09032010 Food Poisoning !!!!!

OMGggggg!!!!! Yesterday and today kena food poison-ing~
Vomit + Stomachache + Faint
Hate malay food !!! Or my stomach tooooo sensitive ???
I have no idea ^^
I've make *some one* worried about me~ Keep asking me must see doctor~
But.......i damn lazy :p
So So So...i just took some ubat at home :p i think will be OK soon^^
Tomorrow the BB event will start lo...Until Sunday > super tired for sure!!!
First day hadda wake up at 7am and reach SW at 9am!!! Hate KL traffic,always JAM!!
Boss.....Extra $$$$$ please ^^

Nitez alone

It was *Happy, Fun, Nice, Great, Sweet, Warm = LoVe *
While talking through the high technology with u ^^ (phone la,guess what)
Times really passes very fast...
People said: the *time* can pass super very fast than u think if you enjoy the moment~ For me,YES!! Totally agreed ^^
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
Miss u Darling...(that's what i wanna tell u NOW) ^^
But!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I will remember what u said wor~ about the Vege and Maid ^^
Really can't wait to see u NOW!! My hands is damn itch~
U should know what i gonna do right??

Why i wanna write all the things here?
Is just because it can REMIND me EVERYTHING ^^
DONE!!! I think this post could remind me everything that what we talked just now ^^
Nitez Nitez every one~

08032010 ^ bad night ^

Just a night!! i received few bad news~
Too suddenly ok!!! I really can't accept it~
Few of you are my best buddies~
Me cherish our friendship...
I don't wanna see any one of you argue!!
When u guys are argue-ing,really make me damn bad mood!
It totally effected my mood,i hope our chat room always happening~
My blog and my BBM chat room is the place for me to release stress~
To forget the sadness and cheersss me up^^
Humans are childish and never mature enough till the day of stop breathing~
But!!!!!!! Childish is not a reason to start a war or spoil some things are important~
Please...Cherish the friendship~
I don't wanna see the case between me and jamie happened again!!
The case really hurt me deeply and i will not forget till i died~
Chance is only ONE!! Talk some things before speak out from the mouth~
I support V ^^ coz i am a girl ^^

Talk about the *indescribable SWeeT*

Yesterday 07032010,darling viewed my blog~
I felt damn pai sei lo...
Some things i don't know how to say and explain then i like to write on my blog~
Because...* words * can help me to show off my feeling and what to say^^
Darling said after he viewed my blog,he felt very happy and loves me more and more,deeper and deeper~ is it true? the answer for myself is *i believe*
Darling said: NOW, he wanna make some promised to me~
I am not going to write the *promised* here,i will just keep it in my mind~
Forever!!!
Suddenly,i remembered what those *guys* promised to me before~ and i also remembered what was the feeling when they broke the promises!!
I've told my ex,don't simply make a promise to me as i don't want get hurt and also don't want the feeling of *disappointed*
Because,until the last relationship..the same things r happened again and again!!
I mentioned before, *Forever?? NO such thing*
But..........now~ i do hope the *forever* can appear between me & u ^^
*Forever* to me is,the time as long as we happy together~
I know my Darling sure can done what he promised to me ^^
Every times,while i reading your sms or fb msg.. the *indescribable SWeeT* always be with me ^^
Yesterday was talked about >Tattoo< with u~ hahahahaha
What u replied.....still remember?? i felt damn happy when u gave me those answer!! Super funny lol..

