事情想得太复杂了吗?
在我问自己这些问题时,我的脑袋一片空白!
如果这个时候你能在我身边陪着我,那该有多好啊!
这不是一件小事,也不是我能容易得到的东西!
比想象中还难!
一些事情有些只能收进心里,但!
收得多,就会越幸苦!
但又不能对别人说!
还是那一句:
是我把事情想得太复杂了吗?
这个时候,我只想你能陪着我~

Monday, March 29, 2010

29032010 Normal as usual

Don't know what happened to my right hand...
It's painful and feeling out of energy...
Today let a Malay -chao sui- !!!
Damn...He was put his hand on my waist!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I sent an email to my boss,regarding my leave~
I wanna apply for 16th and 19th April'10...
Then my boss called and told me we will be having roadshow during the same date~
13rd until 18th April'10...
He asked me take leave for 19th till 22nd..
So,i said no problem lo...
It does means my operation will changes to 19th,hopefully the doctor is available~
Because i will only call them to changes the date for me on tomorrow~
I do scared pain..scared blood..scared scar..
But,what to do???
I have to take good care of myself after the operation!
Thanks for those support from my family and best buddies~
If without you guys,i don't think i will go for it~
You guys makes me brave enough :p
Especially to my Darling,even he don't want,but he's still support me~
A special *power* received from him..
And the power did work on me~
Thinking of him,i am not scared anymore~
How special it is??!!!
Because i love him,just because he's too special to me~

Tomorrow will going to bukit bintang help the dealer for one day!!
And got to go NY settle the RM1500 deposit,i think i will changes it to special facial treatment ^^
I can't wait for the operation ya!!!
Fast fast do,fast fast recover,fast fast back to party life~
I will stop clubbing life for 2 months!!!
Be a good girl stay at home and let it fully recover as soon as possible~

Sunday, March 28, 2010

♥ Only you and just only you ♥

The smile on your face,let's me know that you need me ♥
there's a truth in your eye's ♥
saying that you WILL NEVER LEAVE ♥
the touch of your hands ♥
says you will catch me,whenever i fall ♥
***I will never ask for more than your love ♥***

Only you could brings me happiness~
Only you could let the smile appear on my face~
Only you could cheers up my bad day~

Just now almost argue with my Darling~
I damn scared..
I know he's cares about me,concerns me~
Actually,i am worrying..something.....
By the way,i could feel that he was damn angry and disappointed just now..
Sorry my Darling~
I am very happy^^ Because just now i did chatting with him on the phone^^
The feeling is just toooooo GOOD~
Even when the conversation starting we were unhappy~
Thanks for the *chicken* yea ^^
Let me make my Darling back to the Good Mood ♥
hahahahaha.....
Don't ask me why is the chicken :p (secret)

I do hope i won't meet any bastard in the future!
Thanks~ Because i really dislike got any unhappy case!
God bless..

Bad Sunday~ I just feel like to cry..........

I will keep silence from now on...
Don't wanna tell people anythings...
I will just keep it in my mind...
What a stupid girl i am...
What i bad luck girl i am...
Nobody understand my situation...
Nobody understand my feeling...
What i want is just a normal life with peaceful~
I am tired of those *fucking* life...
I were success out from the bad life~
I started my new life since one year plus ago..
I already don't care and no feeling with what others people talk cock behind of me~
You guys don't understand me,never mind...
You guys free to talk bad at me,i don't mind...
But..i were away from the bad life and really don't wanna remember those bullshit anymore~
Please don't remind me!
I tot today is a beautiful Sunday,but it definitely NOT!!
I am feeling so sad and down!
I am working hard to stop my tears falling~
God's,can i just have a normal life?
I don't wish for anything else~

Abnormal.....You are bad than a BASTARD!!!

Mr N...Just now u really seriously pissed me off!!
I so regretted to BBM you!!
If not about the profile pic,i will never wish for a chance to talk with u!!
Really wasted my golden times!!
And you were definitely spoiled my Saturday pretty night!!
I dislike the way that u talked to me!!!
If u didn't make me angry,i weren't type the F to you!!
You shouldn't replied me: Fuck?? Come la
What the fuck is that? Is it the way u talk to a girl?
You are bad than a bastard!!
I am seriously..You are make me ANGRY..
I just can't forgive what u cheated me just now!!
When i knew the truth,u gave me a reason..
You said it wasn't consider as Cheat..It is tactics!!
It seem like not your fault!!
Bullshit!!!
You lonely then please look for *alor chick*
Don't kacau me!!!
Don't ask me out for movie..I will not date with u!!
And you are so weird!!
Alone watch 4 movies!! You are not a normal human!!
You should stay at Tanjung Rambutan there!!(if i not mistaken,the place is suit him right)
I am now could understand how come your Ex girlfriend did that at you!!
If i am your girlfriend,i will do so!!!
Fucker...Disappear!!!
Don't try to spoil my mood anymore!!!
You are bad than a bastard!!!
You are stupid than a stupid!!
You are so rude to a girl!!!Damn you!!
Really don't want to waste any time to talk you d!!
Let me back to my pretty mood please..........

Saturday, March 27, 2010

27032010 A Day.....*o* just miss u as usual *o*......

Saturday 1020pm Hotly

a night for me to let myself become more pretty :p
**Rose facial scrub + Rose facial mask
**Waxing
**Japan sea salt body scrub
**Hair mask
Ending with Shiseido + SK2 + body lotion ^^
Good smell~ Love myself~
Give a kiss to myself for this pretty night ♥
Muackssssssssss.....

This Saturday not a clubbing night to me~
But,next Sat night will be~
Can't wait for it...
Driver David,please don't be late!!!
I will be a sexy hot chick and dances with you guys ^^
To those fucker:
Don't hug me if you are drunk!
Don't touch me if i too sexy :p hahaha
Don't kiss me if i too friendly!!
Please watch out if one of you do that at me!
I don't hope will have any unhappy case happen~
Behave your self~ Don't let me to slap people ya ^^

♥ My Love ♥
My Darling is too naughty today~
The 1st sms of the day from him:
The msg wrote by him and in Mandarin!
What i guess he is just know to write and speak wo de ai ren,wo ai ni,hen ai ni ONLY~
hahahahaha.....
I am lazy to reply him in Mandarin,because i need to explain to him after that~
Lolx..
He is so cute isn't ?? ^^
Yeap! He makes my day my life become more wonderful~
Thanks Cupid for brings you to me ♥
My Darling said he's misses me very much too, but he never complaint..
Complain?? Yup!!
Because his baby's girl always complaint that can't meet her Darling~
Ya Ya Ya...I always make noise :p
It's just because i do really miss him ♥ I really do ♥
As my friend or buddy..
You guys known how much i miss him right??
Forgive me about i too noisy and make noise to u guys :p
Before my Darling come back,i will continue be a noisy girl ^^
Hmm..But what i think is you guys already used to it~
Am i right??
Today,as usual..Can't stop to thinking of him ♥
How much i miss him??
How much i love him??
The answer is........

