Another Sweet Night

Chatting with my Only One ♥
He invited me to visit him at South Africa~
What so fun over there?? But..........
I think only one *reason* for me to go there~
But,still in consideration ^^
Because i scared take plane and go alone~
I think Love ♥ can make me be brave~

Darl ar Darl.....Will u stop smoking??
I will pray harder for it everyday~
How come all my boyfriend also is a smoker??
Only Nicholas's not a smoker but..........
I didn't choose him!!
Why why why?? lol
No answer!!!
Is it my whole life have to be with smoker??
My dad's and all my boyfriends !!!!! lol

16032010 ♥ *** Sweet Morning Call *** ♥

Early morning 9am,my BB suddenly ringing~
Ops..My Darling calling and is 3am over there..
Was so surprise and wondering how come my Darl calling me in the midnight~
Of cause i did ask him about it~
But,he is just said that because miss me lo ^^ *sweet*
I can't stop smiling over the phone~
It was really SWEET and HAPPY!!
And he told me after chat with his baby's sure will sleep well~
*Sweet* the feeling is super sweet,no word can describe on it~
At the end .....Love U.....
A simple ~call~ cheers up a day for me,because is U ♥
What if others guy call me in the early morning??
Oh!!! No please..I never and will not pick up the phone and answer!!!
Cause u guys are not special to me ^^
Unless, u are my Only one's ♥, my family's ~~
By the way..
Ai Ren.. LoVe ♥ U

I am planning to take a photo shoot with my dear~
Since she was agree with it ^^
Police woman?? Nurse?? Teacher?? Student?? Bunny girl??
OMG!! what should i wear for the photo shooting??
But,i am sure it will be a nice shoot^^
Can't wait for it!!!

***** Now & Forever, i will be your man *****

Darling gave me a song...Now and Forever~~
I like it very much...I like the lyrics...
Now and forever, i will be your man..
It was make me feel the sweetness again and again!
And it will never END..

Today is my off day,but very busy~
Cleared my messy room and all my clothes and shoes!!
And i threw many of my old clothes ^^

By the way,i damn lazy to continue writing..
Just wanna share the song ^^
Once again..i like the song from my only one's very much ^^

^..........I only wanna be with U..........^

Before Darling called,i ready to press the button and post the video~
When i thinking of u,u gave me a call ^^
Really make me laugh till damn tired!! But i like it lo^^
I wanna speak out something from my mind~

>..........I only want to be with you..........<
I don't know what it is that makes me loves u so,
I only know i never want to let u go,
Cause u started something, can't u see,
That ever since we met, you've had a hold on me?
It happens to be true, i only want to be with u,
It doesn't matter where u go or what u do,
I wanna spend each moment of the day with u,
Look what has happened with just one kiss,
I never knew that i could be in ♥ like this,
It's crazy but it's true, i only want to be with u,
Now listen Darling, i just wanna be beside u everywhere,
As long as we're together~Darling i don't care,

Seriously,13-03-2010 before 12am~
* I miss u & love u * 1st time spoke out these words~
The feeling is sweetest than i expected ~

12032010 ~Happy Day~

Yuhooooo~ Today Agnes had a nice day with happy mood ^^

I miss my *tobby* so so so muchhhhh~ To my *tobby*:
What are u doing now and the whole day in stranger house??
U got cry or not??
Did u sleep well?
Do u feel happy or scared now??
Do u miss me??? (i miss u so much and i really do)
Did u eat fulllllll fulllllll???
Must drink plenty of water ya... Since u get sick le~
Do u know,i tried to don't let my tears fall from my eyes till very tired!!
I hope u can be happy every day without me T_T

Today,my Darling asked me some questions..
hahahahahahahahahaha
Darling...I am not a play girl,so i hope you are not as well~
You are serious to me,so...me too~
I hope the BIG PROBLEM won't effect our relationship~
But,it really make us more cherish the relationship and each other~
Darling,you are so lucky la^^ Coz u having me ^^ hahaha
I am a good girl than u think ^^ (i guess la) :p
I miss u very much~ Miss u more than i miss my dad's..
How wish i can see u NOW and want u to hug me tightly till i feel enough~
Hmm..But,it will only can happen few times in a year ^^

Friendship~
I don't wanna join the year end Taiwan trip d!!
I don't wanna explain and don't ask me ok!!!
Whatever,today is a happy day and now is 1157am ^^

110310 @ unh@ppy D@y (wanna release stress)

