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Thursday, October 21, 2010

♥ 20102010 ♥ Engaged to JL

20-10-2010 is a special day to me...

Agnes Nes is engaged to Joe Lee =)

===== He knee down in such a sudden,

===== "Will You Marry Me" this sentence from his mouth,

===== I think he's playing with me, so i keep laughing,

===== He said: becox of too rush so didn't manage to prepare flowers & ring, But i got a heart & it's serious and true to you,

===== I still keep laughing and asked him to speak in Mandarine Cantonese Malay English & Japanese,

===== He did,

===== I was stone there & don't know what to say,

===== Does he just wanna have some fun with me,

===== Nope! He's serious,

===== I felt so sweet & touch,

===== My answer is.......... "YES"

===== He hugzzz me tightly, i feel so warmieee,

===== He said: Today onward i should call u "Lou Poh" ^^

===== I smile & give him a sweet kiss,

===== Thx to our lovely babes & sisters for those wishes,

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--- Simple is happiness,
--- I don't need a rich man,
--- I don't need a handsome,
--- I don't need a man with BMW,
--- I don't need a man with banglow,
--- I don't need a man with lot of credit cards,
--- I don't need a man with whole body with LV Gucci Prada,

=== No matter how rich or poor u are,
=== No matter what car you are driving,
=== No matter what house you are living,
=== No matter what problem you are facing,
*** I'm & I'll always support you & stand beside you ***

--- I know you are not that type of person just know to talk and no action wan,
--- You aren't,
--- You are just too good to me,
--- I beg God,
--- Don't send other guys to me anymore,
--- I had him is more than enough,
--- I want him to be my last one and only one,
--- We promised each other,
--- Won't leave anyone alone,
--- This's the only one that we promised to each other,

=== He says it to me everyday, no matter how busy he's,
=== I miss you,
=== I love you,
=== And i know he really do,
=== Thx hubby for sayang me so muchie,


Well, nothing much to say..
Just sharing the happiness things to my lovesss..
Phewww... Should i tell my mom about this happy news??? =p

Sunday, October 10, 2010

♥ He 他 ♥

他 = 我的男人

他 = 苯苯的男人,因为他选择了我

他 = 有点儿胖了,因为他是我的食物垃圾桶

他 = 我的司机,终是把我送到我想去的地方

他 = 当我说饿时,他只有一句:走!你想吃什么,我们去吃

他 = 看到我在车里打瞌睡,只有一句:你睡啦!但他不知道我不想让他一个人闷闷的驾车

他 = 看到我在家打瞌睡,也只有一句:去睡,等下我会叫醒你!但我知道他不会,因为他不会破坏我的美梦

他 = 只要是我想吃的,他都会买给我,除了垃圾食物

他 = 只要是我不喜欢的,他都不会去做,只因为他不想我不开心和担心

他 = 只要一有时间,都会陪我

他 = 是一位会拒绝女生送上门的男人

他 = 不会对我说 -永远-,他知道我不会相信

他 = 对我说 -不会离开我-,但我只有一句:噢!时间会证明,男人!虽然我这么冷淡的回答,但我的心却是甜的

他 = 对我说他是认真的,我只有对他笑笑

他 = 告诉我他的目标 理想,不知道为什么,我总觉得他一定会做到

他 = 很有安全感

他 = 在专心设计屋子时,很有男人魅力

他 = 知道我不舒服,尽量赶来看我

他 = 在还没睡醒的时候,只要我说肚子饿了,他都会立刻醒来梳洗和载我出去吃

他 = 总是被我气得没话说,只紧紧的抱住我 =p

他 = 他说他要尽量做到最好,因为不要我失望


---》♥ He always hold my hand while driving


---》♥ I like to look at his face without any reason


---》♥ When he knows my body tired,sure will give me a warmie massage although he's tired too but still sayang me as much as he can


---》♥ He said he's my --YES Man-- because he never says NO to me


---》♥ He allowed me to go clubbing,promised each other must be --Understanding-- He won't control me and me too..He will send me to the Club and fetch me home after the party end..Actually,i just have one word for it --Sweet--


---》♥ He's the better man and i got him =)

他。。。他。。。他。。。对我很好~
如果要和之前的男友比较,我只会说这一句:上天给我越来越好的,但到这位,我很足够了,我也不需要更好的。。

Joe Leejz ♥ I Love You ♥

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

给我 给他 给你们

意志力超弱的我~
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我永远都败给意志力~
曾经有人对我说过:在你的生活圈子,环绕着你有太多美丽的东西吸引你。
而意志力超弱的你终是让这些东西牵着走~
没错!这是我最大的弱点而我到今天为止还是一样,从没变过!
这个弱点让我在这么多年里失去了太多 太多 太多的东西和机会~

我失去了去温哥华继续习舞的机会,失去了可以在台上独舞的机会,
失去了排舞给我最爱学生们的机会,失去了我最爱教学的机会。。。

而这一切都因为我意志力不够坚定,我输不起!
从来都没有人知道我放弃舞蹈的真正原因,不告诉任何人是因为连我自己也接受不了那个所谓自己做出的决定。。

机会接二连三的给我,但我得到的却是 -后悔-,因为我从没学会 -珍惜-

没责任感的我~
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责任感是我一直都没去学习的东西!
从小到大,周围所有的人都非常宠坏我,让我从不需要对任何事情负责~
这也使我因为某些事情失去了某些人 某些东西!
我必须对自己所作的事情负责!

花心的我~
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花心的我因为永远在我身边终是有太多的选择。
不止是感情,而是人事物。
永远做不出决定,终是三心两意!
蛮讨厌这样的自己!我从没否认我不花心!

终是把事情收在心里的我~
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我心里收了很多不告诉任何人的东西,我喜欢自己说给自己听,只给自己知道~
有的时候只因为我不想开口,让所有我想说的东西把它转变成文字~
开口对别人说,那人必定会问你问题,为什么 为什么。。。
我讨厌回答问题~
-----我情愿不说~

给某个人,某些人~
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有些事情不去宣布不等于我要隐藏,别人会顺其自然的知道。
说得越多,别人问的问题就会越多。
坦白说,我真的不敢爱。
爱得深,痛得深!这句话每次都会实现。
这么多次的经验,每个男人在开始的时候都会对他所谓的女人很好,一大堆关于 -永远- 的字眼!
而女人终是傻傻的去相信,到最后得到的是什么??心痛一整天!
别太容易去相信男人,让时间去证明一切!

好男人有多少位?当你遇到的时候会觉得这一切都来得不大真实,终是害怕这只是一场梦,到最后总是梦醒~而一切美好的东西只能当成回忆。。。

要女人们放弃想念一位男人是非常难的,说容易但要真正做到真的很难!

有人说过:你嫁的那位必定不是你最爱的,你最爱的肯定不是你能嫁的那一位!

男人,请不要对你爱的人说 -永远- 这两个字,因为你不会知道会在 哪一天 哪一秒 这两个字会让你曾经爱的人心痛!