Friday, March 26, 2010

Especially to my special one ♥ * The day i fall in love *

Just an ordinary day ♥
started out the same old way ♥
Then i looked into your eyes and knew ♥
Today would be a first for me ♥
The day i fall in love ♥
On the day i fall in love ♥
Sky will be a perfect blue ♥
And i'll give my heart forever more ♥
Just someone who is just like you ♥
The day i fall in love ♥
People all say love is wonderful ♥
That the bell will ring,the birds will sing ♥
The skies will open ♥
Wonder where's that great big symphony ♥
Roll over beethoven ♥
Won't you play with me ♥

The day i fall in love~
The last i fall in love for you~
And only you ♥
And forever ♥

Love ....................>> of the day ♥

Chatting with you guys~
Few weeks didn't gathering,many things also didn't updated with me~
How come many of you guys damn unhappy recently??
I hope all of us also can be happy..Everyday and each moment~
All of us because of *love*,became a sad soul...
Love is too complicated~
Think too much will only makes you guys more suffer~
So,chill la OK ^^

My Baby's Boy:
Your Baby's girl is miss-ing your voice ♥
how can u make me miss you so much?
Do you know no one couldn't make me miss some one so much like you??
Never and ever~
Even any of my Ex! Not much like how much i miss you now~
You are just same like those *drug*,you poison my heart~
And my heart is needed you everyday ^^
How can my life live without you??
How can i live without your voice,your msg,your sweet words and your concern??
You were makes me fall for you deeper than you think~
♥.....>>♥.....>>♥.....>>♥.....>>♥.....>>
Do you remember what you told me on yesterday??
We promised each other,will try our best to do not argue with each other^^
I'll try my best to make you happy whenever you in a bad mood~
Because i know you will do the same way to me~
Promise me,don't leave me alone.....
Promise me,don't argue with me.....
Promise me,don't let my tears appear on my face.....
Promise me,don't let 3rd party spoil our relationship.....
Promise me,don't make me worry.....
Promise me,only can pamper me.....
Promise me,only can let me stay in your heart.....
Promise me,share all the sadness with me but not only happiness.....
promise me,accompany me whenever i need you.....

I could understand no one can completed all the promises~
No one is perfect in this world~
In the end,all the promises will spoil one by one~
I am happy that you never promised me anything BUT..
You told me you will try your best~
It was so good to me since i knew *promise* is just a boom!
When the promise gone,i won't too sad because you never promise to me^^

My Ex boyfriends did it,you guys did a good job!!
You guys simple to gave me promised~
And all of you spoiled all of those bullshits...
Talk is easier than do...
But don't simple talk to a girl~
Because girls are always believe in what a guy talk to them~
Love is a drama,we are an actor..BUT..Sorry~
I'm not a good actor..
I don't know how to act happy or unhappy~
I don't know how to simple to let my tears falling~
What i know is only use my true heart to love you~

Maybe,one day we will back to a normal friendship~
Maybe one of us hurt each other~
Maybe one of us do something wrong~
But..
What i can promised you is only
*i will only remember those happiness*
And..
What i want is be with you till the heart stop beating^^
I ♥ U
P/s: Hope doesn't make all readers feel *geli* la :p

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Don't let me too FREE

I would like to make my life become more and more BUSY~
Thinking to get some event jobs on every weekend~
Should i back to the Carlsberg job??
So that my schedule is totally full ^^
I have no time to thinking rubbish anymore ^^
Wanna back to Japanese class but i damn scared alone go into the building!
It's really dangerous if only me a girl~
I don't dare~ My dear sis J... I miss u so much,don't u know?
How wish u will accompany me again for my Japanese class~
I miss the times when we were crazy shopping at Bangsar~
I miss the times when we were high tea at Bangsar,Pavilion~
I miss all the times when we were together~
Unfortunately,it will not be happen in my life anymore!
Chance only has one~ and i never cherish it~
So,i lost a best ji mui forever~
Don't let me too free,as i always thinking rubbish!!!
Guess what??!!! Agnes is thinking rubbish NOW ^^
I am thinking a lot of shitsss NOW..
Yea~ Coz i am damn free NOW ^^

Damn it

Damn it! What the fuck is the *contract* !!!!!
What the fuck is the operator!!!!!
What the fuck is the stupid service!!!!!
What the fuck is the stupid country!!!!!
All are bullshit!!!!!
I really can't understand!!! Pissed me off!!
The only way can hear your voice is by *call*
Now,telling me that can't make oversea call~
I'm not angry with HIM..
I didn't angry at all..
I just damn upset,unhappy,beh song,sad,disappointed ONLY!!!!!
Nothing else~
I will be OK,i will feel better when i could stop thinking of u~
I don't wanna talk bout it again~ Damn!!!!!

Yesterday night hungry till this afternoon only cab had a little meal~
Gastric again!!
Just now while i taking bath,thinking of HIM till forgot to wash my long hair!!!
lolx.. Shouldn't to think so much :p

To the *person* that make my Darling pissed off:
Sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
kome kome kome kome kome kome
My heart is feeling unwell since yesterday midnight till now..
Sorry ya!!!
I really don't know the *thing* could be so serious!
I never know they will take this kind of action ar!
I never know HE was damn pissed off and filled of anger!!
I just don't wanna keep it in my mind and make my self emo~
That's why i asked HIM about what you told me as i wanna know the truth~
You are consider is my *friend*
Because i can't keep that as a secret then make you in trouble~
Even not my fault..But,it was because i told HIM..
Sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
I hope you are alright..
Today you didn't online,i'm worry about you is it OK???
Because i really don't know what they will do at u~
Once again!!
Sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry ya!!!!!
Forgive me...

Where are you when i need you??
What are you doing when i thinking of you??
Do you know how much i miss you now??
But!!!!!!!!!!
Because of your stupid contract!!!!!
Make me damn NO MOOD at all!!!!!!!!!!
Damn it!!!!!

