Damn it

Damn it! What the fuck is the *contract* !!!!!
What the fuck is the operator!!!!!
What the fuck is the stupid service!!!!!
What the fuck is the stupid country!!!!!
All are bullshit!!!!!
I really can't understand!!! Pissed me off!!
The only way can hear your voice is by *call*
Now,telling me that can't make oversea call~
I'm not angry with HIM..
I didn't angry at all..
I just damn upset,unhappy,beh song,sad,disappointed ONLY!!!!!
Nothing else~
I will be OK,i will feel better when i could stop thinking of u~
I don't wanna talk bout it again~ Damn!!!!!

Yesterday night hungry till this afternoon only cab had a little meal~
Gastric again!!
Just now while i taking bath,thinking of HIM till forgot to wash my long hair!!!
lolx.. Shouldn't to think so much :p

To the *person* that make my Darling pissed off:
Sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
kome kome kome kome kome kome
My heart is feeling unwell since yesterday midnight till now..
Sorry ya!!!
I really don't know the *thing* could be so serious!
I never know they will take this kind of action ar!
I never know HE was damn pissed off and filled of anger!!
I just don't wanna keep it in my mind and make my self emo~
That's why i asked HIM about what you told me as i wanna know the truth~
You are consider is my *friend*
Because i can't keep that as a secret then make you in trouble~
Even not my fault..But,it was because i told HIM..
Sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
I hope you are alright..
Today you didn't online,i'm worry about you is it OK???
Because i really don't know what they will do at u~
Once again!!
Sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry ya!!!!!
Forgive me...

Where are you when i need you??
What are you doing when i thinking of you??
Do you know how much i miss you now??
But!!!!!!!!!!
Because of your stupid contract!!!!!
Make me damn NO MOOD at all!!!!!!!!!!
Damn it!!!!!

24-03-2010 One Month and almost half year

Last month 24-02-2010,i remembered what i wrote:
***If i fall in love, it will be forever,or i won't fall in love***
I were fall in love ♥ So,i do hope it will be forever ♥

Today is a sleepy day (yawn)
Inside office was damn cold,went out for lunch,the weather was hot!!
What the hell,i can feel 2012 is coming up (OMFG)
Please don't!! I have so much things haven't do and yet to do...
I have so much things haven't see and yet to see..
I have so much things haven't listen and yet to listen..
Is it i watched too much negative movie??

Is it something happened??
Sorry..I really shouldn't told you~
My fault..
If i keep it in my mind,as a secret,then maybe you weren't pissed off~

Recently,few of my best sisters also broke up with boyfriend~
I can felt them are really Sad Unhappy Disappointed~
Even i don't feel like to go clubbing,but accompany them for beer session and until drunk is a must~
Hand them tissue is my job~
My shoulder is always available for you guys~
Remember what we always mentioned *No Men Won't Die*
Next month 16th,already broke up with him 6 months~
I didn't realized that it is almost half year~
I am thinking back the time,the moment,the day that u said wanna broke with me!
I am thinking back how sad were i.....
I am thinking back how much tears were i fall for you~
I am thinking back how tired when i cried~
I am thinking back how painful~
But,NOW..I feel nothing~
Some more wanna say TQ to u..
If you didn't make the decision,then now i couldn't together with my Darling~
So,TQ wor Mr Mok ^^
you never let me feel the happiness~
You never let me know what's pamper~
You never let me feel the sweet when a girl receive flowers from her love's one~
You only want me to understand what's ladies but not gentlemen~
I've be your personal driver for the pass 5 years~
Dating??? Did you??
Your times is only enough for your others girlfriends but not me~
Your sweet words is only for those bitchiiee but not me~
Any how,it's not important anymore~
If you are reading it now..Please don't angry..
If you are angry..Just give me a call then~
Because you still owe me a *SORRY*

I do hope all of these bad things will not be happen in my life anymore~
By the way,i do really in love with you, my only one^^
You are the one could make me happy..
And you are the only one can let me think of u in the whole day..
Miss you..........>>
I wish you can face to face and say *I Love U* to me~
I think i will not forget the sweet moment until i leave the world~
You are making me to fall for you deep and deep!!!

My fucker sister!!!
When i were a teenager,same age as you..
I settle everything by my self...
Please don't ask me do anything for you..
Can't you be strong and tough??!!!
Don't you know your elder sister is damn stress??
I hate people create problem to me,don't make me in trouble!!
I am tired of to be a strong girl...
Please..

I miss my Ballet Contemporary Tap &..........♥

I don't feel like to see something that related to performing art-Dances~
When i watching video drama movie related to dances..
when i listening music related to dance..
When i seeing something that related to dances..
My heart is feeling UNWELL !!!!!
It makes me think back my dance life~
My teacher and my students~ Feeling suffer!!!
Dances changed my life!
I'm a very BAD student to my teacher..
I did make her disappointed twice,i spoilt the promises!!
What if i am a GOOD student??
If Agnes is a good student then now she's enjoy the dance life in Vancouver now!!
No one could understand how suffer is my feeling every time i thinking bout Dance~
Especially Ballet...
Even just my Ballet leotard,Ballet skirt,soft shoes and pointe shoes!
I don't even wanna see all of these stuffs!!
I get all my dances stuffs hided in a box and just let *them* rest in my sister's room~
Tell me!!! How to forget my dancesssss!!!!!
Just now was too bored and naughty~
Searched for Dances video..Haiz.....
I shouldn't do that!! I am so regret!!

Ai Ren ♥ & Bastard !!!!!