珍惜现在所拥有的,因为这一切只属于你和他/她。。即使将来如何都好,这些回忆只属于你们俩~
甜蜜并不能永久,但至少体会过~
珍惜你爱的人和爱你的人~

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Lose to myself



I am feel sad and emo now..
Why suddenly remember the dance & yoga life again?? I thought i can forget it?
I admit i miss my dance world so much and couldn't forget it till death..

Am i a loser? I lose to myself...

1st time to give up:
I couldn't accept i stopped dance classes for 3 months, cause i can't catch up all the new skills in a week! YES!! I am so stupid, but no one understand what's the feeling that i had.. I am not strong enough when i was 17 years old, so decided to give up my wonderful and meaningful dance life~
I disappointed a person so deeply until now i still can't forgive myself!


2nd time to give up:
I was back to my world again, i took International Yoga Teacher Training Course..
Started to teaching Yoga,glad that many students also like my class and teaching style..Actually just because i got HER, she makes my teaching skill be the best...
But,it was the 2nd time i disappointed her again..Sorry!! I will never forgive myself...This time,i lose to myself again!!Because of some issues..

My friends, My family, My dance buddies...All of them are supporting and pushing me back to the * Dance World *.....

I am asking myself, is it so hard to make a decision??

I bet no one is understand how's the feeling when i give up the real world of me!

Peoples said: You are born to live in the dance world, God's given you the potentials and so many chances..But why don't you stay and continue??

Now, God gives me the 3rd chances.. But should i?
How come suddenly give me a chance again?? I am not so in a mood!!!



Tuesday, August 3, 2010

♥ Agnes Nes ♥

Welcome myself back to the blog~
I've been stop blogging nearly two months.. I wish in the future i can share all my happening life here with you guys ^^

I did say it before " Single life for two months " and now i did it...
However, is time for me to look for another man =)
I think i am ready for a new relationship, no rush but looking ^^
Actually i am very enjoying my recent life, always outing with my babes & friends~
So, maybe still will being as a single girl ♥

Now i only realized that got many peoples also think Agnes Nes is a playgirl and playing around.. Just because of my outlook and what they see, never know about me... But it's alright, cause i also asking myself, AM I ?? I admit i am playful but haven't reach the level of PLAYGIRL..

Honestly, i am very friendly, even though is new friend, i also can treat you as a best friend.. But what others people think is Agnes Nes is flirting around.. - Speechless -

I am open minded, but not that kind can simple O N S with peoples OK?

I ♥ clubbing, ♥ alcohol, ♥ dancing, ♥ chit-chatting..It's my life, no one can stop me or keep telling me what bad on these activities!
If you love me then must accept my life~
Will trying to cut down but will never stop~

Still thinking should i back to my dancing life?
Ballet, Contemporary, Tap, Jazz, Modern dance, Yoga & Pilates... I miss all of my students very much!!! I felt so touching cause i always received my students msg from FB, they said: Teacher Agnes, i miss you, when you come back and teach us...
Seriously, i feel like to cry when every times i see and read it...

Every times when i thinking my dancing life, i feel so sorry to some one~ What i owe her will never able can return to her.. What she gave me is just too much and i disappointed her too much!!

Japanese class:
Oh My God!! It's August!!! And i am ready to back to my Japanese class student life... Feel so excited, can't wait can't wait ♥

Will update some post about life of Agnes Nes On June & July ^^
Once again, welcome myself back to the blog ♥

To my Babe Elin, Happy Birthday ya~~~

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Finally...END

Finally, i heard what i wanna listen from you..
--Enough--
--Pretend never knew you-- and ect..
Thanks for those words my love, it was really could make me totally give up and let you go and of cause won't think you so much...

You should know that i can't just simple to pretend never knew you ^^
But i will try my best to do it as you wish~
I am not going to know what is the reason anymore and just leave you alone like that...

Here i wanna say something to you *last* and *no more*

Thank you for these few months for those sweet ever memories..
Thank you for given me the special warm feeling..
Thank you for those concerns when i was down and unhappy,especially during my operation..
Thank you for calling and sms me everyday when you are in South Africa... I knew the amount of the bill is damn high...
Thank you for buying the BB even though you still haven't activate the BIS since you were in South Africa till now.. I won't have the chance to see your name appear on my BBM contact list anymore~ But i hope you will enjoy the entertainment through the BB~

Sorry to you if i did something to make you feel not well...
Sorry to you if i said something to make you angry at me...
Sorry to you if i always sms you to make you feel like i disturbed you..
SMS you ----> just wanna concern you as i treat you as my friend..
Sorry if i did wrong.. I won't do it anymore!

Daryl, take good care of yourself.. Wish your businesses are doing well and smooth..All of the problems sure can be settle by you as i know you are strong enough ^^ Enjoy your life~ Not going to say Sorry anymore but Thank You :p
I hope we can talk with each other face to face one day but not now, chatting without stress just like normal friend ^^ Take Care~

Yesterday i was allowed myself to let my tears dropping from my sleepy eyes..I was telling myself,just the few minutes OK? After all these everything will be alright..No more pain and suffer,stop thinking and stop blaming..Upset for a week is more than enough,not worth to let the sadness full filled my mind~

Gosh!!! I did it... I feel the fresh of my new life again..I had a very busy day,although i still have think of you a few moments,but it didn't affect my mood or be a emo crab again ^^
**Crap for myself**

I am starting my new life again..I am single but not available now till i get to meet a guy that can give me the good feeling.. But i promised to myself won't fall in love easily and don't trust guys so simply..

Recent life is full of working, clubbing, party, shopping, yum cha ^^
I am planning to go Bukit Bintang with family for a yummy lunchie on Saturday then do some shopping *if Friday i won't go for clubbing la* hahaha
Sunday will going to Sunway Pyramid meet up with my dear for a relaxing lunch gossip session and do some shopping also ^^

Some one told me will going to buy me *my favorite japanese cheese cake* hahaha
I am waiting for it ya...Thankew bely muchie..

I do planning to go for a short relaxing trip with some closed friends ^^
BEACH!! I am gonna celebrate my birthday!! yea yea bili bala bili bala~~~lalala...

Monday, May 24, 2010

Last week of May'2010

Woo Hoo.....Finally today is 24th of May ^^
It's end of the month!!
Another don't know 10 or 11 days my hubby will be in Malaysia~
Lets continue counting down for it...

Today is my bad luck Monday..
Sigh...i am lazy to tell you guys about the story because i have been repeat and repeat to many peoples the same story!!

I am gonna open another new blog^^
Here got a lot of my old memories,i did share the sad and happy story with u guys since few years ago,and now i decided to stop to update any latest news here...
More than 200 posts,tonight i am going to read all of the old and new posts,after that i will stop~
I hope i can do it :p

Thanks for supporting me all the times..

Sunday, May 23, 2010

A story gonna end soon...

