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Sore throat,Fever and headache..
Didn't go work today,unpaid medical leave..
Sigh.....
18 days didn't back to outlet already~
Sam decided going to resign and will only work till end of June~
And i do deciding about it as well...
Should i?

BBM with my dear hunnn ♥
Both of us also fall in sick! Damn pity actually~
We do know is because always play till midnight and too much parties then only becomes easier to fall in sick...
We do know OK...
But,what to do???
No alcohol No party = No life
That's life~
Even through we knew what makes us sick!
^^^^^^^^^^^^
We talked about some Men topic as well~
The overall answer after what we discussed is...
Do not to believe what a guy talk to a girl ^^
If you choose to believe then please believe HALF...
Half is more than enough~
I really don't understand,how come you still wanna cheat her??
Lier is always a lier!
Non of my business actually~
I have always to tell myself...
I don't have the *responsibility* to help you to cover what u cheated at her^^
I am just tired of this such of bullshit~
By the way,that's your life...
I and we also not willing to help and get into the trouble^^

Went to see a Chinese Traditional doctor..
He said because i always play till midnight and too parties..
That's a most important reason to make my body becomes so weak!!!
Sigh.....
My mummy's didn't say much...
She was just asking me,are you going to online till midnight in this few days?
I have to rest as early as i can..
So that i only can recover and to be a healthy good girl again^^

♥ My Love...♥
I miss your voice so much...
I miss you a lot..
I miss you more than i miss my Dad's :p
And i love you (for today) ♥
Everyday my ♥ for you is difference~
Today,my love for you is just like a dark chocolate~
How about you?? Do you miss me? ♥
I really wish you could be with me now,so that my head can lean on your shoulder^^
Especially when i get sick!
I need your sayang ♥
But,i do hope you can work harder..
That's most important~
I understood..The feeling when you are be alone over there was not so good~
But..that's your career ^^
Anyhow,take good care ya...Especially during Winter~
Lovessss you My Darling Daryl ♥

Medical leave..........>> END

Finally,removed those stitches~
Not as pain as i think ^^ *lucky*
But i still can see the scar,doctor's said gotta take about 3 months only will fully recover and disappear~
1 month cannot make up,sigh.....
Anyhow,i will take good care and be careful..
Thanks to my buddies for those *funny* concerns ya :p
Will meet up with you guys as soon as possible~
But,please!!
Don't ever try to makes me laugh (you guys are too funny to me)
So,please don't!!
You guys believed i will really punch yours with all my energy n power right^^
By the way,keep BBM ♥

Went to Mid Valley with sis's~
Both of us went to the camera shop~
Wow!! the Sony pink cam really very nice and beautiful ♥
It's SO match me :p
Then went to the Canon shop after that...
The new Canon pink cam also not bad..
Sigh...
Considered for so long already...
Am i too choosy? (i think i am not) ^^
Any idea?
Sony pink or Canon pink ya??!!!
I want a pink cam for my upcoming beautiful life^^
Hope it will save a lot of happy sweet memories for me
and darling when i be with him ♥
P/s: Buddies,i am gonna take as much as i can :p imao

Tomorrow will back to work...
17 days didn't back to my outlet already~
Mummy's said she will wake up earlier and prepare the lunch box for me^^
Because she is not allowed me to buy outside foods!
Thank to you ya my best ever mother ♥

I can't online till midnight already~
Sad!!
Darling,i am gonna miss you more and more,deep and deep ♥
muacksssss
Don't be a naughty boy OK~
With loves ♥

Monday is coming

My brother's was helping me to clear all of those comic books~
Suddenly,my mummy's ask me did i read this card before?
Hmm.. I didn't~
This card given to my Ex by a girl when he was still together with me~
He kept so many presents from all those bitches..
But i didn't and never realized it...
How stupid am i?
By the way,it's not important to me anymore~
Don't have any feeling when reading the card~
Cause my mind is just thinking of my Darling but not others ♥
Today,just as usual~
I miss him so much ^^


Sony or Canon?
I ♥ the Sony camera in pink is because i like the outlook~
Damn match me...
And i created a name for it...Pinky...^^
Nice isn't?
But..Sony or Canon??
I ♥ Sony ... Others just saying Canon is better than Sony!!!
Arrrggg.....

