"朋友" 我需要吗?

知心的朋友真的没几个？这是不久前体会到的！也才知道我真的不需要那帮人。
刚认识她们时，我知道我亲爱的不喜欢她们..一路以来我亲爱说的话都会实现，他有预知能力？
才不是呐！只是他心水比较清，头脑比较好，他说的话很有道理，每一句话都能说服人..

朋友，好朋友，知心朋友~~~
朋友的定义对我来说只是一班我认识你而你又认识我！！
好朋友就是长联系的，知道大家最近的生活。
知心朋友通常没几位，因为........................

我也一样，只有几位，很少联系但感情都不错..我可以在她们身上学到很多东西。
我们想的东西都差不多，要的东西也一样，很少有争吵。
和她们一起没有压力，不会想到不开心的事！真的很舒服。。

我想再过不久，这些我想要的都不难!!!
过了四年糟糕的生活，今年是新的开始，也是继续四年前的生活！
那糟糕，另人讨厌，不想再回想的烂生活，从现在起永远都不会再出现在我的美丽日子里 ^o^

谢谢那些所谓的朋友，是你们让我知道我是不需要你们出现在我的生活。。
喝茶，夜蒲，下午茶，唱K，Shopping，看戏，聊天，我的假期都不需要你们 ^_^

之前和你们过的日子~~开心，快乐，难忘...都是假的！

我需要的是四年前的朋友！我想要的是四年前的生活~~
不过需要加多一个人，那就是我亲爱的~~

美杉 "21岁" 生日~~现在才与你们分享

Jamie, Jia Jia, Me, Tiffy, Carmen~~


Me and darling loh~~ Seldom take photo with him~~ Because i don't like to
take photo..haha

Group photo ^o^
Johnny, Jacky, Jeffery, Jamie, Jia, Me, Darling, Tiffy, Carmen, Evelyn..
And still got 1 guy but i forgot his name already..hehe

***
In Neway..
They all reached at 830pm but i told them reach at 7pm..
It's my friends attitude..
What's my birthday wish?? Hmm.. Really forgot already.. But i think is about
money..haha!!!

My birthday present is Coach bag from darling..
Versace perfume and some some from friends..
I love that :)

But long time didn't hang out with them already :(
All busy busy busy...No money No money :(
Me too :p haha~~~

I started teaching dance class loo ^_^

I just back from The Dance City/Yoga City, just finished a dance class..
But, i am not a student in the class ^o^ I am a teacher in the class of DCPC.
Today i taught them some Tap step/ Turning/ Triple run.. This time is more
more better than last CDPC class that i taught.. This time everything going
smoothly and my student knew what i was teaching.. Ha ha... Is because i am not
lazy, i went to Kinokuniya and Borders last week and bought some dance book/magazine..
1) Teaching Children Dance RM 150.00++
2) Yoga For Children RM 50.00++
3) Dance RM 15.00++
4) Yoga Life RM 12.00
5) Yoga Life RM 9.00
6) Dance Magazine RM 24.00++
7) Yoga For Your Type RM 50.00
8) Body Story RM 28.00++
9) Step By Step Ballet Class RM 50.00++

Wow!!!!! RM 400.00++~~~Damm poor now :(

But i think these books and magazines can for me to use for a long time :)
I can't shop in book shop, i will become poor girl~~~

Hope can get more job and earn more money lah.. If not, my bank book will show
RM 0.00 already.. Woooooooowooooowoooooo...

新发型 好运来啰~~~

I just cut my hair and did reponding ..
Why suddenly did it???
Is because in this year, my life became bad and bad..
So my darling and my mother ask me to change new hair style
and cut a bit ^-^
After i cut my hair, i felt my life really become good and lucky :)
I get more jobs after i did it~~ Means i earn more and more money loz~~
hahahahahahahahahaha ^o^
So isn't a good news??
Now what should i do is work more hardly for all jobs and learn
more hardly for all kinds of dance a_a
If i still believe luck and still be a lazy girl, don't think i can go
oversea on coming year :)
Hope this new hair style will keep bringing me more good luck and
more jobs and more more money ^o^

Final Decision

到了这一刻，我选择改这篇文~~

没原因，就是想改！

可能是我想通了的关系吧！

恭喜我吧！

Bad :( Sad :( Stress :(

Unlucky..badly..sadly..

AH.....Stressful..
I hate these few days, all the bad things came to me!!!
I hate working, hate driving, hate meeting, hate all the client..
Why?? Why me???

Why now a day, work in line of event/modeling are so difficult!!!
Why all the client are same?? All delay payment..
Cheating my payment, only few thousand ringgit..
Just a litter money also don't want to pay me!!!
I need to use my money to pay my girl?? No way!!
What can i do??? I only can try my best to keep calling, keep asking them everyday~~
Waist my money to sms and call them, actually my money is not worth to use for that bad
client, right??
Why?? Why me??? Why play me???

Really feel like to stop all the jobs and stop every things in KL.
I wanna leave from KL~~~
Don't want to stay here anymore..
Don't want meet all event freelancer, don't want meet my friends!!!
Only connect with my darling and family~~~

Where should i go???
A place of peaceful/happiness/fresh air/nobody know me~~~
Ya~~~ Ice island~~~ ^o^

Go alone!!!
Nobody accompany me, nobody chat with me, nobody ask me,
nobody play with me, nobody share food with me!!!
Having 3 meal alone, read book alone, sleep alone, dance alone, sing alone,
play alone, shopping alone, walk alone, watch TV alone, drink alone, swim alone,
clubbing alone~~~

Bring 2 bags~~~
few tops, few pants, few skirts, few dresses, 1 slipper, 1 spot shoes, 1 shocks, 1 high heels,
all makeup tools in a small bag, sun glasses, some medicine, ballet tap jazz point shoes,
yoga map, note book, pen, book, map, hand phone, cash, credit cards.. That's all~~

Don't ask where am i~~ Don't ask who am i~~ Don't ask my name~~
Don't ask my age~~ Don't ask where i from~~ Don't ask how long i stay~~
Don't talk to me, just leave me alone..

I won't stay in hotel, because i am just a poor litter girl~~
My money only for my meal,dance class fees..
I will try to work in dance school and sleep in dance school..
So that i don't need to pay for accommodation :)

Just dance for whole day.. No stress, very relax to enjoy my whole day :)
That's what i need now~~

开始教舞蹈课啰 ^o^

Am i a top student in ballet class?? haha... don't know!! Only know that i am a lazy student!!
So i stop to dance almost 4 years..
But this year 2008 i decided to continue all my dance classes..
Ballet,Contemporary,Tap,Jazz,Yoga,Pilates..
But need a lot money to pay the fees ya~~~
So i decided to supply girl to work as a dinner girl in night club.
Only this way i can earn more money and got time to go for dance classes..

Today i think is my lucky day,because aunt Amy's told me that,my lovely teacher Miss Liew's
asked me start to teaching dance class.
So happy but afraid something..
Because i am not really understanding what is CDPC class..
So i don't know what should i prepare?? what should i teach??
what should i tell my student?? What should i wear??
Ballet mix yoga?? Yoga mix jazz?? Ballet mix modern dance?? Tap mix mordern dance??
DON'T KNOW AH!!!!!
I'll try my best~~ I believe i can do it well~~
I can't make my teacher/family/boy friend/friends disappoint again~~

all of them will supporting me always right??
Tomorrow wanna go KLCC Kinokuniya book store buy a book.
Last few day i bought a book from there-Step by Step Ballet Class-..
This time i want buy -How to teach children dance-..
I think i need it and the book is useful for me~~~
RM 100++ is that worth??
Why all dance books are so expensive??