两个生活在不同圈子,生活方式不一样的人如何能够在一起呢?
你每次都问为什么接受你?
关于这个问题,我真的没有一个答案。
我想你是一个好男人,所有你的好友都是这样告诉我。
但是,有些事情我真的不能接受。
就和你所说的一样 *I am who i am*
我能尝试去接受某些事情,但有些过分的我真的不能接受!
越了解对方就会使我们的距离拉得更远。
有些事情,越想要去忘记,但它越往心里进!
如果要你迁就我到那么不开心,那我只好说声 *SORRY*
原来恋爱的美好回忆就只有那开始的几个月。
每个女孩在一段恋情刚开始的时候,都会想要和对方有着那么一个 *forever*
为爱付出后换来的只有遗憾,失望,伤心。
后悔的可能是自己没有那么一份意志力去坚持,去维护这一段感情。
人生有太多的遗憾,而感情就占有超过五十巴仙。
男人们在刚开始的时候,会对你说一大堆东西。
他们从不知道,女生都会把它当真,永记在心!
当恋情结束的时候,这些收在心里的全部都会变成毒药,令到心里有着无数的疼痛~

我给自己一段时间,真的不适合,我会放手~
有缘无分的话,可能只适合做朋友~
无论如何,我还是深爱着你~
让我再为这段恋情努力吧。。Ganbatte..直到你让我放弃~

Thank to you my ai ren..
You are always so honest to me,whatever you told me i also keep it in my mind and will never forget..
Sorry about something,i have a complicated feeling that makes me lost the confident to maintain the relationship,i just be honest to you too..
I feel something,that's from female 6th senses..
Sometimes i trust horoscope is just because its always telling the truth,not asking to give up but find a solution..
Trust me,i will work harder to keep it on but not give up...Don't disappoint me,i believe that you are good man..
But,if i always ask you to stop this and that and makes you so unhappy,then i will stop it and let you go...I just want you to be happy with me but not suffer~

I have many things feels like to speak out,but i know i have to keep in my heart..

Darling,i hope you can control your temper because i am really scared of talking with you :p
I am really loves you too much to do so~
Maybe don't have forever this such thing,but i hope me & you can stay together as long as we can..
Miss you ^^

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

~~ 複雑な気持ち ~~

I have a complicated feeling these few days,i know i should stop thinking too much but i couldn't control it...Stop all over it and let the time prove everything..

I am wondering how comes you guys will tell me those things so sudden? Makes me don't know how to facing you guys,don't you know i am suffering of it? Stop telling me please,i will still treat yours as my friend..

Me & Him are happy together now,if you are planning to spoil my relationship then i gotta tell you that you will disappointed..If you know i am in a relationship with him now then you should stop thinking about that and don't tell me anything already~
I never flirt with you guys and i really do treat yours as my normal friend,if i was do something that makes yours misunderstood or gets wrong feeling then i apologized here~

To D1:
My name is Agnes,please don't call me as your BB! I don't accept anyone to call me this nick unless you are my hubby or my 3D...Just now when u told me those things,others than offline,i didn't know what else i can do~ Sorry.. Give me some times and i will talk to you again..

To D2:
Hmm..I was so surprise when you were telling me those things,i never expect you still remember me and kept me in your heart,support and concern me all the times quietly~ But i only can say *Thank to you for all these*,i won't and not willing related into any messy relationship..You said you want me,you need me~ Thanks for telling me this but what i think is only because you were unhappy at the moment and just needs a talk~ Anyhow,i hope i won't listen it from you anymore~ Keep the friendship and just let it go! Sorry if i said something not so nice to you..

I don't like to argue with anyone especially my loves,i was feel damn sad when argue with you..What i can do is only be silent,i think is the better way for you and me~
Agnes wants to say *sorry* again to YOU MR DLKJ~
If i make you unhappy or angry then please tell me straightly as i wanna know what i did wrongs ^^

可能我们的生活圈子完全不一样,迁就对方可能只会带来痛苦,现在能做的只是尝试。
如果有一天,我们是时候离开对方,希望我们是因了解而分开。
在我离开后,你能做任何你自己喜欢的事,而不需幸苦的迁就我。
其实,昨天的我真的很不开心,但我还是提起精神,发出我的笑声去和你谈,一切只希望你能开心。
从没想过要你完全改变你自己,我希望你改的只希望你能更好,可能我的想法是错误的。
我想你应该忘记答应过我什么了,苯苯的我三不五时还会查看回你发给我的短讯,我想是时候该删除了。
给自己多一点时间去更了解你,不适合就该放手,爱久了,伤越痛。
我永远都不会让自己再去相信 *Forever* 这玩意啦。
*Promise* 如果把它当真,只会让自己再有机会去体会什么是伤痛,失望。
星座配对的我和你,不该开始,天方夜谭。
我选择不去相信,因为我有的是信心,但是。。。。。信心越来越少了。
无可否认,和你在一起真的很开心,和你一起到老,一起生活也是我希望的。
但是,如果需要我放手的话。。。我会~
不知你是否察觉到,自从你决定要回来后,脾气真的很坏,我能感觉到的东西已不一样。
无论怎样都好,只要你开心,Go ahead......
有些事情不能说出口,摆在心里又很难过,把所有的东西放进这里真好,我的他看不明白,也没有人知道我说着谁,有的话也就可能只有那几位~
Wow.....~
心情好多了。。

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

How to ignore the SAD and HURT

I think this post only my blog followers can read due to i stop my facebook account..Some of the peoples can't click the link that provide by me on my wall page d~

Last night,something happened..
The sadness still hasn't gone,insomnia the whole night..
Gastric the whole night..
Went out alone in the midnight,the street was so dark and quiet..
I should feel the scary but i didn't,maybe just because my brain is blank and the heart is pain...
Feels like to cry but i didn't..Just because i already used to it the feeling..

Maybe its doesn't matter to you but its matter to me...
Whatever you can do at me~ Hit me,scold me,bite me but can't ignore my call...
Do you know how sad is me when u click the end call button??
1st time.........
2nd times..........
It was makes me think back the case which is happened on 16th Oct 2009...
The 1st calling.....
2nd.........
3rd..........
4th..........
5th..........
Finally,voice mail...
My heart was as pain as heart attack..
After half year,i got the same feeling again..
I am not angry at all,but i sad and disappointed..
I could understand you were very angry and not in the mood when i calling you..
But,i really hope you can take care of my feeling..
Maybe for some guys,they never understand..
That why i didn't blame on anyone..

I don't dare to loves again..It was makes my heart damn pain...I promised myself cannot drop a single tear because of a guy..
After an hour sleep,woke up and out for work...When having my lunch alone at the corner,i was looking at the lunch box,all those rices are mixing with my tears..Telling myself,another 10 seconds gotta stop it...It's hard for me...
I need a shoulder, a hug, a talk...But i don't have...

Its hurt me so deep,is because i love u deeply~
I unable to forget the moment when i saw you end my calling..Never and ever~
Sorry..........