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

24-03-2010 One Month and almost half year

Last month 24-02-2010,i remembered what i wrote:
***If i fall in love, it will be forever,or i won't fall in love***
I were fall in love ♥ So,i do hope it will be forever ♥

Today is a sleepy day (yawn)
Inside office was damn cold,went out for lunch,the weather was hot!!
What the hell,i can feel 2012 is coming up (OMFG)
Please don't!! I have so much things haven't do and yet to do...
I have so much things haven't see and yet to see..
I have so much things haven't listen and yet to listen..
Is it i watched too much negative movie??

Is it something happened??
Sorry..I really shouldn't told you~
My fault..
If i keep it in my mind,as a secret,then maybe you weren't pissed off~

Recently,few of my best sisters also broke up with boyfriend~
I can felt them are really Sad Unhappy Disappointed~
Even i don't feel like to go clubbing,but accompany them for beer session and until drunk is a must~
Hand them tissue is my job~
My shoulder is always available for you guys~
Remember what we always mentioned *No Men Won't Die*
Next month 16th,already broke up with him 6 months~
I didn't realized that it is almost half year~
I am thinking back the time,the moment,the day that u said wanna broke with me!
I am thinking back how sad were i.....
I am thinking back how much tears were i fall for you~
I am thinking back how tired when i cried~
I am thinking back how painful~
But,NOW..I feel nothing~
Some more wanna say TQ to u..
If you didn't make the decision,then now i couldn't together with my Darling~
So,TQ wor Mr Mok ^^
you never let me feel the happiness~
You never let me know what's pamper~
You never let me feel the sweet when a girl receive flowers from her love's one~
You only want me to understand what's ladies but not gentlemen~
I've be your personal driver for the pass 5 years~
Dating??? Did you??
Your times is only enough for your others girlfriends but not me~
Your sweet words is only for those bitchiiee but not me~
Any how,it's not important anymore~
If you are reading it now..Please don't angry..
If you are angry..Just give me a call then~
Because you still owe me a *SORRY*

I do hope all of these bad things will not be happen in my life anymore~
By the way,i do really in love with you, my only one^^
You are the one could make me happy..
And you are the only one can let me think of u in the whole day..
Miss you..........>>
I wish you can face to face and say *I Love U* to me~
I think i will not forget the sweet moment until i leave the world~
You are making me to fall for you deep and deep!!!

My fucker sister!!!
When i were a teenager,same age as you..
I settle everything by my self...
Please don't ask me do anything for you..
Can't you be strong and tough??!!!
Don't you know your elder sister is damn stress??
I hate people create problem to me,don't make me in trouble!!
I am tired of to be a strong girl...
Please..

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

I miss my Ballet Contemporary Tap &..........♥

I don't feel like to see something that related to performing art-Dances~
When i watching video drama movie related to dances..
when i listening music related to dance..
When i seeing something that related to dances..
My heart is feeling UNWELL !!!!!
It makes me think back my dance life~
My teacher and my students~ Feeling suffer!!!
Dances changed my life!
I'm a very BAD student to my teacher..
I did make her disappointed twice,i spoilt the promises!!
What if i am a GOOD student??
If Agnes is a good student then now she's enjoy the dance life in Vancouver now!!
No one could understand how suffer is my feeling every time i thinking bout Dance~
Especially Ballet...
Even just my Ballet leotard,Ballet skirt,soft shoes and pointe shoes!
I don't even wanna see all of these stuffs!!
I get all my dances stuffs hided in a box and just let *them* rest in my sister's room~
Tell me!!! How to forget my dancesssss!!!!!
Just now was too bored and naughty~
Searched for Dances video..Haiz.....
I shouldn't do that!! I am so regret!!

Ai Ren ♥ & Bastard !!!!!

I wanna find out the answer~
How come every time chatting or talking with my Darling ♥ also can't stop to laughing??
??????? ????? ???????
Especially just now,too FUN ^^
No one can replace you in my heart ♥
Do you know how special you are to me?
You are making my life become more colourful & meaningful,just because of u ♥
Don't know what will happen if my life without u..
Don't know what is the feeling if without u..
Of cause i do hope it will not be happen^^
About the *Dream*,how i wish it could come true sooner than i wish^
I ♥ U,My Darling Daryl..
But i think you prefer to listen it from your baby's instead of see the words only :p
Sorry about that,just now was super funny la :p
Next time i will try to control *a bit* yeah!!!

!!Bastard,Mr Nicholas!!
Just now this fellow BBM me,chatted with him for a while..
As usual,conversation as below :p (it's not a secret)
Nic: Hi,boring..wanna come out??
Nes: Don't want...My BF cari me later
Nic: OK
Nes: How are u?
Nic: Lonely
Nes: No outstation??
Nic: No,went to movie today,now at home
Nes: Hmm..next time u can try to invite me if i free
Nic: You got BF
Nes: Movie with NORMAL friend is OK...Doesn't matter!
Nic: Can't
Nes: Huh..Can't?? Why
Nic: Can't be friend..You are special to me
Nes: Oh...forget about it then
= Really damn bored while chatting with this kind of bastard!

P/s: That's the different feeling between Lover and Bastard :p
Cheersss ♥

San-gatsu Ni-ju san-nichi Kyo wa ka-yobi desu

Tadaima, tsukaremashita~

Boring day,since 10am start working till 5pm finish work..
Whole day just sitting on the chair and non-stop playing with my BB ^^
12pm:
Raining like a dog,what the hell...Agnes is very hungry..
Onaka ga sukimashita!!!
But i can't cross the road and have my lunch in the mamak!!
What to do??? Wait until the Sky stop crying lo~
2pm:
What the F..I think the sky upon on my office is just broke up~
That's why it's non-stop raining since early morning till now~
Agnes is super hungry..
Onaka ga sukimashita!!!
Nodo ga kawakimashita!!!
What to do??? Wait until 5pm,go home and lunch+dinner lo~

Today is only TUESDAY..
But people out there already want me to answer this weekend night life plan!!!
Lolx.. But i think this weekend will be a bit busy ^^
Where is Jaya One?? Wanna go there make appointment for S ^^
*Thanks Number and Celia for those advices*
My final decision is go for S and thanks for the support~
I'm brave enough because of you guys supporting me always whenever i need ^^
That's what i called *Best Buddies*

Today saw my Darling Facebook profile,the new status is *************.....
Damn fierce lo...hahaha~ That's him actually :p
But he told me he's CUTE~ wahahahaha
Yeah! You are so cute,every time when chatting with u^^
Darling,u damn stupid ^^ hahahahaha (don't ask me why):p

Renew passport?? I keep delaying to renew it since last year till now :p
Since last trip to go Thailand till now,don't know how many years d~
Renew passport?? Damn lazy :p hahahahaha
But..Because of U ..........>> Plan about it then^^
P/s: Don't forget you promised me that you will cook bacon for your baby's everyday when i be with u ^^
** Mata Kondo Onegai-shimasu **

Monday, March 22, 2010

A day of..........PK !!!!!

