What am i thinking??

Emo-ing..
Maybe is just because i damn free now..
Ignored me...

I swear i won't stay at home during this coming weekend..
Surely will go out..
Can't wait to meet up with my dear ♥
I miss you~

Hey,buddies..
Please tell me what time is the dinner on this coming Sat or Sun ASAP la~
I have to arrange my time ^^
♥ Dating,Shopping,Gathering ♥
Can't wait for it ya~~~

I think my father's there got something wrongs with him..
They were telling my mother's something about him..
But,it was too complicated..
I don't know how to explain for this mess story..
Make me damn headache!
I am tired of listen of his story but he's my dad's..
I am tired of face up the problem for him but he's my dad's..
What does he gave me in these 20 years plus?
However,he's still my father's...
What can i do?
I couldn't help him at all,unless he's willing to changes himself..
But i don't think he will...
Guess what??!!!
Exactly...He's a bad husband's, an useless father's..
But what i can do?He's my only one father!!

He's the one forced me to be a strong girl~
He's the one make me to be tough~
But,sometimes.....
I'd rather i don't even know what's Strong & Tough..
It was makes me very tired and feel unsafe of my life~

I feel like to drop down everything & leave Malaysia..
Go wherever that i can..
Just alone..........
Meet my dearest friends.....
Start a new life.....
I wish i could but..........
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I am trying to make it to be happens~