Stressssssssss & in a relationship

Recently damn stress~ Really make me super tired..
Almost everyday go for beer!!!
I understood alcohol can't help me solve all the problem..
But,what to do???
Luckily,some one taught me:
Smile at the problem ^^ I am trying to make it to possible~
Fine!!! Stop talking about my sad unhappy!!!

In a relationship ^^
Hahahahaha.....in a relationship again^^
Fast isn't?? lolxx
This time is having a very special relationship with Daryl^^
Far distance love~ Super far..
I don't know how will it work? success??
Because it's a impossible mission~
How to maintain the relationship without meet with each other often??
This relationship can't work like what a normal couple doing..
Such like*
lip2lip hand2hand shoulder2shoulder chest2chest face2face
Even shopping, dining, movie >< all are impossible!!
Maybe we can only meet each other 1 or 2 times a year ><"
Hmm.. But,it will make us more cherish this special relationship!
I hope this impossible mission will be a success case in my life~
Your friend's told me that you are a good guy,a caring guy,a smart guy!!
NOT a player..
I believe..My 6 senses..My feeling...
Even your *look* not like a good guy..hahahahaha
I think when my mummy's see u,sure............ ><"
But my mom's damn open minded la!!! No worries~
As long as you treat me good and got career ^^

P/s: To my Darling
Darling ah...Some times i really feel like to hold your hand,
give me a kiss,hug me tightly,especially CLUBBING together^^ Yeah~
I don't know la...Just got the feeling to need that from U~ I know
it's hard to make it...So i can only dream about that! Darling,earn
more money and come back ya^^ I will try to go SA meet u..Actually i
like SA but u always mentioned that is a shit country ><" haha...Miss u
and Love u~
From your Bi^^

I still believe on that *Word*

I still believe on that *word* .....LOVE.....
Even had too many bad things happened..
But,i still believe~ Life is full of HOPE~
Should thinking on *positive* but not *negative*

I am waiting for my LOVE...
My true LOVE...
And i do hope the LOVE can be a happy ending in my life~
I do hope the next true LOVE will be my FINAL love~
Is my Cupid start shooting already??

Far distance LOVE~
It's really hard to maintain the relationship..
Unable to meet often,kiss, hug, pillow talk and ect..
It's too bad..
But,as i mentioned..Nothing is impossible~
The *HOPE* can to be a *MIRACLE*
If work hard for the hope,i believe will have miracle!

I just follow the feeling,and i trust on my feeling..
My six sense ^^
Finally,today u told me that u should stop bother me anymore!
You SAD but happy for me,because i got a target ^^
But you never answer my question!!!You never answer!!!
I asked u,how come can't treat me as your normal friend??
You never and never answer..........

Feeling~

What's feeling?? An indescribable thing..
Only u can understand and only u can know~

Special feeling?? Another indescribable thing..
The special feeling is only for special one!!
For Nes, special feeling is only for some one that attracted
me! Some one that i love, i miss^^

To N,as i mentioned and told u many times already!
Never have the feeling with u,that's what we called no feel~
I really can't force myself~ Respect me please!!
Once i told u stop waiting and begging,then u should stop it at all..
Yesterday,my MSN status * Miss-ing U *
You asked me who i miss? The answer of cause is NOT u..
You said you are SAD~
You keep asked me who's that? I didn't answer your question~
You said: I no more chance at all..
Actually,i don't know what should continue to talk with u..
The last conversation is SAD then off line already~
I thought you won't contact me anymore since u know me miss some one
else~ But,today u msn me again and i didn't reply u~
I hope u can treat me as your normal friend, but i know u can't!!

I miss some one,got the special feeling with him^^
The one can make me happy,got a lot of topics..
Can let me feel the Sweet,Warm and maybe the LOVE feeling~
Nothing is impossible~
What's the next step? Don't know!
I trust Cupid^^ Arranging for me^^ The FATE^^
I don't know what u think..The same feeling??
But we have a big BLOCK..Not easy to be together..
Nothing is impossible?? Is that true?