Well,Agnes is just came back from her favor palace~
Guess what!!! Dang Dang Dang Dang..........
***Pavilion***
Spent 3 hours for a facial and eyes treatment~
Signed up a RM6600- 20 times eyes treatment plan (5 months plus)..
Hehe...I get special discount RM900 and get 1 free facial spa and some product~
Well,in the upcoming 4 months,i will stop shopping at all~
No nice food,no sing k at all~
Makan roti ^^
(i like bread,especially those with cheese,butter,chocolate,bacon,ham,hotdog)
You guys sure laugh at me,why so stupid to spend so much money just for my face,skin?
Hmm..I think it's worth..Because i'm a girl,i'm a lady...
Make my self become more pretty for what?
Please la!!! It's a very stupid question~
Of cause is for guy for man for Nan Ren!!
Do you think a guy will like a Pork Chop? No one will answer me YES ok!!!
That's why~
I rather to eat roti everyday and stop shopping!
I can accepted it~
But i can't accept i'm not pretty at all!!!!!
So even PK,still will make a same decision ^^
P/s: What a coincidence!!! My beautician name is Kenness ^^

Yesterday,My Darling S.A network down for the whole day!!
Damn it...
This Monday morning,7am checked my BB...
FB 9 new notifications..
I opened the inbox and saw 2 of the unread msg is from my Darling ^^
OMG!! It was really *Sweet* and *touching*
I like whatever he gave me and told me ^^
I love him so much! ♥
Today,i asked him,why love me so deep??? ♥
What does he answer to me??? (secret) ^^ ♥
It was makes me sososo touching ♥
I never know that you are a Romantic guy ♥
Here i wanna say and i never do it this way~
MR Daryl Leow Ken Jian...Agnes Yap M.S lovesss you deeply ♥♥♥♥♥
And forever ♥
Because u said u hope i can hold the key for you for the rest of your life~
Muacksssss...My kisses for you will never end!!

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Sunday night

My Darling called me at 6pm...
The reason for he didn't online is because network problem and blablabla la...
Spoil my lovely Sunday mood la!!!
Not his false..
He was drive to a town till the network ok and give me a call~
Any how,could get to heard him said *i miss u & love u* to me ^^ Enough for my day~
Hope my only one's is enjoying his Sunday ya...

Tomorrow after work will going to New York skin care center for some treatment..
What a tired day!!
Hope tomorrow can chat with my Darling lo...
By the way,i just register a new Digi number ^^
Especially for my Darling~ Coz the sms and call rate to S.A is damn cheap!!
Celcom very expensive!!!
So,the Digi number only for personal use only ya~
Darling's not on the line,so...i think i should off line now d!!
Bless me will have a sweet dream because tonight without *Good Night & Miss U* from my Darling..

21032010 Sunday * Not to believe *

Some one's told me that he will chat with me at 9am(Malaysia 3pm)
Actually i never believed guys can be on time!
That's why i told him,can sleep late because today's your off day..
But,he said: don't always sleep till late,have to wake up earlier~
Hmm..So,i trust him lo!!! Then then then then then...

Sunday morning i woke up at 9am! After bath...
Heading to Pavilion for breakfast and do some shopping~
Rush back to home because some one's said he will online at 9am(3pm)..
So...So...So...Haven't done my shopping(Pavilion many shops also ON SALE)
But,240pm something i decided stop shopping and is time to go home~
305pm reached home!!! After bath then online!!!
But But But!!!!! (Nothing to say) hahaha
Maybe he's still sleeping or busying (Maybe)^^
Maybe got others reason but not important anymore~
Because now is already 4pm~

Changes topic:
Saw few bags damn nice,but my mummy's told me not nice not nice and not nice!
Get what she means right?? hahahahaha
The Anya bag very nice la,some more is cheap!!
Less than Rm 1k is consider cheap compared with others..
Forget about it,wanna save money for study and eyes treatment!!!
Sienz.....
Recently,i got a feeling...*Boring KL life*
Can i dating with some one?? Boring laaaaaaa
By the way,don't simple believe in what a GUY promise you ^^
My experiencessssssssss..... :p hehehe

Saturday, March 20, 2010

!!!!! What a boring day !!!!!

Today damn bored,whole day stay at home online and watch drama only~
OMG !! Am i Agnes?? Stay at home for the whole day!!
Really beh tahan!!
Tomorrow morning will going to Pavilion breakfast with Mummy's..
Then do some shopping ^^ Then then then then then.....
Go home and online chat with my Only One, since he promised me just now when he called, he will wake up at 9am 10am and online chat with me!!!!!
Just now network over there really bad..sob sobzz..
Only can heard my Darling voice a while~
Even just a little moment,but did make me happy and sweet~
Because of his sweet words and funny words :p
He can deleted the * 9 * in the sentence ^^ muacksss
Darl, you are so funny and lovely la~~~
My Darl understand the meaning of Ai Ren ^^
hahahahaha
And he called me as his Wo De Ai Ren *sweet*

Oh..... My Love..... My Darling...
I've hungered for your touch...
A long... Lonely time ..........»
And time goes by so slowly... And time can do so much.....»
Are u still mine?
I need your love, I need your love...
God speed your love to me.....»
* ke^N^es

When Cancer met Sagittarius= Not Match (sure my Darling pissed off) hahaha

When these two meet, sparks may fly, but not necessarily the right kind. Sadge may come across as a player, casting a wide romantic net, which sets off alarms for the security-minded Crab. Cancer may intuit that it can trust Sadge, but be unsure of how deep their affections run. One innocent, but blunt comment from Sadge goes straight to the heart of an exposed Crab. The Archer has adventure in mind, and the sensitive Cancer may have trouble keeping up. Cancer needs to sidestep into things, while Sadge shoots forward like an arrow. If Cancer gets clingy, Sadge is likely to shoot right out the door.