I have to say SORRY again to you as well,but i was just play for fun..Maybe you still don't know what's a girl purpose to do that~ But its not important to know anymore..
I hope you can forgive me...

Is it the only way to protect myself not to get hurt again is only to be alone, single and not available? I'm tired of it...

Chrys and Debbie.. See you guys on this coming Friday at KLCC ya~
Beer session and a long chat...
I don't care the eyes and the scar anymore...I need alcohol...

Danny and Kelvin..You guys really makes me *touching* till the tears dropping..Just because i unhappy and you guys planning to comes KL visit me and club with me...

Number,Daddy and my buddies...Thanks for the support although all of you don't know what's going on and what happened to me....You guys always give me a warm support without any question~

In these 2 weeks,2 of my ex came and look for me...I think i know what u guys want...But,so sorry about it...I won't let a same guy to hurt me the 2nd time...Whatever la,we still can be normal friend~

Without all of you,i don't know how to spend my sad sad day.. Thank to you all for the concerns ^^

Anyhow,after the long talk...I thought my sadness will gone...But it doesn't...Is it another insomnia night??

Monday, May 17, 2010

Bitch.. Emo Bitch..

***Bitch,Emo bitch***
Hey girl,stop acting innocent over there..
You are not OK! You are not!!
What you are have to facing now is just because you did the decision..
That's what you told me and now you are telling me *regretted* ??
Oh No Way!! I won't help you..
You are not a kid anymore..Please understand the responsibility..
Stop Emo-ing over there and stop affecting peoples that around you..
Do you know i was damn bored when peoples asking me how comes nowadays you are so emo..
We are tired and bored of talking about you..
Whenever they talk about you,i will only say stop talking about HER..
She wanna be an emo girl,she wanna act like so innocent!!
Lets HER be...
I swear,if you find something to argue with me,i will start it and fight with you..
Bitch, please listen carefully now..
I am not the one who is like to fight with people,not only you but everyone..
And i don't hope you are interested to do that to me~
Maybe i should ignored it since you are just a nobody..
However,if you are really interested to piss me off then just go ahead ^^

***complicated Relationship***
It's hard to explain to you since you are a guy and i am a girl~
You love her is because you need her OR
You need her because you love her??

I will say she's still loves you but giving up...
You still got the last chance since she hasn't got a boyfriend now but yet..
What you told me is you love her the most but in the same time,you love the current girlfriend as well...
You could only choose either ONE..
No any girls are willing to share a boyfriend with another girl~
Got it???
Friend,be steady and be stable!
Anyhow,i will support you always but please be understanding that i am a girl,it means i will support the girl the most ^^

***Counting Down***
Yippie Yippie......
Another 10 days to go,29/5 is coming coming coming soon :p
I hope everything are fine to me and the doctor's will tell me that Agnes is fully recovered :p
I can't wait for back to party life!!!
Damn no life in this month,hard to alive without alcohol and party..
By the way,it does makes my body and health becomes more healthy and slim slim :p

***Hubby ar Hubby***
I am so excited now!!
Although i still feel like dreaming now,because the decision u make was too suddenly...
But anyhow,i really really very very happy when i know you are coming back in Malaysia very soon ^^
My life will become more wonderful again because i got you..
I won't feel the loneliness anymore..
The most important is...Please clear the *hutang list* :p
Can't wait to see you ya my loveeeee...Miss you!!

Sunday, May 16, 2010

16051020 Sunday

Finally,it comes~
Just be mad at it~ Don't try to piss me off on these coming few days!
I really need a good rest~

Hairdo plan was postponed to next weekend as i couldn't make it due to some personal reason~
Went to Sg Wang with 2 leng lui & mummy for brunch (U-Village)
I bought a SK-2 cleansing foam and Shiseido eyes cream..
Some chocolates from Isetan..
Walk until i feel the pain like hell then i decided to stop shopping and go home~

Monday is coming again & i am waiting for another weekend ^^
Hubby is coming home........Makes me so excited^^
How wish today is already 31/5 but not 16/5..
Mr Daryl,faster book your return flight and let me know the date and time!
Fast fast fast!!!

Friday, May 14, 2010

!!!.....ENDING.....!!!

I am really very down now!!
You were spoil my Friday..My happy shopping day..
Why you treat me like that? Why??

After tonight,we won't be friend anymore even through just a friend~
As you tell me *As you wish*
Stop talking all of the old memories to me...
My new life was start and i love my new life with my new friends new buddies & my hubby very much~
Stop contact each other and just treat me as a stranger OK...
This is the last time to talk about you and HER..
In my future,my life won't have both of you..
We don't have anything related to each other anymore~
Everything is totally END and no next time~
Forget all of the old memories as i really don't wanna remember and talk about that~
From now on,we are the stranger to each other~
This is what i wish and what i want~
Delete my contact number and i did so...
I am here to wish you will get your dream girl...Take care~

To YOU..
What's your purpose to doing that?
I wish you can stop to view & read my blog...
If you really wanna piss me off then i have to inform you..
You Will Regret!!!
Can't you stop all the childish actions?
I was QUIT...
You could just do whatever you like but don't get me relate into it!
No next time thanks! I don't wanna listen anything about you!!
Stop all over it!!!

What a bad Friday~
Forgot bring the charger back home! Tomorrow morning hadda wake up earlier and go take my charger!! Sigh.....

Hubby..........
All of us are counting down for you^^ Welcome back in Malaysia^^ Soon.......
I won't be alone anymore~
I wish you are here now to accompany me when i down...

Monday, May 10, 2010

Family diNNer ♥ 10052010 ♥

Family Dinner~
Venue: Leisure Mall ^DRAGON-i^
Time: 7pm
Date: 10-05-2010
Member: Nes, Mom, Vicky, Pires & naughty little girl
Bill paid by: VICKY YAP (Thanks Boss) :p

We are planned dinner at Pavilion & shopping at Lot 10 Pavilion..
Unfortunately,it was raining very heavily..
So our plan changed to go Leisure Mall...
Lets plan another day to go Pavilion shop again^^

♥ Dinner Time ♥

This little girl is very naughty..
She's just as naughty as Agnes ^^
But we love her so much...Too cute to be true~
Agree??


===Xiu Long Bao===
One of my favourite..
I like the soup in between the pork & skin~


===Nai Wong Bao===
My stupid younger bro's ordered it~
Agnes DON'T LIKE it!


I'd like to order a bowl of soup,but there are just got few choices..
And Agnes only could order this:
===Pure Chicken Soup===


===Seafood TouFu in hot pot===
After i eaten few toufu,i only realized that the sauces is in Black colour..
Shit!!! Bless me & wish me luck~


I really don't know what's this...
Some kind likes fried chicken in small pieces~
The ingredients are dry chili & salt...(i guess)


===Vege Vege Vege===
A kind of LIGHT food...


===Beijing style of duckie===
Honestly,not really nice...


