Saturday, March 20, 2010

!!!!! What a boring day !!!!!

Today damn bored,whole day stay at home online and watch drama only~
OMG !! Am i Agnes?? Stay at home for the whole day!!
Really beh tahan!!
Tomorrow morning will going to Pavilion breakfast with Mummy's..
Then do some shopping ^^ Then then then then then.....
Go home and online chat with my Only One, since he promised me just now when he called, he will wake up at 9am 10am and online chat with me!!!!!
Just now network over there really bad..sob sobzz..
Only can heard my Darling voice a while~
Even just a little moment,but did make me happy and sweet~
Because of his sweet words and funny words :p
He can deleted the * 9 * in the sentence ^^ muacksss
Darl, you are so funny and lovely la~~~
My Darl understand the meaning of Ai Ren ^^
And he called me as his Wo De Ai Ren *sweet*

Oh..... My Love..... My Darling...
I've hungered for your touch...
A long... Lonely time ..........»
And time goes by so slowly... And time can do so much.....»
Are u still mine?
I need your love, I need your love...
God speed your love to me.....»
* ke^N^es

When Cancer met Sagittarius= Not Match (sure my Darling pissed off) hahaha

When these two meet, sparks may fly, but not necessarily the right kind. Sadge may come across as a player, casting a wide romantic net, which sets off alarms for the security-minded Crab. Cancer may intuit that it can trust Sadge, but be unsure of how deep their affections run. One innocent, but blunt comment from Sadge goes straight to the heart of an exposed Crab. The Archer has adventure in mind, and the sensitive Cancer may have trouble keeping up. Cancer needs to sidestep into things, while Sadge shoots forward like an arrow. If Cancer gets clingy, Sadge is likely to shoot right out the door.

In a relationship, there's a built-in friction, given that Cancer desires domestic bliss and the Sagittarius spirit cannot be tamed. But with other harmonies in the charts, it could be a relationship full of growth. Cancer admires the vitality of fiery Sadge, and this inspires the moonchild to be more active. Sadge has a light nature, free of emotional underpinnings, while Cancer feels its way through things. The difference in orientation can be unsettling for both, and lead to misunderstandings galore. Cancer may think Sadge too superficial, and the Archer finds the heavy drama of the Crab to be a big drag.

A creative living arrangement, like Frida and Diego's adjoining houses, give each the space they need. Cancer needs time to process and be still, and Sadge is a lone adventurer at heart. Sadge models a way of living free of emotional moodiness, and helps Cancer see beyond their own world. Cancer can be a nourishing presence to Sadge, offering a home base to return to between travels. This is a quirky pairing that pushes each other's buttons, but with the potential to experience life in a totally different way..

P/S: I am wondering that what's my Darl thinking now and feeling now ^^ Sure pissed off after he read this post! But i already told him that don't read my blog ^^ hahaha

20032010 Home alone

Today is my off day..Slept at 4am and woke up at 10am!!!
Yesterday my Darling busy for meeting,didn't online chat with me~
But i didn't feel upset and angry OK ^^
Whole night was busy for msn and online only...
Some one told me and discuss with me many things..
Thanks for those advices ^^
Actually after chat with u,i felt a bit not well *heart*
Some time,know too much things that happened before is not really good~
It was really effected my mood and decision..
What if the case will happen,then i will choose *Disappear* without any reason~
That's means i *disappointed*
Not good to make too much promise,coz in the end,all promises will spoil & gone~
Talk is easier than do...
My mind my heart was in *negative* for the whole night and until this morning..
After i read an essay from a friend,i laugh at my self..
I am a stupid actually..
I think i should stop thinking about those rubbish!!
And believe him..
Every thing are keep changing..
Maybe nowadays he is already another good man & i willing to trust him..
Time will prove me ^^
I don't hope i will get hurt anymore~
I hate the feeling of *pain*
I wish i won't get hurt in the future~
Maybe..I should stop listening and thinking!!

I saved all the msg that my Darling sent to me~
Included what he promised to his baby's ^^
The day that he spoil the promise,the day i will delete the msg!!
The day that he done what he promised to me,the day i will delete what i listened from peoples~

But,after read the essay in chinese..
I feeling much better ^^
Darling...Can't wait to see you ya~ Miss you ♥
♥ You are so meant to me, you to me are everything ♥

Love is ♥ ............... ♥ Heart..........> connected

love is

being happy for the other person
when they are happy
being sad for the person when they are sad
being together in good times
and being together in bad times
love is the source of strength ♥

love is
being honest with yourself at all times
being honest with the other person at all times
telling, listening, respecting the truth
and never pretending
love is the source of reality ♥

love is
the excitement of planning things together
the excitement of doing things together
love is the source of future ♥

love is
an understanding that is so complete that
you feel as if you are a part of the other person
accepting the other person just the way they are
and not trying to change them to be something else
love is the source of unity ♥

love is
the freedom to pursue your own desires
while sharing your experiences with the other person
the growth of one individual alongside of
and together with the growth of another individual
love is the source of success ♥

love is
the fury of the storm
the calm in the rainbow
love is the source of passion ♥

love is
giving and taking in a daily situation
being patient with each other's needs and desires
love is the source of sharing ♥

love is
knowing that the other person
will always be with you regardless of what happens
missing the other person when they are away
but remaining near in heart at all times
love is the source of security ♥

love is
the source of life ♥

♥♥♥ I didn't miss you so much ♥♥♥

I didn't miss u so much,
When i wake up, i will check my mobile phone, see whether got some unread msg or miss call from u~

I didn't miss so much,
When i log in to the website,i will view your profile and see whether got any updated from u~

I didn't miss u so much,
While i chatting with peoples,i will review those msg that u sent to me~

I didn't miss u so much,
When i hungry or cold, i can't stop to thinking of you, are you hungry or feeling cold now~

I didn't miss u so much,
When i see those couples walking on the street, i wish we are one of them~

I didn't miss u so much,
When i having my snacks, i wish i could share it with my only one~

I didn't miss u so much,
When i listening a song, some lyrics, make me suddenly missing of u and my brain is just empty, unable to think for others and my sense of hearing is stopped till i stop missing of u~

I didn't miss u so much,
I just hope that i could see your face and hear your voice~

I didn't miss u so much,
Before i get into my dream, i just waiting for some sweet words and Good Night from u~

I didn't miss u so much,
Just when i can't fall in sleep, i will thinking of u, but i don't know is because i can't fall in sleep then missing u or missing u until i can't fall in sleep~

I didn't miss u so much,
When i wake up in the early morning, the first person that i thinking is u~

Maybe, only me is missing u here~
But, what if both of us are missing each other~
Then that is what we called as ~happiness~ Hang Fuk