In a relationship, there's a built-in friction, given that Cancer desires domestic bliss and the Sagittarius spirit cannot be tamed. But with other harmonies in the charts, it could be a relationship full of growth. Cancer admires the vitality of fiery Sadge, and this inspires the moonchild to be more active. Sadge has a light nature, free of emotional underpinnings, while Cancer feels its way through things. The difference in orientation can be unsettling for both, and lead to misunderstandings galore. Cancer may think Sadge too superficial, and the Archer finds the heavy drama of the Crab to be a big drag.

A creative living arrangement, like Frida and Diego's adjoining houses, give each the space they need. Cancer needs time to process and be still, and Sadge is a lone adventurer at heart. Sadge models a way of living free of emotional moodiness, and helps Cancer see beyond their own world. Cancer can be a nourishing presence to Sadge, offering a home base to return to between travels. This is a quirky pairing that pushes each other's buttons, but with the potential to experience life in a totally different way..

P/S: I am wondering that what's my Darl thinking now and feeling now ^^ Sure pissed off after he read this post! But i already told him that don't read my blog ^^ hahaha

20032010 Home alone

Today is my off day..Slept at 4am and woke up at 10am!!!
Yesterday my Darling busy for meeting,didn't online chat with me~
But i didn't feel upset and angry OK ^^
Whole night was busy for msn and online only...
Some one told me and discuss with me many things..
Thanks for those advices ^^
Actually after chat with u,i felt a bit not well *heart*
Some time,know too much things that happened before is not really good~
It was really effected my mood and decision..
What if the case will happen,then i will choose *Disappear* without any reason~
That's means i *disappointed*
Not good to make too much promise,coz in the end,all promises will spoil & gone~
Talk is easier than do...
My mind my heart was in *negative* for the whole night and until this morning..
After i read an essay from a friend,i laugh at my self..
I am a stupid actually..
I think i should stop thinking about those rubbish!!
And believe him..
Every thing are keep changing..
Maybe nowadays he is already another good man & i willing to trust him..
Time will prove me ^^
I don't hope i will get hurt anymore~
I hate the feeling of *pain*
I wish i won't get hurt in the future~
Maybe..I should stop listening and thinking!!

I saved all the msg that my Darling sent to me~
Included what he promised to his baby's ^^
The day that he spoil the promise,the day i will delete the msg!!
The day that he done what he promised to me,the day i will delete what i listened from peoples~

But,after read the essay in chinese..
I feeling much better ^^
Darling...Can't wait to see you ya~ Miss you ♥
♥ You are so meant to me, you to me are everything ♥

Love is ♥ ............... ♥ Heart..........> connected

love is

being happy for the other person
when they are happy
being sad for the person when they are sad
being together in good times
and being together in bad times
love is the source of strength ♥

love is
being honest with yourself at all times
being honest with the other person at all times
telling, listening, respecting the truth
and never pretending
love is the source of reality ♥

love is
the excitement of planning things together
the excitement of doing things together
love is the source of future ♥

love is
an understanding that is so complete that
you feel as if you are a part of the other person
accepting the other person just the way they are
and not trying to change them to be something else
love is the source of unity ♥

love is
the freedom to pursue your own desires
while sharing your experiences with the other person
the growth of one individual alongside of
and together with the growth of another individual
love is the source of success ♥

love is
the fury of the storm
the calm in the rainbow
love is the source of passion ♥

love is
giving and taking in a daily situation
being patient with each other's needs and desires
love is the source of sharing ♥

love is
knowing that the other person
will always be with you regardless of what happens
missing the other person when they are away
but remaining near in heart at all times
love is the source of security ♥

love is
the source of life ♥

♥♥♥ I didn't miss you so much ♥♥♥

I didn't miss u so much,
When i wake up, i will check my mobile phone, see whether got some unread msg or miss call from u~

I didn't miss so much,
When i log in to the website,i will view your profile and see whether got any updated from u~

I didn't miss u so much,
While i chatting with peoples,i will review those msg that u sent to me~

I didn't miss u so much,
When i hungry or cold, i can't stop to thinking of you, are you hungry or feeling cold now~

I didn't miss u so much,
When i see those couples walking on the street, i wish we are one of them~

I didn't miss u so much,
When i having my snacks, i wish i could share it with my only one~

I didn't miss u so much,
When i listening a song, some lyrics, make me suddenly missing of u and my brain is just empty, unable to think for others and my sense of hearing is stopped till i stop missing of u~

I didn't miss u so much,
I just hope that i could see your face and hear your voice~

I didn't miss u so much,
Before i get into my dream, i just waiting for some sweet words and Good Night from u~

I didn't miss u so much,
Just when i can't fall in sleep, i will thinking of u, but i don't know is because i can't fall in sleep then missing u or missing u until i can't fall in sleep~

I didn't miss u so much,
When i wake up in the early morning, the first person that i thinking is u~

Maybe, only me is missing u here~
But, what if both of us are missing each other~
Then that is what we called as ~happiness~ Hang Fuk

Friday, March 19, 2010

^^^..........Confusing..........^^^ + Don't read my blog!!!!!

I am thinking of all about what you told me just now~
I will think about that very seriously~
Time will prove me the truth..
Maybe my decision is RIGHT..
By the way,i do hope no one will involved~
Otherwise,i will just disappear~

To you you you you you you you!!!
Stop reading my blog la!!!
Speechless.......
Here is only for my be lover GIRL FRIENDS and Ji Mui..
My Darling,i hope u are NOT reading now!!
Here is the place to let me speak out something from my heart~
Something not to let you know then i can just write down~
When i super free,i will review what i post ^^
You guys!!! STOP reading, thanks...

Every Friday and Saturday i also busy to answer peoples question~
Such likes about clubbing,dating,shopping and blablabla...
Seem like Agnes Yap must going out on Fri and Sat night!!
I'm planning to go Pavilion on Sat noon~
Steamboat at night..
Sunday?????Hmm.......Stay at home or go some where walk walk..
Since i bought many new clothes ^^
Is time to ban leng leng with my new clothes ^^
By the way,i ♥ my SK2 very much~
It was make my skin become more nice^^
Can't stop to ask my mummy's to touch my baby skin,hahaha...
If My Darling is here,sure i will keep asking him to sayang my face^^

To answer your question~ YUP!! Don't smoke in front of me!!!
hahahahaha~ you can away far far far from me then smoke~
You can't stop smoking never mind :p
Then i just stop breathing ^^
wahahahahahahahahahaha (sure Kek Sei my Darling)

