27032010 A Day.....*o* just miss u as usual *o*......

Saturday 1020pm Hotly

a night for me to let myself become more pretty :p
**Rose facial scrub + Rose facial mask
**Waxing
**Japan sea salt body scrub
**Hair mask
Ending with Shiseido + SK2 + body lotion ^^
Good smell~ Love myself~
Give a kiss to myself for this pretty night ♥
Muackssssssssss.....

This Saturday not a clubbing night to me~
But,next Sat night will be~
Can't wait for it...
Driver David,please don't be late!!!
I will be a sexy hot chick and dances with you guys ^^
To those fucker:
Don't hug me if you are drunk!
Don't touch me if i too sexy :p hahaha
Don't kiss me if i too friendly!!
Please watch out if one of you do that at me!
I don't hope will have any unhappy case happen~
Behave your self~ Don't let me to slap people ya ^^

♥ My Love ♥
My Darling is too naughty today~
The 1st sms of the day from him:
The msg wrote by him and in Mandarin!
What i guess he is just know to write and speak wo de ai ren,wo ai ni,hen ai ni ONLY~
hahahahaha.....
I am lazy to reply him in Mandarin,because i need to explain to him after that~
Lolx..
He is so cute isn't ?? ^^
Yeap! He makes my day my life become more wonderful~
Thanks Cupid for brings you to me ♥
My Darling said he's misses me very much too, but he never complaint..
Complain?? Yup!!
Because his baby's girl always complaint that can't meet her Darling~
Ya Ya Ya...I always make noise :p
It's just because i do really miss him ♥ I really do ♥
As my friend or buddy..
You guys known how much i miss him right??
Forgive me about i too noisy and make noise to u guys :p
Before my Darling come back,i will continue be a noisy girl ^^
Hmm..But what i think is you guys already used to it~
Am i right??
Today,as usual..Can't stop to thinking of him ♥
How much i miss him??
How much i love him??
The answer is........

Especially to my special one ♥ * The day i fall in love *

Just an ordinary day ♥
started out the same old way ♥
Then i looked into your eyes and knew ♥
Today would be a first for me ♥
The day i fall in love ♥
On the day i fall in love ♥
Sky will be a perfect blue ♥
And i'll give my heart forever more ♥
Just someone who is just like you ♥
The day i fall in love ♥
People all say love is wonderful ♥
That the bell will ring,the birds will sing ♥
The skies will open ♥
Wonder where's that great big symphony ♥
Roll over beethoven ♥
Won't you play with me ♥

The day i fall in love~
The last i fall in love for you~
And only you ♥
And forever ♥

Love ....................>> of the day ♥

Chatting with you guys~
Few weeks didn't gathering,many things also didn't updated with me~
How come many of you guys damn unhappy recently??
I hope all of us also can be happy..Everyday and each moment~
All of us because of *love*,became a sad soul...
Love is too complicated~
Think too much will only makes you guys more suffer~
So,chill la OK ^^

My Baby's Boy:
Your Baby's girl is miss-ing your voice ♥
how can u make me miss you so much?
Do you know no one couldn't make me miss some one so much like you??
Never and ever~
Even any of my Ex! Not much like how much i miss you now~
You are just same like those *drug*,you poison my heart~
And my heart is needed you everyday ^^
How can my life live without you??
How can i live without your voice,your msg,your sweet words and your concern??
You were makes me fall for you deeper than you think~
♥.....>>♥.....>>♥.....>>♥.....>>♥.....>>
Do you remember what you told me on yesterday??
We promised each other,will try our best to do not argue with each other^^
I'll try my best to make you happy whenever you in a bad mood~
Because i know you will do the same way to me~
Promise me,don't leave me alone.....
Promise me,don't argue with me.....
Promise me,don't let my tears appear on my face.....
Promise me,don't let 3rd party spoil our relationship.....
Promise me,don't make me worry.....
Promise me,only can pamper me.....
Promise me,only can let me stay in your heart.....
Promise me,share all the sadness with me but not only happiness.....
promise me,accompany me whenever i need you.....

I could understand no one can completed all the promises~
No one is perfect in this world~
In the end,all the promises will spoil one by one~
I am happy that you never promised me anything BUT..
You told me you will try your best~
It was so good to me since i knew *promise* is just a boom!
When the promise gone,i won't too sad because you never promise to me^^

My Ex boyfriends did it,you guys did a good job!!
You guys simple to gave me promised~
And all of you spoiled all of those bullshits...
Talk is easier than do...
But don't simple talk to a girl~
Because girls are always believe in what a guy talk to them~
Love is a drama,we are an actor..BUT..Sorry~
I'm not a good actor..
I don't know how to act happy or unhappy~
I don't know how to simple to let my tears falling~
What i know is only use my true heart to love you~

Maybe,one day we will back to a normal friendship~
Maybe one of us hurt each other~
Maybe one of us do something wrong~
But..
What i can promised you is only
*i will only remember those happiness*
And..
What i want is be with you till the heart stop beating^^
I ♥ U
P/s: Hope doesn't make all readers feel *geli* la :p

Don't let me too FREE

I would like to make my life become more and more BUSY~
Thinking to get some event jobs on every weekend~
Should i back to the Carlsberg job??
So that my schedule is totally full ^^
I have no time to thinking rubbish anymore ^^
Wanna back to Japanese class but i damn scared alone go into the building!
It's really dangerous if only me a girl~
I don't dare~ My dear sis J... I miss u so much,don't u know?
How wish u will accompany me again for my Japanese class~
I miss the times when we were crazy shopping at Bangsar~
I miss the times when we were high tea at Bangsar,Pavilion~
I miss all the times when we were together~
Unfortunately,it will not be happen in my life anymore!
Chance only has one~ and i never cherish it~
So,i lost a best ji mui forever~
Don't let me too free,as i always thinking rubbish!!!
Guess what??!!! Agnes is thinking rubbish NOW ^^
I am thinking a lot of shitsss NOW..
Yea~ Coz i am damn free NOW ^^