A lot of peoples always said i am a clubbing girl~
Always ask me why always go clubbing?
Hey,please la!!! Not always!!! Seldom la!!!
I am a single now..I just enjoy the happy club moment with
me friends,my buddies^^
I am single and go clubbing doesn't mean i wanna get a water fish
or replacement or boyfriend or husband from there..
I am good girl la!!! My inner self also not bad what!!!
Damn...

24-02-2010

Today is my friend birthday -Jamie-,i never forget her D.O.B!!
Last year,was celebrate for her b'day at KLCC Sakae Sushi with my
Ex boyfriend!
I bought a box of Dark Chocolate as a present for her..
She like it^^ Of cause,coz she told me she want dark chocolate!
This year,i didn't celebrate for her..
Because something happened in year 2009 September >< SAD!!
What i can do? I lost a best sister..
Everything keep changing!!
Cherish the relationship,friendship that i having now..
Because i don't know it can last for how long?
Is it longer than i think??
By the way, wish her Happy Birthday 26~

LoVe:
If i fall in love, it will be forever,
or i won't fall in love...
I always trust my feeling,it will tell me the
guy is it suitable!!
The feeling is indescribable,only Agnes can understand!
Even the person that i don't know much,but the feeling
is -true-,i will go for it as well~
The person that i knew since long time ago but the feeling
is..........no feeling!Then no point to continue~
I just wanna be a normal friend with MR N,but he said he don't
want to see me loving other ><
So,what can i do? No feeling then what for continue?
Waste time! So i keep rejecting!
Got the special feeling with some one,so i like to chatting
with him..He can make me feel warm and happy and sweet^^
That's what the girl need and want!
I am planning to go for a short holiday trip ^^

p/s: Save $$$$$ lah NeS.. Always shopping shopping ><
Okies!!! I am trying!! But shopping can make me happy what!

新年

今年的新年过得特别忙碌，特别有事情发生！

年三十晚，等待着吃团圆饭时。
不停的和你msn，真的有影响我的心情。
我也知道你也被我影响到！
你所问的问题，我自己也不知到如何回答！
本小姐真的懒惰去想。
我要你放弃等待，你却给我那些回答！
我不知到该感动还是厌倦！
算吧！我还是选择不去想先！

年初一，凌晨四点载我弟去看医生。
食物中毒咯！
一大早起床扮美美后就去小舅母家吃素！
然后一大伙儿去看电影，大兵小蒋。
其实，除了吃，看外就没什么事情做了！
天气超级热。。

我懒惰继续写下去，没什么心情！！
今天是年初三。。

时间不会为你而停，机会不会为你而逗留！

今早看到facebook 你写的status。
我可以感觉到你和他发生了一些事，如果我没想错的话！
我并不是要关心你们，因为所有一切关于你们的事已和我无关！
相信我，已经一点都没有生气你们了。
因为和你分手后，我的日子过得更好 ^^
我也不是要炫耀什么，我所说的都是发自于内心！
希望你们想清楚后才做决定。
大家都是成年人，别因为小事而做出幼稚的决定！
那只会让你们后悔！
时间不会为你而停，机会不会为你而逗留！
想清楚了，觉得应该的，才做决定！
但，我也听你说了好几次要放弃。结果都一样啦！
我明白为什么，只因为不舍得！
还是因为不甘心？？
因为你为他付出了很多，你不甘心就这样放弃？？
那份爱真的比你想象中深吗？
对于你说的死心，你认为你能做到吗？
我只能说，时间是最好的医生！
如果你相信你能做到，那就go head!!!
如果你觉得没了他，你会过不了日子，那就算吧！
有些东西就算说出了口，也没什么大不了！
无论如何，我还是可以很大方的祝你有个好的决定 ^^

TOBBY

好久没认真的看看我的小狗了。
好久好久没和它聊天了。
好久没抱它了。
好久没让它从那笼子里出来跑跑了。
好久没载它出街吹风了。
我绝对承认我是一个不好的主人！
我从没否认过！
我知错，但至今都还没改！
我真的很对不起它！
对不起 对不起 对不起！！
我虽然和你的爸爸分开了，但他还是有尽他该尽的责任！
他是疼你的。。
但，之从他离开后！再也没人和你玩了！
家人们都要我把你送给别人。。。
我很自私，我不舍得！
不舍得你离开我，但我却没做我该做的！
对不起！！TOBBY..