Thursday, March 18, 2010

1st msg for today ♥ 18032010 ♥ ke^N^es ♥

810am,is time to wake up~
Was trying to open my sleepy eyes and check my BB~
Ops..a new msg from My Darling ♥
Walao!! i did read the whole msg from sleepy eyes till my eyes fully open~
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Baby dont u know ur everything 2 me,
and i could never see,
the 2 of us apart...
Dont u know i'd give my life 2 u,
and no matter what u do..
i'll promise u my heart...
i'll build my world around u,
and i want u 2 know..
i need u like i've never needed anyone before...
i live my life for u..
i wanna be by ur side,
in everything that u do..
if there is only one thing u can belive is true....
i live my life... for u..
i'll dedicate my life 2 u,
u'll know dat i would die for u...
and our love would last forever...
and i will always be with u,
there is nothing we cant do...
as long as we're 2gether...
i just cant live without u,
and i want u 2 know..
i love u like i never loved any1 else before.... ♥

And then i replied to my Darling (secret) :p
Darling...You are making me to ♥ you more and more and more~
I ♥ U
No words can describe how much i ♥ u till now!!
And i do know you are love me very much as well ^^

In the evening,the time after i just finished work~
Received the 3rd sms from my Darling~
He told me that our names very similar..Coz..
Daryl have 5 letters and Agnes also have 5..And!!
If u join our names together then becomes.....
♥ ke^N^es ♥
Hmm..Yup!! He was damn free to think about this~
Coz he was driving alone and boring~
And he said miss me so much till think about that ^^
Lolx...Peoples always said both of us *Sai Menggg*
But,i don't think so...
It's the way for us to maintain the relationship~
Since we can't work likes a pair of NORMAL couple as i mentioned~
Doesn't matter!! We never cares about it~
Everyday,my Darling also give me many *sweet words*
Some things special to me ^^
But,what if give me too much now then will you still giving me in the
future???
I'm scaring that the time to reach the *limit* that u can give~
I am trying my best to make the *sweetness* the *love* the *concern*
the *pamper* the *care* the *hearts* can last forever~
Darling...Miss you and wanna see u soon ^^

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Another Sweet Night

Chatting with my Only One ♥
He invited me to visit him at South Africa~
What so fun over there?? But..........
I think only one *reason* for me to go there~
But,still in consideration ^^
Because i scared take plane and go alone~
I think Love ♥ can make me be brave~

Darl ar Darl.....Will u stop smoking??
I will pray harder for it everyday~
How come all my boyfriend also is a smoker??
Only Nicholas's not a smoker but..........
I didn't choose him!!
Why why why?? lol
No answer!!!
Is it my whole life have to be with smoker??
My dad's and all my boyfriends !!!!! lol

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

16032010 ♥ *** Sweet Morning Call *** ♥

Early morning 9am,my BB suddenly ringing~
Ops..My Darling calling and is 3am over there..
Was so surprise and wondering how come my Darl calling me in the midnight~
Of cause i did ask him about it~
But,he is just said that because miss me lo ^^ *sweet*
I can't stop smiling over the phone~
It was really SWEET and HAPPY!!
And he told me after chat with his baby's sure will sleep well~
*Sweet* the feeling is super sweet,no word can describe on it~
At the end .....Love U.....
A simple ~call~ cheers up a day for me,because is U ♥
What if others guy call me in the early morning??
Oh!!! No please..I never and will not pick up the phone and answer!!!
Cause u guys are not special to me ^^
Unless, u are my Only one's ♥, my family's ~~
By the way..
Ai Ren.. LoVe ♥ U

I am planning to take a photo shoot with my dear~
Since she was agree with it ^^
Police woman?? Nurse?? Teacher?? Student?? Bunny girl??
OMG!! what should i wear for the photo shooting??
But,i am sure it will be a nice shoot^^
Can't wait for it!!!

***** Now & Forever, i will be your man *****

Darling gave me a song...Now and Forever~~
I like it very much...I like the lyrics...
Now and forever, i will be your man..
It was make me feel the sweetness again and again!
And it will never END..

Today is my off day,but very busy~
Cleared my messy room and all my clothes and shoes!!
And i threw many of my old clothes ^^

By the way,i damn lazy to continue writing..
Just wanna share the song ^^
Once again..i like the song from my only one's very much ^^

Sunday, March 14, 2010

^..........I only wanna be with U..........^

Before Darling called,i ready to press the button and post the video~
When i thinking of u,u gave me a call ^^
Really make me laugh till damn tired!! But i like it lo^^
I wanna speak out something from my mind~

>..........I only want to be with you..........<
I don't know what it is that makes me loves u so,
I only know i never want to let u go,
Cause u started something, can't u see,
That ever since we met, you've had a hold on me?
It happens to be true, i only want to be with u,
It doesn't matter where u go or what u do,
I wanna spend each moment of the day with u,
Look what has happened with just one kiss,
I never knew that i could be in ♥ like this,
It's crazy but it's true, i only want to be with u,
Now listen Darling, i just wanna be beside u everywhere,
As long as we're together~Darling i don't care,

Seriously,13-03-2010 before 12am~
* I miss u & love u * 1st time spoke out these words~
The feeling is sweetest than i expected ~

Friday, March 12, 2010

12032010 ~Happy Day~

Yuhooooo~ Today Agnes had a nice day with happy mood ^^

I miss my *tobby* so so so muchhhhh~ To my *tobby*:
What are u doing now and the whole day in stranger house??
U got cry or not??
Did u sleep well?
Do u feel happy or scared now??
Do u miss me??? (i miss u so much and i really do)
Did u eat fulllllll fulllllll???
Must drink plenty of water ya... Since u get sick le~
Do u know,i tried to don't let my tears fall from my eyes till very tired!!
I hope u can be happy every day without me T_T

Today,my Darling asked me some questions..
hahahahahahahahahaha
Darling...I am not a play girl,so i hope you are not as well~
You are serious to me,so...me too~
I hope the BIG PROBLEM won't effect our relationship~
But,it really make us more cherish the relationship and each other~
Darling,you are so lucky la^^ Coz u having me ^^ hahaha
I am a good girl than u think ^^ (i guess la) :p
I miss u very much~ Miss u more than i miss my dad's..
How wish i can see u NOW and want u to hug me tightly till i feel enough~
Hmm..But,it will only can happen few times in a year ^^

Friendship~
I don't wanna join the year end Taiwan trip d!!
I don't wanna explain and don't ask me ok!!!
Whatever,today is a happy day and now is 1157am ^^

Thursday, March 11, 2010

110310 @ unh@ppy D@y (wanna release stress)