Damn it

Damn it! What the fuck is the *contract* !!!!!
What the fuck is the operator!!!!!
What the fuck is the stupid service!!!!!
What the fuck is the stupid country!!!!!
All are bullshit!!!!!
I really can't understand!!! Pissed me off!!
The only way can hear your voice is by *call*
Now,telling me that can't make oversea call~
I'm not angry with HIM..
I didn't angry at all..
I just damn upset,unhappy,beh song,sad,disappointed ONLY!!!!!
Nothing else~
I will be OK,i will feel better when i could stop thinking of u~
I don't wanna talk bout it again~ Damn!!!!!

Yesterday night hungry till this afternoon only cab had a little meal~
Gastric again!!
Just now while i taking bath,thinking of HIM till forgot to wash my long hair!!!
lolx.. Shouldn't to think so much :p

To the *person* that make my Darling pissed off:
Sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
kome kome kome kome kome kome
My heart is feeling unwell since yesterday midnight till now..
Sorry ya!!!
I really don't know the *thing* could be so serious!
I never know they will take this kind of action ar!
I never know HE was damn pissed off and filled of anger!!
I just don't wanna keep it in my mind and make my self emo~
That's why i asked HIM about what you told me as i wanna know the truth~
You are consider is my *friend*
Because i can't keep that as a secret then make you in trouble~
Even not my fault..But,it was because i told HIM..
Sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
I hope you are alright..
Today you didn't online,i'm worry about you is it OK???
Because i really don't know what they will do at u~
Once again!!
Sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry ya!!!!!
Forgive me...

Where are you when i need you??
What are you doing when i thinking of you??
Do you know how much i miss you now??
But!!!!!!!!!!
Because of your stupid contract!!!!!
Make me damn NO MOOD at all!!!!!!!!!!
Damn it!!!!!

24-03-2010 One Month and almost half year

Last month 24-02-2010,i remembered what i wrote:
***If i fall in love, it will be forever,or i won't fall in love***
I were fall in love ♥ So,i do hope it will be forever ♥

Today is a sleepy day (yawn)
Inside office was damn cold,went out for lunch,the weather was hot!!
What the hell,i can feel 2012 is coming up (OMFG)
Please don't!! I have so much things haven't do and yet to do...
I have so much things haven't see and yet to see..
I have so much things haven't listen and yet to listen..
Is it i watched too much negative movie??

Is it something happened??
Sorry..I really shouldn't told you~
My fault..
If i keep it in my mind,as a secret,then maybe you weren't pissed off~

Recently,few of my best sisters also broke up with boyfriend~
I can felt them are really Sad Unhappy Disappointed~
Even i don't feel like to go clubbing,but accompany them for beer session and until drunk is a must~
Hand them tissue is my job~
My shoulder is always available for you guys~
Remember what we always mentioned *No Men Won't Die*
Next month 16th,already broke up with him 6 months~
I didn't realized that it is almost half year~
I am thinking back the time,the moment,the day that u said wanna broke with me!
I am thinking back how sad were i.....
I am thinking back how much tears were i fall for you~
I am thinking back how tired when i cried~
I am thinking back how painful~
But,NOW..I feel nothing~
Some more wanna say TQ to u..
If you didn't make the decision,then now i couldn't together with my Darling~
So,TQ wor Mr Mok ^^
you never let me feel the happiness~
You never let me know what's pamper~
You never let me feel the sweet when a girl receive flowers from her love's one~
You only want me to understand what's ladies but not gentlemen~
I've be your personal driver for the pass 5 years~
Dating??? Did you??
Your times is only enough for your others girlfriends but not me~
Your sweet words is only for those bitchiiee but not me~
Any how,it's not important anymore~
If you are reading it now..Please don't angry..
If you are angry..Just give me a call then~
Because you still owe me a *SORRY*

I do hope all of these bad things will not be happen in my life anymore~
By the way,i do really in love with you, my only one^^
You are the one could make me happy..
And you are the only one can let me think of u in the whole day..
Miss you..........>>
I wish you can face to face and say *I Love U* to me~
I think i will not forget the sweet moment until i leave the world~
You are making me to fall for you deep and deep!!!

My fucker sister!!!
When i were a teenager,same age as you..
I settle everything by my self...
Please don't ask me do anything for you..
Can't you be strong and tough??!!!
Don't you know your elder sister is damn stress??
I hate people create problem to me,don't make me in trouble!!
I am tired of to be a strong girl...
Please..

I miss my Ballet Contemporary Tap &..........♥

I don't feel like to see something that related to performing art-Dances~
When i watching video drama movie related to dances..
when i listening music related to dance..
When i seeing something that related to dances..
My heart is feeling UNWELL !!!!!
It makes me think back my dance life~
My teacher and my students~ Feeling suffer!!!
Dances changed my life!
I'm a very BAD student to my teacher..
I did make her disappointed twice,i spoilt the promises!!
What if i am a GOOD student??
If Agnes is a good student then now she's enjoy the dance life in Vancouver now!!
No one could understand how suffer is my feeling every time i thinking bout Dance~
Especially Ballet...
Even just my Ballet leotard,Ballet skirt,soft shoes and pointe shoes!
I don't even wanna see all of these stuffs!!
I get all my dances stuffs hided in a box and just let *them* rest in my sister's room~
Tell me!!! How to forget my dancesssss!!!!!
Just now was too bored and naughty~
Searched for Dances video..Haiz.....
I shouldn't do that!! I am so regret!!