Today very unhappy!!!
Some one told me some things that make me not feeling well,angry,disappointed~
In the end,of cause make me unhappy lo~
Regarding the *Friendship* i don't know how come suddenly became like this~
*Forever* NO such thing!! This is my 2nd time to mentioned about it~
I don't hope i will mention the 3rd time!!
Otherwise,i rather to give up every things and please leave me alone..
Let me live without any one~ I don't want to listen any thing~
Don't tell me any thing~ Don't ask me any thing~
I'm really tired of it...I just wanna live in peace..
I don't want to listen any of the friendship problem..I don't know the truth..Don't ask me to give any comment..
Don't tell me others people bad things as i not interested to know~
Even the person is BAD..also not my business..and not your business as well~
You told me that,maybe just wanna concern me...Maybe!!
But,somethings only me know the truth..
I tired of listen the different story from the both sides!!
What can i do for your guys?? You guys are really important to Agnes OK!
I very stresssss laaaaaaa............................
I need to take care of my family already very tired..
I don't wanna get stress from the friends side,please!!
Like that,who should i talking to???
I kept too much things and secrets in my mind...
My memory card already full!!! I don't want save any unhappy or sad things in my memory card anymore!
I do hope you guys can settle the problem as soon as possible~
After this week,i hope can out for gathering with yours again..
I got many things wanna share with you guys!!!

I am so sorry to my pet *Tobby*
What i promised to him,i never done any to him even one!!
I spoiled all the promises..
My mom's told me,if he knows to speak,sure will tell me *I Hate U*
Sorry..I didn't take care of u as i always give many reasons!!
I got times to go for clubbing,beer session,gathering,party,shopping......
But i never spend my times for u..
I think is because of your *Dad's* !!!!! He also spoiled all the promises to me!
You shouldn't involved into it~ I am not a good mummy..Sorry!!

Was in a bad mood for the half day..Sorry to my Darling~
Don't know how to tell u those things,so i choose not to tell~
I don't wanna be a girl just know to create problem to people especially my Darling^^

I think i am a strong girl,i think i am tough enough..
But..no one knows~~i am really tired to be a strong girl..
Some times,i hope...don't be a strong girl,don't be so tough!!
I am just a little girl,a normal girl,a non special woman!!
But,i never know what is *peace* what is *pamper* what is *soft*
Thanks my Darling,you are the one who let me know what is *pamper*
You are a special one to me...
You are different,not same as my ex bfs and admirers ^^
Don't know how to describe~
Maybe this is a most special case in my life~
Maybe this is the *miracle* in my life~
Maybe this is the special gift from Cupid's in my life~
Maybe the God's knew i tired of take care peoples,so sent you to me^^
Maybe Maybe Maybe.....
I don't care all of the *maybe*
As long as i am happy to be with you NOW and FUTURE~
Recently,you are the one always make me happy~
You are the one can let me forget about *sad* unhappy* stress*
Unbelievable isn't ????? But,it is true!
How lucky am i NOW?? & i do hope my future also can be the same~
Because of u..I will be a lucky girl forever ^^
Yuhooooo~ Feeling much better now ^^
A brand new day ^^

10-03-2010 Thick-skinned..........> U..........> Mr N

First day of Blackberry Road Show at Sg Wang~
Super super super boring...
Nothing special,just a boring Wednesday!!
Luckily,my Belover Darling Babi Cat almost accompany me the whole boring working day ^^
Nothing to do but still feeling TIRED..
Damn suffer la...Working at Sg Wang but can't shopping !!!

Mr Nicholas,pleases stop disturbing me!!!
Yesterday received your bbm,conversation as below:
Nic: Miss U
Nes: Why miss me
Nic: YES!! Everyday
Nes: But u know i never and won't miss u
Nic: I never stop hoping
Nes: But my heart is never and won't belong to u as u knew it
Nic: I will try
Nes: My heart is belong to some one else
Nic: You didn't gave me chance
...............bla bla bla!!!!! Sienzzzzz
P/s: I do hope u can stop waiting me and also stop hoping me will give u a good answer!!You told me u will never stop waiting till the day of stop breathing,please don't do this kind of stupid thing and don't tell me this kind of bullshit!!! It will make me feel scary only instead of touching!!Thanks~

My Darling today hutang me one thing again!!
Shopping with me ^^
Today i very guai lui loh!! Breakfast Lunch Dinner and Supper ^^
And of coz medicine for my stomach.. wanna fully recover soon and eat ice-cream!!
But,i don't think it can fully recover soon lo!!!
Every time working for road show also make me not feeling well,stomachache is for sure!!!
DARLING..........I wanna seeeeee U.....