Today very unhappy!!!
Some one told me some things that make me not feeling well,angry,disappointed~
In the end,of cause make me unhappy lo~
Regarding the *Friendship* i don't know how come suddenly became like this~
*Forever* NO such thing!! This is my 2nd time to mentioned about it~
I don't hope i will mention the 3rd time!!
Otherwise,i rather to give up every things and please leave me alone..
Let me live without any one~ I don't want to listen any thing~
Don't tell me any thing~ Don't ask me any thing~
I'm really tired of it...I just wanna live in peace..
I don't want to listen any of the friendship problem..I don't know the truth..Don't ask me to give any comment..
Don't tell me others people bad things as i not interested to know~
Even the person is BAD..also not my business..and not your business as well~
You told me that,maybe just wanna concern me...Maybe!!
But,somethings only me know the truth..
I tired of listen the different story from the both sides!!
What can i do for your guys?? You guys are really important to Agnes OK!
I very stresssss laaaaaaa............................
I need to take care of my family already very tired..
I don't wanna get stress from the friends side,please!!
Like that,who should i talking to???
I kept too much things and secrets in my mind...
My memory card already full!!! I don't want save any unhappy or sad things in my memory card anymore!
I do hope you guys can settle the problem as soon as possible~
After this week,i hope can out for gathering with yours again..
I got many things wanna share with you guys!!!

I am so sorry to my pet *Tobby*
What i promised to him,i never done any to him even one!!
I spoiled all the promises..
My mom's told me,if he knows to speak,sure will tell me *I Hate U*
Sorry..I didn't take care of u as i always give many reasons!!
I got times to go for clubbing,beer session,gathering,party,shopping......
But i never spend my times for u..
I think is because of your *Dad's* !!!!! He also spoiled all the promises to me!
You shouldn't involved into it~ I am not a good mummy..Sorry!!

Was in a bad mood for the half day..Sorry to my Darling~
Don't know how to tell u those things,so i choose not to tell~
I don't wanna be a girl just know to create problem to people especially my Darling^^

I think i am a strong girl,i think i am tough enough..
But..no one knows~~i am really tired to be a strong girl..
Some times,i hope...don't be a strong girl,don't be so tough!!
I am just a little girl,a normal girl,a non special woman!!
But,i never know what is *peace* what is *pamper* what is *soft*
Thanks my Darling,you are the one who let me know what is *pamper*
You are a special one to me...
You are different,not same as my ex bfs and admirers ^^
Don't know how to describe~
Maybe this is a most special case in my life~
Maybe this is the *miracle* in my life~
Maybe this is the special gift from Cupid's in my life~
Maybe the God's knew i tired of take care peoples,so sent you to me^^
Maybe Maybe Maybe.....
I don't care all of the *maybe*
As long as i am happy to be with you NOW and FUTURE~
Recently,you are the one always make me happy~
You are the one can let me forget about *sad* unhappy* stress*
Unbelievable isn't ????? But,it is true!
How lucky am i NOW?? & i do hope my future also can be the same~
Because of u..I will be a lucky girl forever ^^
Yuhooooo~ Feeling much better now ^^
A brand new day ^^

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

10-03-2010 Thick-skinned..........> U..........> Mr N

First day of Blackberry Road Show at Sg Wang~
Super super super boring...
Nothing special,just a boring Wednesday!!
Luckily,my Belover Darling Babi Cat almost accompany me the whole boring working day ^^
Nothing to do but still feeling TIRED..
Damn suffer la...Working at Sg Wang but can't shopping !!!

Mr Nicholas,pleases stop disturbing me!!!
Yesterday received your bbm,conversation as below:
Nic: Miss U
Nes: Why miss me
Nic: YES!! Everyday
Nes: But u know i never and won't miss u
Nic: I never stop hoping
Nes: But my heart is never and won't belong to u as u knew it
Nic: I will try
Nes: My heart is belong to some one else
Nic: You didn't gave me chance
...............bla bla bla!!!!! Sienzzzzz
P/s: I do hope u can stop waiting me and also stop hoping me will give u a good answer!!You told me u will never stop waiting till the day of stop breathing,please don't do this kind of stupid thing and don't tell me this kind of bullshit!!! It will make me feel scary only instead of touching!!Thanks~

My Darling today hutang me one thing again!!
Shopping with me ^^
Today i very guai lui loh!! Breakfast Lunch Dinner and Supper ^^
And of coz medicine for my stomach.. wanna fully recover soon and eat ice-cream!!
But,i don't think it can fully recover soon lo!!!
Every time working for road show also make me not feeling well,stomachache is for sure!!!
DARLING..........I wanna seeeeee U.....

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

< .......... I ♥ U .......... > 09032010 evening

I like these 3 words:
1) I
2) Love ♥
3) U

I can always see these 3 words in my sms or msg..
Some times.....i got a mood to listen these 3 words..
But,still have to depends on who is talking it to me ^^
Of cause NOT every one,the feeling is totally different!
Just now i heard it from U ^^ the feeling is sooooooooo...
If my Darling is in front of me,sure i want him hugzz me tightly,
and i wanna give him a deeppppppp kissesssss ♥
Hmm.....My Darling hutang me many things d !!
Every things also hutang hutang hutang !!! ha ha ha
I think i will forget what u hutang me leh..Coz too much d !!!!!
Some things,i can check back my msg inbox,but sms can't lo...
Coz my BB unable to saved too much sms @_@
I like Darling pamper me so that make me more interested to bully him ^^
Yeah~~~
Just now after work damn blur blur...
I told my Darling Mickey Mouse is CATTTTTT !!!!! Shit lo...
Hope he will forget what we talked through the phone just now!!
Hmm..International call damn expensive right??
Hmm..Hmm..Hmm..Hmm..Hmm..
But..But..But..But..But..
Nothing la...............