It was making by my stupid bro's...
He doesn't has the sense of art & creative :p
===Ugly Duckie Set===


I was asking my bro to feeds her some *Dry Chili*
hahahahaha~ But she was just too clever..
---Turned the head to the other side---


* Dinner Finished *


Ops..Guys.....!!!!!
Don't disturb me on these coming few days to 1 week~
Don't mess with me,i am serious!!

Another 18 days to go ^^
Hope the doctor will tell me that i am FULLY RECOVER~
Then is time to back to Clubbing Party life~
All the Handsome & Pretty..Ladies & Gentlemen...
I know you guys are waiting for me~
I will be back soon~ Pheeeweeee.....

Sunday, May 9, 2010

A day with Mummy's ♥

I had a great day with mummy..
Went to one of my favorite place ♥ Bangsar ♥

We were having lunch at Sakae Sushi..
So regretted to go there because i only can take Ramen as my lunch!!
My mummy's ate many plate of *red plate* sushi and Mochi..
And me,just the Teppanyaki Chicken Ramen..

Finished our lunch,should be is time to SHOP ^^
But outside is still raining likes a dog!!
We have to stuck in the Bangsar Village 2..
So i decided to go Nails Couture to remove my *jelly nails* & manicure^^
She told me that my nails is in BAD condition,i can't colouring my nails in these 3 weeks and no more nails extension!!
I was fucking SAD when i heard that!
I bought a bottle of Nails Envy & remover~
==Fake nails remover + Manicure + 2 bottles==
All together she cost me RM 260.. Damn!!!
I promised mummy's,i will bring her comes again for the pedicure & i will go for the pedicure *foot spa* ♥

♥ Shopping Session ♥
I bought two pieces of dress & a belt~
Agnes like it so much~
Total amount = RM 230 ^^ (for May'2010)
No more shopping for this month,i hope i can do it :p
After done my shopping,heading to * Juice *
Was looking the *shoes* for my Hubby ♥
Unfortunately,the shoes already out of stock!!
The price is RM 900 ++
Damn expensive..Because it is *limited*
Limited edition and only few pairs in Malaysia~

How sad when i heard that!
I thought i can give my Darling a surprise!!
**Because the time when he online & see my FB status,sure he know i was looking the shoes for him,and at the same time,the shoes should be with me d**
But......................
Sigh.....................

The boy told me that will have ONE limited edition short shoes coming soon,should be available in next month..Probably the stock is less than 10 pairs..

No mood after visited the Juice..
Decided to go Alexis & have a cup of hot chocolate~
Hope the drink can cheers up my mood again ^^



My mom's asked me about the fucker in sudden..
And this topic of him was last for 10 minutes..
Time to changes topic!!
We were talking about my hubby and it's very funny when i talked about him to my mom's ^^
See!! You brought a lot of joy to me ♥
I told my mom's..You wanted me to cook for you..
I thought she will stand at my side & support me not to cook for you~
But!! She just said that:
Girl,then i teach you how to cooks the ABC soup & others..
What the fuck!
I can't imagine when the day both of them meet & bully me together!!

Some one told me,bully me is one of his hobby..
If only love me will be very bored..
Damn it...But what to do...
I just love the naughty boy~
Darling Daryl, I ♥ You..

Every day i also have to take some times for some treatment~
I am so lazy to do that but i have no choice..
I don't hope to be a pork chop!

I ♥ SK2 (after face cleansing)


* after hair wash * i don't like it but i still have to use it!


My Pretty House new members..Use it EVERYDAY onto my nails!


♥ Everyday ♥
After wake up & Before sleep


My life can't live without my pretty house members..
Recently,without any makes up...
It is good to let the skin has a rest...^^

Friday, May 7, 2010

What do you want!!!!!

Dad, just tell us straightly!!!
What do you want?
Don't you know u keep doing those stupid things is really damn pissed us off..
Can't you try another way to concerns us?
Is that the only way that u could do for us?
I tell you,we are really disappointed at you!!
Stop talking those fucking words to makes my mom's unhappy n sad!!
I am so lucky that u never have my contact number..
If not,i will fucking regretted for sure~
Can't you don't call her when u are get drunk??
I really don't know what is in your mind and what are you thinking??
You are not a young man,but u are childish than a younger~
I know i shouldn't say it to you like that!
As you are my dad but not a nobody~

What the fucking feeling when dinner with you was just like dinner with a stranger~
I know if you are hear it surely will scold me or be fucking sad!!
But,i just say the truth..
Meet you twice in a year~
Family day?? what's that?
What does a father should do for a family?
For his wife & children?
U don't know what's responsibility!!
Maybe u have your personal reason,but u might to share with us coz we are a family¬
But you never!!

I wish my mummy's will be having a happy mother day..
Don't ever try to spoil her mood!
Mr Yap,thanks for your cooperation..

Thursday, May 6, 2010

♥ Naughty Girl ♥ Bad Girl ♥

I swear to god..
I am going to be a naughty girl...
Be a naughty girl and prepared heading to the club soon!

Daily horoscope said:
Agnes is a Emo crab today..
True! I am not in the mood & damn bad!!

I swear i won't stay at home on this coming weekend~
Will going to P and B..
These 2 places sure can cheers my days!!!
I can't wait for it anymore,luckily tomorrow is Friday!

Wow~~ The single costume party is on the plan now!!
Sure that will be a super crazy night in the hotel!!
Crazier to be true ♥

Empty promises~
Don't simply to makes any promise to me...As i already get a lot of empty promises~
Fed up with it...
Guys,remember...Don't do it to me anymore!
I hate the feeling of *disappointed*

Is Mother day coming? Sat or Sun??
I have no any idea how to celebrate for her yet..
P or B??
Is time to makes a plan for it...

Hey,Mr Daryl...
Don't bully at me anymore,can you??
Hate you..........
You can do it unless you don't love me anymore~~~

Monday, May 3, 2010

What am i thinking??

Emo-ing..
Maybe is just because i damn free now..
Ignored me...

I swear i won't stay at home during this coming weekend..
Surely will go out..
Can't wait to meet up with my dear ♥
I miss you~

Hey,buddies..
Please tell me what time is the dinner on this coming Sat or Sun ASAP la~
I have to arrange my time ^^
♥ Dating,Shopping,Gathering ♥
Can't wait for it ya~~~

I think my father's there got something wrongs with him..
They were telling my mother's something about him..
But,it was too complicated..
I don't know how to explain for this mess story..
Make me damn headache!
I am tired of listen of his story but he's my dad's..
I am tired of face up the problem for him but he's my dad's..
What does he gave me in these 20 years plus?
However,he's still my father's...
What can i do?
I couldn't help him at all,unless he's willing to changes himself..
But i don't think he will...
Guess what??!!!
Exactly...He's a bad husband's, an useless father's..
But what i can do?He's my only one father!!

