08032010 ^ bad night ^

Just a night!! i received few bad news~
Too suddenly ok!!! I really can't accept it~
Few of you are my best buddies~
Me cherish our friendship...
I don't wanna see any one of you argue!!
When u guys are argue-ing,really make me damn bad mood!
It totally effected my mood,i hope our chat room always happening~
My blog and my BBM chat room is the place for me to release stress~
To forget the sadness and cheersss me up^^
Humans are childish and never mature enough till the day of stop breathing~
But!!!!!!! Childish is not a reason to start a war or spoil some things are important~
Please...Cherish the friendship~
I don't wanna see the case between me and jamie happened again!!
The case really hurt me deeply and i will not forget till i died~
Chance is only ONE!! Talk some things before speak out from the mouth~
I support V ^^ coz i am a girl ^^

Talk about the *indescribable SWeeT*

Yesterday 07032010,darling viewed my blog~
I felt damn pai sei lo...
Some things i don't know how to say and explain then i like to write on my blog~
Because...* words * can help me to show off my feeling and what to say^^
Darling said after he viewed my blog,he felt very happy and loves me more and more,deeper and deeper~ is it true? the answer for myself is *i believe*
Darling said: NOW, he wanna make some promised to me~
I am not going to write the *promised* here,i will just keep it in my mind~
Forever!!!
Suddenly,i remembered what those *guys* promised to me before~ and i also remembered what was the feeling when they broke the promises!!
I've told my ex,don't simply make a promise to me as i don't want get hurt and also don't want the feeling of *disappointed*
Because,until the last relationship..the same things r happened again and again!!
I mentioned before, *Forever?? NO such thing*
But..........now~ i do hope the *forever* can appear between me & u ^^
*Forever* to me is,the time as long as we happy together~
I know my Darling sure can done what he promised to me ^^
Every times,while i reading your sms or fb msg.. the *indescribable SWeeT* always be with me ^^
Yesterday was talked about >Tattoo< with u~ hahahahaha
What u replied.....still remember?? i felt damn happy when u gave me those answer!! Super funny lol..

To my Man,
Actually,i am waiting for you to give me another 2 promises~ (secret) i will wait until u promise to me by yourself and from your *real heart*
another miss-ing nitezzz ^from your Bi^

My current DarLing ♥

Until today,until now,Until this moment~
I still haven't inform any of my friend about my new relationship!
One of my best buddy asked me is it fall in love?
I didn't answer..
Not because i wanna hide or remain as a single and looking for another!
Is because it was just started,and i don't have confident for this ♥
As i know it freaking hard to maintain the ♥ between us~
I know u are working hard for our ♥
Really touching and thanks for your concerns~
Thanks Darling for the warmness~ for the sweetness~
I really can feel something *special* between us!
♥indescribable feeling♥ = from me & u

I am so touching ^^
Once your phone working,then u sms me~
And u told me u are really me miss me very much~
I asked u,how much u miss me and what's mean so much?
Darling answer:
So much means...Miss u until my mind is thinking about u the whole journey♥
*I think if u are a girl,u can understand how sweet when i received the sms*
Even it's just a normal and simple sms,but already enough for NeS~
I need a man to sayang me always,i am really tired of to be a strong and tough girl~
Some times,i really need a hug and shoulder~
I know it's hard to done by us,due to *far distance*
But,it's OK for me since i know u have to working hard and earn more $$$ over the country^^ I will be a good girl and waiting for you..

To Darling:
Not because i *kepoh* or wanna control u..I never think gonna control some one,really~ But,i really hope Darling you can stop smoking or cut down! I hope all my loves one also have a healthy body,so that i can less worries about all my loves one,especially my Darling~ I've a smoker before since few years ago,but i totally stop smoking at all,i did it,so i believe u can do it also ^^
Miss U and i really do ♥ *from NeS

Stressssssssss & in a relationship

Recently damn stress~ Really make me super tired..
Almost everyday go for beer!!!
I understood alcohol can't help me solve all the problem..
But,what to do???
Luckily,some one taught me:
Smile at the problem ^^ I am trying to make it to possible~
Fine!!! Stop talking about my sad unhappy!!!