To my CAT ♥
I will try my best to don't make u worries about your baby OK ^^ try try try!!
Today saw your FB there * Tobbaco Sticks Forever * WTF!!!!!!! Btw,not going to control u as i can't also~
LoVeeeee U Darling ^my ♥ one^

09032010 Food Poisoning !!!!!

OMGggggg!!!!! Yesterday and today kena food poison-ing~
Vomit + Stomachache + Faint
Hate malay food !!! Or my stomach tooooo sensitive ???
I have no idea ^^
I've make *some one* worried about me~ Keep asking me must see doctor~
But.......i damn lazy :p
So So So...i just took some ubat at home :p i think will be OK soon^^
Tomorrow the BB event will start lo...Until Sunday > super tired for sure!!!
First day hadda wake up at 7am and reach SW at 9am!!! Hate KL traffic,always JAM!!
Boss.....Extra $$$$$ please ^^

Nitez alone

It was *Happy, Fun, Nice, Great, Sweet, Warm = LoVe *
While talking through the high technology with u ^^ (phone la,guess what)
Times really passes very fast...
People said: the *time* can pass super very fast than u think if you enjoy the moment~ For me,YES!! Totally agreed ^^
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
Miss u Darling...(that's what i wanna tell u NOW) ^^
But!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I will remember what u said wor~ about the Vege and Maid ^^
Really can't wait to see u NOW!! My hands is damn itch~
U should know what i gonna do right??

Why i wanna write all the things here?
Is just because it can REMIND me EVERYTHING ^^
DONE!!! I think this post could remind me everything that what we talked just now ^^
Nitez Nitez every one~

Monday, March 8, 2010

08032010 ^ bad night ^

Just a night!! i received few bad news~
Too suddenly ok!!! I really can't accept it~
Few of you are my best buddies~
Me cherish our friendship...
I don't wanna see any one of you argue!!
When u guys are argue-ing,really make me damn bad mood!
It totally effected my mood,i hope our chat room always happening~
My blog and my BBM chat room is the place for me to release stress~
To forget the sadness and cheersss me up^^
Humans are childish and never mature enough till the day of stop breathing~
But!!!!!!! Childish is not a reason to start a war or spoil some things are important~
Please...Cherish the friendship~
I don't wanna see the case between me and jamie happened again!!
The case really hurt me deeply and i will not forget till i died~
Chance is only ONE!! Talk some things before speak out from the mouth~
I support V ^^ coz i am a girl ^^

Talk about the *indescribable SWeeT*

Yesterday 07032010,darling viewed my blog~
I felt damn pai sei lo...
Some things i don't know how to say and explain then i like to write on my blog~
Because...* words * can help me to show off my feeling and what to say^^
Darling said after he viewed my blog,he felt very happy and loves me more and more,deeper and deeper~ is it true? the answer for myself is *i believe*
Darling said: NOW, he wanna make some promised to me~
I am not going to write the *promised* here,i will just keep it in my mind~
Forever!!!
Suddenly,i remembered what those *guys* promised to me before~ and i also remembered what was the feeling when they broke the promises!!
I've told my ex,don't simply make a promise to me as i don't want get hurt and also don't want the feeling of *disappointed*
Because,until the last relationship..the same things r happened again and again!!
I mentioned before, *Forever?? NO such thing*
But..........now~ i do hope the *forever* can appear between me & u ^^
*Forever* to me is,the time as long as we happy together~
I know my Darling sure can done what he promised to me ^^
Every times,while i reading your sms or fb msg.. the *indescribable SWeeT* always be with me ^^
Yesterday was talked about >Tattoo< with u~ hahahahaha
What u replied.....still remember?? i felt damn happy when u gave me those answer!! Super funny lol..

To my Man,
Actually,i am waiting for you to give me another 2 promises~ (secret) i will wait until u promise to me by yourself and from your *real heart*
another miss-ing nitezzz ^from your Bi^

Friday, March 5, 2010

My current DarLing ♥

Until today,until now,Until this moment~
I still haven't inform any of my friend about my new relationship!
One of my best buddy asked me is it fall in love?
I didn't answer..
Not because i wanna hide or remain as a single and looking for another!
Is because it was just started,and i don't have confident for this ♥
As i know it freaking hard to maintain the ♥ between us~
I know u are working hard for our ♥
Really touching and thanks for your concerns~
Thanks Darling for the warmness~ for the sweetness~
I really can feel something *special* between us!
♥indescribable feeling♥ = from me & u

I am so touching ^^
Once your phone working,then u sms me~
And u told me u are really me miss me very much~
I asked u,how much u miss me and what's mean so much?
Darling answer:
So much means...Miss u until my mind is thinking about u the whole journey♥
*I think if u are a girl,u can understand how sweet when i received the sms*
Even it's just a normal and simple sms,but already enough for NeS~
I need a man to sayang me always,i am really tired of to be a strong and tough girl~
Some times,i really need a hug and shoulder~
I know it's hard to done by us,due to *far distance*
But,it's OK for me since i know u have to working hard and earn more $$$ over the country^^ I will be a good girl and waiting for you..

To Darling:
Not because i *kepoh* or wanna control u..I never think gonna control some one,really~ But,i really hope Darling you can stop smoking or cut down! I hope all my loves one also have a healthy body,so that i can less worries about all my loves one,especially my Darling~ I've a smoker before since few years ago,but i totally stop smoking at all,i did it,so i believe u can do it also ^^
Miss U and i really do ♥ *from NeS

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Stressssssssss & in a relationship

Recently damn stress~ Really make me super tired..
Almost everyday go for beer!!!
I understood alcohol can't help me solve all the problem..
But,what to do???
Luckily,some one taught me:
Smile at the problem ^^ I am trying to make it to possible~
Fine!!! Stop talking about my sad unhappy!!!

In a relationship ^^
Hahahahaha.....in a relationship again^^
Fast isn't?? lolxx
This time is having a very special relationship with Daryl^^
Far distance love~ Super far..
I don't know how will it work? success??
Because it's a impossible mission~
How to maintain the relationship without meet with each other often??
This relationship can't work like what a normal couple doing..
Such like*
lip2lip hand2hand shoulder2shoulder chest2chest face2face
Even shopping, dining, movie >< all are impossible!!
Maybe we can only meet each other 1 or 2 times a year ><"
Hmm.. But,it will make us more cherish this special relationship!
I hope this impossible mission will be a success case in my life~
Your friend's told me that you are a good guy,a caring guy,a smart guy!!
NOT a player..
I believe..My 6 senses..My feeling...
Even your *look* not like a good guy..hahahahaha
I think when my mummy's see u,sure............ ><"
But my mom's damn open minded la!!! No worries~
As long as you treat me good and got career ^^

P/s: To my Darling
Darling ah...Some times i really feel like to hold your hand,
give me a kiss,hug me tightly,especially CLUBBING together^^ Yeah~
I don't know la...Just got the feeling to need that from U~ I know
it's hard to make it...So i can only dream about that! Darling,earn
more money and come back ya^^ I will try to go SA meet u..Actually i
like SA but u always mentioned that is a shit country ><" haha...Miss u
and Love u~
From your Bi^^