I wanna find out the answer~
How come every time chatting or talking with my Darling ♥ also can't stop to laughing??
??????? ????? ???????
Especially just now,too FUN ^^
No one can replace you in my heart ♥
Do you know how special you are to me?
You are making my life become more colourful & meaningful,just because of u ♥
Don't know what will happen if my life without u..
Don't know what is the feeling if without u..
Of cause i do hope it will not be happen^^
About the *Dream*,how i wish it could come true sooner than i wish^
I ♥ U,My Darling Daryl..
But i think you prefer to listen it from your baby's instead of see the words only :p
Sorry about that,just now was super funny la :p
Next time i will try to control *a bit* yeah!!!

!!Bastard,Mr Nicholas!!
Just now this fellow BBM me,chatted with him for a while..
As usual,conversation as below :p (it's not a secret)
Nic: Hi,boring..wanna come out??
Nes: Don't want...My BF cari me later
Nic: OK
Nes: How are u?
Nic: Lonely
Nes: No outstation??
Nic: No,went to movie today,now at home
Nes: Hmm..next time u can try to invite me if i free
Nic: You got BF
Nes: Movie with NORMAL friend is OK...Doesn't matter!
Nic: Can't
Nes: Huh..Can't?? Why
Nic: Can't be friend..You are special to me
Nes: Oh...forget about it then
= Really damn bored while chatting with this kind of bastard!

P/s: That's the different feeling between Lover and Bastard :p
Cheersss ♥

San-gatsu Ni-ju san-nichi Kyo wa ka-yobi desu

Tadaima, tsukaremashita~

Boring day,since 10am start working till 5pm finish work..
Whole day just sitting on the chair and non-stop playing with my BB ^^
12pm:
Raining like a dog,what the hell...Agnes is very hungry..
Onaka ga sukimashita!!!
But i can't cross the road and have my lunch in the mamak!!
What to do??? Wait until the Sky stop crying lo~
2pm:
What the F..I think the sky upon on my office is just broke up~
That's why it's non-stop raining since early morning till now~
Agnes is super hungry..
Onaka ga sukimashita!!!
Nodo ga kawakimashita!!!
What to do??? Wait until 5pm,go home and lunch+dinner lo~

Today is only TUESDAY..
But people out there already want me to answer this weekend night life plan!!!
Lolx.. But i think this weekend will be a bit busy ^^
Where is Jaya One?? Wanna go there make appointment for S ^^
*Thanks Number and Celia for those advices*
My final decision is go for S and thanks for the support~
I'm brave enough because of you guys supporting me always whenever i need ^^
That's what i called *Best Buddies*

Today saw my Darling Facebook profile,the new status is *************.....
Damn fierce lo...hahaha~ That's him actually :p
But he told me he's CUTE~ wahahahaha
Yeah! You are so cute,every time when chatting with u^^
Darling,u damn stupid ^^ hahahahaha (don't ask me why):p

Renew passport?? I keep delaying to renew it since last year till now :p
Since last trip to go Thailand till now,don't know how many years d~
Renew passport?? Damn lazy :p hahahahaha
But..Because of U ..........>> Plan about it then^^
P/s: Don't forget you promised me that you will cook bacon for your baby's everyday when i be with u ^^
** Mata Kondo Onegai-shimasu **

A day of..........PK !!!!!

Well,Agnes is just came back from her favor palace~
Guess what!!! Dang Dang Dang Dang..........
***Pavilion***
Spent 3 hours for a facial and eyes treatment~
Signed up a RM6600- 20 times eyes treatment plan (5 months plus)..
Hehe...I get special discount RM900 and get 1 free facial spa and some product~
Well,in the upcoming 4 months,i will stop shopping at all~
No nice food,no sing k at all~
Makan roti ^^
(i like bread,especially those with cheese,butter,chocolate,bacon,ham,hotdog)
You guys sure laugh at me,why so stupid to spend so much money just for my face,skin?
Hmm..I think it's worth..Because i'm a girl,i'm a lady...
Make my self become more pretty for what?
Please la!!! It's a very stupid question~
Of cause is for guy for man for Nan Ren!!
Do you think a guy will like a Pork Chop? No one will answer me YES ok!!!
That's why~
I rather to eat roti everyday and stop shopping!
I can accepted it~
But i can't accept i'm not pretty at all!!!!!
So even PK,still will make a same decision ^^
P/s: What a coincidence!!! My beautician name is Kenness ^^

Yesterday,My Darling S.A network down for the whole day!!
Damn it...
This Monday morning,7am checked my BB...
FB 9 new notifications..
I opened the inbox and saw 2 of the unread msg is from my Darling ^^
OMG!! It was really *Sweet* and *touching*
I like whatever he gave me and told me ^^
I love him so much! ♥
Today,i asked him,why love me so deep??? ♥
What does he answer to me??? (secret) ^^ ♥
It was makes me sososo touching ♥
I never know that you are a Romantic guy ♥
Here i wanna say and i never do it this way~
MR Daryl Leow Ken Jian...Agnes Yap M.S lovesss you deeply ♥♥♥♥♥
And forever ♥
Because u said u hope i can hold the key for you for the rest of your life~
Muacksssss...My kisses for you will never end!!

Sunday night

My Darling called me at 6pm...
The reason for he didn't online is because network problem and blablabla la...
Spoil my lovely Sunday mood la!!!
Not his false..
He was drive to a town till the network ok and give me a call~
Any how,could get to heard him said *i miss u & love u* to me ^^ Enough for my day~
Hope my only one's is enjoying his Sunday ya...

Tomorrow after work will going to New York skin care center for some treatment..
What a tired day!!
Hope tomorrow can chat with my Darling lo...
By the way,i just register a new Digi number ^^
Especially for my Darling~ Coz the sms and call rate to S.A is damn cheap!!
Celcom very expensive!!!
So,the Digi number only for personal use only ya~
Darling's not on the line,so...i think i should off line now d!!
Bless me will have a sweet dream because tonight without *Good Night & Miss U* from my Darling..