He's the one forced me to be a strong girl~
He's the one make me to be tough~
But,sometimes.....
I'd rather i don't even know what's Strong & Tough..
It was makes me very tired and feel unsafe of my life~

I feel like to drop down everything & leave Malaysia..
Go wherever that i can..
Just alone..........
Meet my dearest friends.....
Start a new life.....
I wish i could but..........
............................
............................
I am trying to make it to be happens~

Sunday, May 2, 2010

♥ I Dare To Say ♥

I dare to say:
I will never regret what i choose..
Especially YOU *Daryl* ♥

I will never regret the way that i choose..
The way i choose,the way i walk ♥
No U-turn~

Never regretted to break with yours..
Especially YOU *Chung*..
======================================
I dare to say:
I am a good girlfriend ♥

I will be a good wife ♥

I will be a good mother ♥
======================================
P/s: Dare to say and Dare to do is difference oh :p
......................................

Starting to learn cooking again..
Forgotten how many years didn't cook a table of foods by myself already~
Especially *Chinese Foods*
Gotta back to the life with learn cooking~
I am a clever girl..
I think it won't be a big problem to me...
But,i am a lazy girl...Lol
I admit,i am~
..........................................
This time i learn cooking is because of him ♥
I feel the happiness when i cooking n thinking of HIM ♥
This is what he bring to me,even through he's not beside of me...
==========================================
Mr Henry's told me that he's gonna marry soon^^
Really happy to heard that...
I can be 1 of the Ji Mui and play his Heng Dei..
hahahahaha.....
Let's chat more with him on coming weekend when i see him^^
He's going to buy me a lunch..Yuhoo~
Thank to you 1st ya~
==========================================
Arrrggg.....
Weekend is going to be END soon~
Monday again!! Monday blue ya!!!
I do hope my outlet won't be SO cold as last week...
I don't wanna get flu again..

Oh My God!!
My 013 & 016 lines were barred in the same time~
Can't use my BB online T_T
No BBM,No sms and call...
Tomorrow once i reach my outlet,surely will pay the 013 bill 1st..
My life can't live without my BB la...
Damn!!!

Is time to go bed,very sleepy after i took the medicine for my flu..
Good night & Sweet Dream to me ♥

Friday, April 30, 2010

About ...FAIR...

You were damn pissed me off today..
Don't ever to talk about *FAIR* this such thing to me anymore~
There's never no this such thing in this world~
Please be mature as you are not a kid..
Don't ever to ask me why why why how how how again!!
Think it before ask me...
I do hope you are not going to be another Jass's..
Something was changed didn't means it's only because of boss stingy or what!
Some rules created by boss is because of you..
And this time is 2nd times already!!
You should learn from the last lesson but u didn't..
And today u created another problem again and gets me into the trouble!!
What a GOOD job you did!!
Fair or not fair,it's never control by me...
And i never believed in it...
I just tried to fight for the best benefits for myself...
If you fight for it then maybe you can get it as well~
But u didn't..
So,please stop talking bullshit there..
I pleased you to stop creating problem..
I am not mature enough also,but at least better than you^^
Thank you for the cooperation~
Damn!!!

My mom's told me that today 3pm my dad's was calling her..
Guess what!!!
Talk a lot of bullshit la...What else...
Saying that he will die soon,this time maybe is the last time can heard his voice..
He will left all of cash/saving to my mom's..
Ask my mom's turn on the voice recording and save what he saying on the phone..
Another stupid is Ah Ming Gor!!
I hated him so so so so so much...
After a long shit story..
finally,my mom's was angry..
So both of these 2 stupids were stopped the topic and end call...

I don't have a good father but i had a good mother's...
She's the 1 loves me the most and sayang me the most ♥
Love you mummy's...

Darling...
You are SO cute ♥ hahaha...
As cute as my stupid laughing bear :p
=====> I never speak rude/bad words OK...
And YOU..Please stop ^^

=====> Remember that i am a GIRL ^^ xoxo
Can't speak those words in front of me even through just on the phone^^ YEAH~

=====> Passport~~~
Wow..time passing super fast,FFK my friends almost half year already :p
I have to REALLY take an action la...
Wake up early and go to the f*cking slow likes a turtoise government department for my new passport~~~
Is it possible it will be done in May'2010??
ha ha ha.....No one will know the answer :p
But..........this time is because of HIM ♥
So...........No choice..I am not willing to lets my ears torture by HIM :p

Yeah~~~Tomorrow is 1st of May..
Labour day's..........
...............................
Nothing's special!!!
Don't know all peoples out there happy for what~
I can't go anywhere also~ Damn...
I wanna go Bukit Bintang!!!!!

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

NO LIFE

♥ Party ♥
♥ Clubbing ♥
♥ Shopping ♥
♥ Beer Session ♥
♥ Crazy Gathering ♥
♥ Dating ♥
=======> My Life

But now..........
No party~
No Clubbing~
No shopping~
No Beer session~
No Crazy gathering~
No Dating~
=======> No Life

I can't take it anymore!!!
This weekend must go Pavilion or Bukit Bintang walk walk ^^
I want Nasi Lemak + Teh C panas with less sugar..
I want a cup of hot Vanilla..
I want a glass of ice chocolate..
I want a pack of cream puff..
I think that's all what i can eat!! Sigh...
I am not going to shopping and buy any new clothes!!
Since i couldn't be a pretty girl and go party!!
So,buy clothes for what???
Sigh.....
I am SO poor la T_T

Finally,Agnes back to outlet and work^^
With her Dior spec and Juicy silver jacket^^
With her long hair and didn't tie up her hair^^
Without any make up^^
But peoples said i am look cuter than before ♥
**Hey,look like a little good girl**
Hahaha
I had never go to work without any make up even just a lip gross :p
But now i did and i feel SO fresh^^
Some more i can save a lot of time in the early morning^^
Because don't need to waste time for make up~
Yay.....

Wow~~~
My Darling's can back to his sweet sweet home d ♥
xoxo
You can have a very relax holiday,hibernate till you feel ENOUGH!!
Hibernation is always best ♥
But,do remember to sleep with your blanket ya~
I don't hope you will fall in sick,just like your baby's T_T
Darling,sorry to make you worried bout me ya~
I promised that i will take good care of myself OK~
I am trying my best...
Have a beautiful winter sleep ya...
I am here always miss you ♥ muacksss

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

♥ 非常にあなたを逃す♥

Sore throat,Fever and headache..
Didn't go work today,unpaid medical leave..
Sigh.....
18 days didn't back to outlet already~
Sam decided going to resign and will only work till end of June~
And i do deciding about it as well...
Should i?