To my Man,
Actually,i am waiting for you to give me another 2 promises~ (secret) i will wait until u promise to me by yourself and from your *real heart*
another miss-ing nitezzz ^from your Bi^

My current DarLing ♥

Until today,until now,Until this moment~
I still haven't inform any of my friend about my new relationship!
One of my best buddy asked me is it fall in love?
I didn't answer..
Not because i wanna hide or remain as a single and looking for another!
Is because it was just started,and i don't have confident for this ♥
As i know it freaking hard to maintain the ♥ between us~
I know u are working hard for our ♥
Really touching and thanks for your concerns~
Thanks Darling for the warmness~ for the sweetness~
I really can feel something *special* between us!
♥indescribable feeling♥ = from me & u

I am so touching ^^
Once your phone working,then u sms me~
And u told me u are really me miss me very much~
I asked u,how much u miss me and what's mean so much?
Darling answer:
So much means...Miss u until my mind is thinking about u the whole journey♥
*I think if u are a girl,u can understand how sweet when i received the sms*
Even it's just a normal and simple sms,but already enough for NeS~
I need a man to sayang me always,i am really tired of to be a strong and tough girl~
Some times,i really need a hug and shoulder~
I know it's hard to done by us,due to *far distance*
But,it's OK for me since i know u have to working hard and earn more $$$ over the country^^ I will be a good girl and waiting for you..

To Darling:
Not because i *kepoh* or wanna control u..I never think gonna control some one,really~ But,i really hope Darling you can stop smoking or cut down! I hope all my loves one also have a healthy body,so that i can less worries about all my loves one,especially my Darling~ I've a smoker before since few years ago,but i totally stop smoking at all,i did it,so i believe u can do it also ^^
Miss U and i really do ♥ *from NeS

Stressssssssss & in a relationship

Recently damn stress~ Really make me super tired..
Almost everyday go for beer!!!
I understood alcohol can't help me solve all the problem..
But,what to do???
Luckily,some one taught me:
Smile at the problem ^^ I am trying to make it to possible~
Fine!!! Stop talking about my sad unhappy!!!

In a relationship ^^
Hahahahaha.....in a relationship again^^
Fast isn't?? lolxx
This time is having a very special relationship with Daryl^^
Far distance love~ Super far..
I don't know how will it work? success??
Because it's a impossible mission~
How to maintain the relationship without meet with each other often??
This relationship can't work like what a normal couple doing..
Such like*
lip2lip hand2hand shoulder2shoulder chest2chest face2face
Even shopping, dining, movie >< all are impossible!!
Maybe we can only meet each other 1 or 2 times a year ><"
Hmm.. But,it will make us more cherish this special relationship!
I hope this impossible mission will be a success case in my life~
Your friend's told me that you are a good guy,a caring guy,a smart guy!!
NOT a player..
I believe..My 6 senses..My feeling...
Even your *look* not like a good guy..hahahahaha
I think when my mummy's see u,sure............ ><"
But my mom's damn open minded la!!! No worries~
As long as you treat me good and got career ^^

P/s: To my Darling
Darling ah...Some times i really feel like to hold your hand,
give me a kiss,hug me tightly,especially CLUBBING together^^ Yeah~
I don't know la...Just got the feeling to need that from U~ I know
it's hard to make it...So i can only dream about that! Darling,earn
more money and come back ya^^ I will try to go SA meet u..Actually i
like SA but u always mentioned that is a shit country ><" haha...Miss u
and Love u~
From your Bi^^

I still believe on that *Word*

I still believe on that *word* .....LOVE.....
Even had too many bad things happened..
But,i still believe~ Life is full of HOPE~
Should thinking on *positive* but not *negative*

I am waiting for my LOVE...
My true LOVE...
And i do hope the LOVE can be a happy ending in my life~
I do hope the next true LOVE will be my FINAL love~
Is my Cupid start shooting already??

Far distance LOVE~
It's really hard to maintain the relationship..
Unable to meet often,kiss, hug, pillow talk and ect..
It's too bad..
But,as i mentioned..Nothing is impossible~
The *HOPE* can to be a *MIRACLE*
If work hard for the hope,i believe will have miracle!

I just follow the feeling,and i trust on my feeling..
My six sense ^^
Finally,today u told me that u should stop bother me anymore!
You SAD but happy for me,because i got a target ^^
But you never answer my question!!!You never answer!!!
I asked u,how come can't treat me as your normal friend??
You never and never answer..........