Tomorrow is Monday~
Will going to the same operation room to take out the stitches from the wound!!
Sure very pain!!! Scare me!!!
But never mind,i think i am tough enough..
Will be better after i step out from the operation room^^
Cheers ya~~~
Agnes...you can do it^^

Sunday

Damn it...
So regretted to take coffee as my supper~
Its makes me feeling very suffer~
Hard to breathing,feel like to vomit and faint..
I shouldn't drink coffee la!!!

My 1 week medical leave is going to end soon~
! week didn't go out to anywhere~
Just be a good girl and rest at home...
Drink eat sleep watching tv online only~
Nothing else!!!

I don't want bread~
Don't ever to ask me eat breads anymore~
I am bored of it already~
I want pasta,pizza,KFC,MCD,Seafoods,Nasi lemak,Burger king!!!
I wanna go out...shopping clubbing gathering movie yumcha!!!
Sigh...

Today saw a Sony Camera damn nice^^
Whole body in Pink^^
The price was cut down a bit already~
Buy or not to buy??
Hmm..........
If i own the camera then i will take pic more often d :p
ha ha ha.....
Sure my buddies beh tahan me again~

Haiz...I have to breath slowly now..
Hope will feel better soon~
Night..

The 5th day after operation...

I saw something from FB...
Maybe that's what we called as *Show Off*
Even through my eyes couldn't really see clearly for that~
But i still could get what i should see and should know~
FB is an amazing place to lets us keep connected~
I did say many times TQ to FB before~
It shown a lot of things to me...
It lets me to know a lot of things...
FB changed my life~
It was so unbelievable isn't??

Half year anniversary:
Broke with you already half year ^^
I am so happy that i still could remember the date..
But i almost forgot who are you ^^
Received your calls few times in a week~
I should say Thank you for your concern~
Others than TQ,i don't have any else topic to talk with you~

One year anniversary:
Wow~ I have been worked for BB more than a year~
I do love my job so much and my bosses as well~
Thanks ya bosses for those concerns and pampers~
I will work harder and not to be a naughty girl yea~

Another month anniversary:
Promised to HIM not to tell him about the anniversary,unless is 1 year~
ha ha ha ha ha.....
But i would like to say something to HIM..
Even my eyes not feeling well now..
But i still hope i can finish my typing for tonight~
Before my eyes feeling pain till the tears dropping!!
Please..give me 10 minutes..

Darling ♥
I think u must be worried me about my health and the operation (i guess)..and i do so~ Hope you can get well sooner than me~
Drinks more water and don't smoke so often ya~
Maggi is not really as good as you think la...Roti is better than it ^^
I hope i could take care of you when u are get sick ♥
Cook for you when you are hungry ♥
Massage for you when you are tiring ♥
Chat with you when you are boring ♥
Give a hug to you when you are unhappy ♥
Give a sweet kiss to you when you are happy ♥ ^^
But,i will never smoke with you when you are angry or stress ♥
Darling ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥.....>>
I love you so much to do so~
My love for you will never changes~
Hold me and don't simple to lets me go...

I am here

After operation,doctor's said i can't watch TV,can't play my BB and can't online~
Now,i curi-curi and come online for a while~

The operation really damn terrible..
I saw my eyes was non-stop bleeding,scary~
What's the feeling? Of cause is painful la...
I really tough enough..Went to the hospital by myself and i did drive my car back by myself as well even through was just finish the operation!
Give me a clap :p

I do miss my Darling very much ♥
But i can't really talk with him..
Cause i know once i hear his voice,i will feel happy then i will smile..
But,unfortunately..I couldn't smile and laugh~
Sighhhhh...
I wanna recover quickly quickly quickly!!!
Darling...I miss you so much ♥ ♥ ♥

Time to stop online!
Feeling not well already~
Thanks to all of my friends for the concerns ya~
Will give you guys a call soon ^^ Don't worried me already OK~
Thanksssss.....

~~~Finally~~~

Finally,today is the last day to work for the crazy road show~
Fucking tired..
My lovely boss said because our BB sales already more than 400 units,so that will give us another RM 300 extra..Total is RM 650 ^^
Haiz...Better than nothing la~
I could feel that some one was mad at me! Haiz.....
I just ignored it...She is just a nobody to me~

Tomorrow is 19th April~
Will going to MV for my operation...
Scared scared scared scared scared..
Hope everything will going smooth~

I will have more time to update my blog since will on leave for 1 week^^
Not really in the blogger mood...
Today..
Just...
Till...
Here!!!
Enough...
^^
Wish me luck...