BBM with my dear hunnn ♥
Both of us also fall in sick! Damn pity actually~
We do know is because always play till midnight and too much parties then only becomes easier to fall in sick...
We do know OK...
But,what to do???
No alcohol No party = No life
That's life~
Even through we knew what makes us sick!
^^^^^^^^^^^^
We talked about some Men topic as well~
The overall answer after what we discussed is...
Do not to believe what a guy talk to a girl ^^
If you choose to believe then please believe HALF...
Half is more than enough~
I really don't understand,how come you still wanna cheat her??
Lier is always a lier!
Non of my business actually~
I have always to tell myself...
I don't have the *responsibility* to help you to cover what u cheated at her^^
I am just tired of this such of bullshit~
By the way,that's your life...
I and we also not willing to help and get into the trouble^^

Went to see a Chinese Traditional doctor..
He said because i always play till midnight and too parties..
That's a most important reason to make my body becomes so weak!!!
Sigh.....
My mummy's didn't say much...
She was just asking me,are you going to online till midnight in this few days?
I have to rest as early as i can..
So that i only can recover and to be a healthy good girl again^^

♥ My Love...♥
I miss your voice so much...
I miss you a lot..
I miss you more than i miss my Dad's :p
And i love you (for today) ♥
Everyday my ♥ for you is difference~
Today,my love for you is just like a dark chocolate~
How about you?? Do you miss me? ♥
I really wish you could be with me now,so that my head can lean on your shoulder^^
Especially when i get sick!
I need your sayang ♥
But,i do hope you can work harder..
That's most important~
I understood..The feeling when you are be alone over there was not so good~
But..that's your career ^^
Anyhow,take good care ya...Especially during Winter~
Lovessss you My Darling Daryl ♥

Monday, April 26, 2010

Medical leave..........>> END

Finally,removed those stitches~
Not as pain as i think ^^ *lucky*
But i still can see the scar,doctor's said gotta take about 3 months only will fully recover and disappear~
1 month cannot make up,sigh.....
Anyhow,i will take good care and be careful..
Thanks to my buddies for those *funny* concerns ya :p
Will meet up with you guys as soon as possible~
But,please!!
Don't ever try to makes me laugh (you guys are too funny to me)
So,please don't!!
You guys believed i will really punch yours with all my energy n power right^^
By the way,keep BBM ♥

Went to Mid Valley with sis's~
Both of us went to the camera shop~
Wow!! the Sony pink cam really very nice and beautiful ♥
It's SO match me :p
Then went to the Canon shop after that...
The new Canon pink cam also not bad..
Sigh...
Considered for so long already...
Am i too choosy? (i think i am not) ^^
Any idea?
Sony pink or Canon pink ya??!!!
I want a pink cam for my upcoming beautiful life^^
Hope it will save a lot of happy sweet memories for me
and darling when i be with him ♥
P/s: Buddies,i am gonna take as much as i can :p imao

Tomorrow will back to work...
17 days didn't back to my outlet already~
Mummy's said she will wake up earlier and prepare the lunch box for me^^
Because she is not allowed me to buy outside foods!
Thank to you ya my best ever mother ♥

I can't online till midnight already~
Sad!!
Darling,i am gonna miss you more and more,deep and deep ♥
muacksssss
Don't be a naughty boy OK~
With loves ♥

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Monday is coming

My brother's was helping me to clear all of those comic books~
Suddenly,my mummy's ask me did i read this card before?
Hmm.. I didn't~
This card given to my Ex by a girl when he was still together with me~
He kept so many presents from all those bitches..
But i didn't and never realized it...
How stupid am i?
By the way,it's not important to me anymore~
Don't have any feeling when reading the card~
Cause my mind is just thinking of my Darling but not others ♥
Today,just as usual~
I miss him so much ^^


Sony or Canon?
I ♥ the Sony camera in pink is because i like the outlook~
Damn match me...
And i created a name for it...Pinky...^^
Nice isn't?
But..Sony or Canon??
I ♥ Sony ... Others just saying Canon is better than Sony!!!
Arrrggg.....

Tomorrow is Monday~
Will going to the same operation room to take out the stitches from the wound!!
Sure very pain!!! Scare me!!!
But never mind,i think i am tough enough..
Will be better after i step out from the operation room^^
Cheers ya~~~
Agnes...you can do it^^

Sunday

Damn it...
So regretted to take coffee as my supper~
Its makes me feeling very suffer~
Hard to breathing,feel like to vomit and faint..
I shouldn't drink coffee la!!!

My 1 week medical leave is going to end soon~
! week didn't go out to anywhere~
Just be a good girl and rest at home...
Drink eat sleep watching tv online only~
Nothing else!!!

I don't want bread~
Don't ever to ask me eat breads anymore~
I am bored of it already~
I want pasta,pizza,KFC,MCD,Seafoods,Nasi lemak,Burger king!!!
I wanna go out...shopping clubbing gathering movie yumcha!!!
Sigh...

Today saw a Sony Camera damn nice^^
Whole body in Pink^^
The price was cut down a bit already~
Buy or not to buy??
Hmm..........
If i own the camera then i will take pic more often d :p
ha ha ha.....
Sure my buddies beh tahan me again~

Haiz...I have to breath slowly now..
Hope will feel better soon~
Night..

Saturday, April 24, 2010

The 5th day after operation...

I saw something from FB...
Maybe that's what we called as *Show Off*
Even through my eyes couldn't really see clearly for that~
But i still could get what i should see and should know~
FB is an amazing place to lets us keep connected~
I did say many times TQ to FB before~
It shown a lot of things to me...
It lets me to know a lot of things...
FB changed my life~
It was so unbelievable isn't??

Half year anniversary:
Broke with you already half year ^^
I am so happy that i still could remember the date..
But i almost forgot who are you ^^
Received your calls few times in a week~
I should say Thank you for your concern~
Others than TQ,i don't have any else topic to talk with you~

One year anniversary:
Wow~ I have been worked for BB more than a year~
I do love my job so much and my bosses as well~
Thanks ya bosses for those concerns and pampers~
I will work harder and not to be a naughty girl yea~

Another month anniversary:
Promised to HIM not to tell him about the anniversary,unless is 1 year~
ha ha ha ha ha.....
But i would like to say something to HIM..
Even my eyes not feeling well now..
But i still hope i can finish my typing for tonight~
Before my eyes feeling pain till the tears dropping!!
Please..give me 10 minutes..

Darling ♥
I think u must be worried me about my health and the operation (i guess)..and i do so~ Hope you can get well sooner than me~
Drinks more water and don't smoke so often ya~
Maggi is not really as good as you think la...Roti is better than it ^^
I hope i could take care of you when u are get sick ♥
Cook for you when you are hungry ♥
Massage for you when you are tiring ♥
Chat with you when you are boring ♥
Give a hug to you when you are unhappy ♥
Give a sweet kiss to you when you are happy ♥ ^^
But,i will never smoke with you when you are angry or stress ♥
Darling ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥.....>>
I love you so much to do so~
My love for you will never changes~
Hold me and don't simple to lets me go...