In a relationship ^^
Hahahahaha.....in a relationship again^^
Fast isn't?? lolxx
This time is having a very special relationship with Daryl^^
Far distance love~ Super far..
I don't know how will it work? success??
Because it's a impossible mission~
How to maintain the relationship without meet with each other often??
This relationship can't work like what a normal couple doing..
Such like*
lip2lip hand2hand shoulder2shoulder chest2chest face2face
Even shopping, dining, movie >< all are impossible!!
Maybe we can only meet each other 1 or 2 times a year ><"
Hmm.. But,it will make us more cherish this special relationship!
I hope this impossible mission will be a success case in my life~
Your friend's told me that you are a good guy,a caring guy,a smart guy!!
NOT a player..
I believe..My 6 senses..My feeling...
Even your *look* not like a good guy..hahahahaha
I think when my mummy's see u,sure............ ><"
But my mom's damn open minded la!!! No worries~
As long as you treat me good and got career ^^

P/s: To my Darling
Darling ah...Some times i really feel like to hold your hand,
give me a kiss,hug me tightly,especially CLUBBING together^^ Yeah~
I don't know la...Just got the feeling to need that from U~ I know
it's hard to make it...So i can only dream about that! Darling,earn
more money and come back ya^^ I will try to go SA meet u..Actually i
like SA but u always mentioned that is a shit country ><" haha...Miss u
and Love u~
From your Bi^^

I still believe on that *Word*

I still believe on that *word* .....LOVE.....
Even had too many bad things happened..
But,i still believe~ Life is full of HOPE~
Should thinking on *positive* but not *negative*

I am waiting for my LOVE...
My true LOVE...
And i do hope the LOVE can be a happy ending in my life~
I do hope the next true LOVE will be my FINAL love~
Is my Cupid start shooting already??

Far distance LOVE~
It's really hard to maintain the relationship..
Unable to meet often,kiss, hug, pillow talk and ect..
It's too bad..
But,as i mentioned..Nothing is impossible~
The *HOPE* can to be a *MIRACLE*
If work hard for the hope,i believe will have miracle!

I just follow the feeling,and i trust on my feeling..
My six sense ^^
Finally,today u told me that u should stop bother me anymore!
You SAD but happy for me,because i got a target ^^
But you never answer my question!!!You never answer!!!
I asked u,how come can't treat me as your normal friend??
You never and never answer..........

Feeling~

What's feeling?? An indescribable thing..
Only u can understand and only u can know~

Special feeling?? Another indescribable thing..
The special feeling is only for special one!!
For Nes, special feeling is only for some one that attracted
me! Some one that i love, i miss^^

To N,as i mentioned and told u many times already!
Never have the feeling with u,that's what we called no feel~
I really can't force myself~ Respect me please!!
Once i told u stop waiting and begging,then u should stop it at all..
Yesterday,my MSN status * Miss-ing U *
You asked me who i miss? The answer of cause is NOT u..
You said you are SAD~
You keep asked me who's that? I didn't answer your question~
You said: I no more chance at all..
Actually,i don't know what should continue to talk with u..
The last conversation is SAD then off line already~
I thought you won't contact me anymore since u know me miss some one
else~ But,today u msn me again and i didn't reply u~
I hope u can treat me as your normal friend, but i know u can't!!

I miss some one,got the special feeling with him^^
The one can make me happy,got a lot of topics..
Can let me feel the Sweet,Warm and maybe the LOVE feeling~
Nothing is impossible~
What's the next step? Don't know!
I trust Cupid^^ Arranging for me^^ The FATE^^
I don't know what u think..The same feeling??
But we have a big BLOCK..Not easy to be together..
Nothing is impossible?? Is that true?

A lot of peoples always said i am a clubbing girl~
Always ask me why always go clubbing?
Hey,please la!!! Not always!!! Seldom la!!!
I am a single now..I just enjoy the happy club moment with
me friends,my buddies^^
I am single and go clubbing doesn't mean i wanna get a water fish
or replacement or boyfriend or husband from there..
I am good girl la!!! My inner self also not bad what!!!
Damn...

24-02-2010

Today is my friend birthday -Jamie-,i never forget her D.O.B!!
Last year,was celebrate for her b'day at KLCC Sakae Sushi with my
Ex boyfriend!
I bought a box of Dark Chocolate as a present for her..
She like it^^ Of cause,coz she told me she want dark chocolate!
This year,i didn't celebrate for her..
Because something happened in year 2009 September >< SAD!!
What i can do? I lost a best sister..
Everything keep changing!!
Cherish the relationship,friendship that i having now..
Because i don't know it can last for how long?
Is it longer than i think??
By the way, wish her Happy Birthday 26~

LoVe:
If i fall in love, it will be forever,
or i won't fall in love...
I always trust my feeling,it will tell me the
guy is it suitable!!
The feeling is indescribable,only Agnes can understand!
Even the person that i don't know much,but the feeling
is -true-,i will go for it as well~
The person that i knew since long time ago but the feeling
is..........no feeling!Then no point to continue~
I just wanna be a normal friend with MR N,but he said he don't
want to see me loving other ><
So,what can i do? No feeling then what for continue?
Waste time! So i keep rejecting!
Got the special feeling with some one,so i like to chatting
with him..He can make me feel warm and happy and sweet^^
That's what the girl need and want!
I am planning to go for a short holiday trip ^^

p/s: Save $$$$$ lah NeS.. Always shopping shopping ><
Okies!!! I am trying!! But shopping can make me happy what!