Thursday, April 22, 2010

I am here

After operation,doctor's said i can't watch TV,can't play my BB and can't online~
Now,i curi-curi and come online for a while~

The operation really damn terrible..
I saw my eyes was non-stop bleeding,scary~
What's the feeling? Of cause is painful la...
I really tough enough..Went to the hospital by myself and i did drive my car back by myself as well even through was just finish the operation!
Give me a clap :p

I do miss my Darling very much ♥
But i can't really talk with him..
Cause i know once i hear his voice,i will feel happy then i will smile..
But,unfortunately..I couldn't smile and laugh~
Sighhhhh...
I wanna recover quickly quickly quickly!!!
Darling...I miss you so much ♥ ♥ ♥

Time to stop online!
Feeling not well already~
Thanks to all of my friends for the concerns ya~
Will give you guys a call soon ^^ Don't worried me already OK~
Thanksssss.....

Sunday, April 18, 2010

~~~Finally~~~

Finally,today is the last day to work for the crazy road show~
Fucking tired..
My lovely boss said because our BB sales already more than 400 units,so that will give us another RM 300 extra..Total is RM 650 ^^
Haiz...Better than nothing la~
I could feel that some one was mad at me! Haiz.....
I just ignored it...She is just a nobody to me~

Tomorrow is 19th April~
Will going to MV for my operation...
Scared scared scared scared scared..
Hope everything will going smooth~

I will have more time to update my blog since will on leave for 1 week^^
Not really in the blogger mood...
Today..
Just...
Till...
Here!!!
Enough...
^^
Wish me luck...

Monday, April 12, 2010

Busy week gonna start soon

Tomorrow onward,will be very busy for an event~
The roadshow will be end on 19/4,but i will only work till 18/4~
Due to i will be having an operation on 19/4 morning 1130am~
Wish me luck ♥

I am not the girl that u knew before already OK~
Half year ago,i miss you often,u were a important one in my life~
But u didn't cherish what u had~
a word *regretted* is always appearing in your life~
Always and will never disappear~
You are just a nobody to me after you make the stupid decision!
I am not SO cruel,i will still answer your call~

Can't online till midnight and chat with my Only One!
Feel so sad..
Hope his BIS can be activate as soon as possible~

Regarding yesterday~
What he gave me is *touching* again ^^
I really don't know what i can do for him since he did for me many things!
Am i supposed to ask him changes himself??
I just don't know why i wanted him to changes those things that i unlike??
Because i love him too much?

**Listening the 1st song that he gave me**
♥ Now & Forever ♥

To my Only One,
Darling...Now and forever,i will be your woman ♥
I don't wish the 2012 will gonna be happen,because i wanted you to spend all your times with me for the rest of my life,i wanna see you become an old man..Until Nes is an old woman but u still be with me,your jokes and funny actions will not be less and end for me!
I am gonna miss you badly..
Love you a lot and a lot ♥

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Party ♥ Night ♥

Saturday night = Party night ♥
Went to Sanctuary with~
Honey Janice, Dear Vege, Kristy,
Mandy, Nicholas Tan, Keneshiro, Ken Leong,
David Tew, Edmund Ee and 5-6 more kaki ^^

Sanctuary is a HOT club!!!
Yesterday those songs was not so really nice!
But still was happy dancing with those kaki ^^
Honestly,i don't really like those guys touch me when i dancing~
I am wondering how come those guys likes to touch our girls?
Not so good!!! Behave yourself what~
And the club got so many *lala zai & lala mui* hahaha

Party 11pm onward till 230am End~
I saw got peoples were fighting at outside of the club~
Wow..Was so happening :p
Lot of bloods..The guy was lie down on the floor~
Damn...So weird!!

I am very tired now..Lazy to tell you guys about all of the details :p
But i still uploaded some of those Party pictures...
Cheerssss ♥

Heading to the Club~


Nes & Honey Janice


Janice ♥ Kristy ♥ Agnes


♥ Love this pic ♥ Cute?? :p


Ken Leong forced me to take this pic ^^ haha


** Flaming **


Errr...No comment for these 2 guys!!!


~Those peoples really damn kacau~


♥ Earlier birthday kiss to my honey ♥


♥ 3:30am reached home ♥


♥ Love my BB ♥


♥ Last photo,time to bath before scolding by mummy's ♥



♥ Very tired & sleepy,but i still miss my Darling very much ♥
Can't stop to thinking of him~
How wish he could be with me T_T

Friday, April 9, 2010

♥ ♥ CNY ♥ ♥..........2010

Was having a happy Chinese New Year in year 2010~
The weather was super HOT!!
I rather stay at home instead~
But my job is a driver ♥
Job scope is fetching my family to everywhere @_@
Errr...The first CNY without Mr Mok..
Just.....Too.....Won-der-ful ^^ Yeah

Went to Number's hometown *Taiping* with my best buddies~
Thanks for the transport,the meals,the home stay..
Thanks to number's family^^

Attached some of the CNY dinner photos ♥

♥Nes with younger brother♥He sayang me very much♥
**But i always scold him** :p


♥The 1st family dinner in year 2010♥
Normally,only has 3 times Family dinner in a year..
As i only met my Daddy's 3 times for every each year!


♥Went to Sam's house before back to KL♥
.....Ipoh.....


♥Take photo....all the times..
♥Because i wanna remember everything in my life...
♥Ops..the nasi lemak very yum yum yummy ^^


♥Miss you ya Vivent♥
Taiping 2 days 1 night..
I miss my hometown *Pahang*


♥Darling Daryl.....This *duck mee* super yum yummy!!
Go for it with your baby's (me la) :p when u back to Malaysia OK ♥
P/s: But i don't know where's the place!!


**CNY dinner with buddies at KL Westin Hotel**
Damn expensive!!!!!


♥Wow!! We ♥ GUCCI.....


♥ Never stop to taking picture ♥ my hobby & our hobby..


♥Will never regret to take so much photos**
♥Photos = always remind me those happy & sad memories**


I ♥ Chinese New Year~ Do you??

♥ G6 ♥

Finally,i got the mood to updated some of the Feb'10 memories~

Clubbing ♥ G6 ♥
**last gathering**
(can say so,cause after this,everything was changed)

♥ before drink...damn bored ♥


♥likes to clubbing with my dear Chrys♥
**errr.....i am not that FAT as u see OK**
^camera problem :p^


♥non-stop photo-ing is what i always do♥


♥Just a memory & it will not be happen in my life anymore♥


♥peoples said i look like Japanese but not local,ya meh??♥
**Sometimes they don't even dare to talk Chinese & Malay with me,cause they thought i am not local!! Speechless**
♥Group pic♥ Party END..


It was a very fun night..
Thanks to the guy for paying the Flaming :p
**Me and Vent went to the bar and would like to order the Flaming,the guy came and said pay for us** hahaha
Sorry to the another guy,he would likes to buy us a set of shooters,but we didn't take it due to the bartender too slow to makes us the drink..
Anyhow,thank to you ya~
2am..Party end and went to Bangsar MCD for supper ♥

I don't think this happy memory will happen again~
Sad.....
Agnes misses you guys very much~