♥ ♥ CNY ♥ ♥..........2010

Was having a happy Chinese New Year in year 2010~
The weather was super HOT!!
I rather stay at home instead~
But my job is a driver ♥
Job scope is fetching my family to everywhere @_@
Errr...The first CNY without Mr Mok..
Just.....Too.....Won-der-ful ^^ Yeah

Went to Number's hometown *Taiping* with my best buddies~
Thanks for the transport,the meals,the home stay..
Thanks to number's family^^

Attached some of the CNY dinner photos ♥

♥Nes with younger brother♥He sayang me very much♥
**But i always scold him** :p


♥The 1st family dinner in year 2010♥
Normally,only has 3 times Family dinner in a year..
As i only met my Daddy's 3 times for every each year!


♥Went to Sam's house before back to KL♥
.....Ipoh.....


♥Take photo....all the times..
♥Because i wanna remember everything in my life...
♥Ops..the nasi lemak very yum yum yummy ^^


♥Miss you ya Vivent♥
Taiping 2 days 1 night..
I miss my hometown *Pahang*


♥Darling Daryl.....This *duck mee* super yum yummy!!
Go for it with your baby's (me la) :p when u back to Malaysia OK ♥
P/s: But i don't know where's the place!!


**CNY dinner with buddies at KL Westin Hotel**
Damn expensive!!!!!


♥Wow!! We ♥ GUCCI.....


♥ Never stop to taking picture ♥ my hobby & our hobby..


♥Will never regret to take so much photos**
♥Photos = always remind me those happy & sad memories**


I ♥ Chinese New Year~ Do you??

♥ G6 ♥

Finally,i got the mood to updated some of the Feb'10 memories~

Clubbing ♥ G6 ♥
**last gathering**
(can say so,cause after this,everything was changed)

♥ before drink...damn bored ♥


♥likes to clubbing with my dear Chrys♥
**errr.....i am not that FAT as u see OK**
^camera problem :p^


♥non-stop photo-ing is what i always do♥


♥Just a memory & it will not be happen in my life anymore♥


♥peoples said i look like Japanese but not local,ya meh??♥
**Sometimes they don't even dare to talk Chinese & Malay with me,cause they thought i am not local!! Speechless**
♥Group pic♥ Party END..


It was a very fun night..
Thanks to the guy for paying the Flaming :p
**Me and Vent went to the bar and would like to order the Flaming,the guy came and said pay for us** hahaha
Sorry to the another guy,he would likes to buy us a set of shooters,but we didn't take it due to the bartender too slow to makes us the drink..
Anyhow,thank to you ya~
2am..Party end and went to Bangsar MCD for supper ♥

I don't think this happy memory will happen again~
Sad.....
Agnes misses you guys very much~

~~~Let's pictures telling for my ♥heart♥~~~

Broke with my Ex about half year ago..
Forgotten what's heartache and painful..
And i never to give up for my love..
I've waiting for my love and wondering who will be my next lover and wish him will be my last ♥




Finally,my cupid came to me ♥ And he did bring you to me ♥
In the same time,your cupid's did it to you as well...
.....Then.....
Our hearts>>>>>>>>>>Connected ♥




But,you are so far away~
I am waiting for you..
Distance>>makes us cherish each other more and more~




I do miss you every day and each moment ♥
I knew you are same as me ♥
What you did for me,i do know,that's one of the reason to makes me fall deeply for you ♥
And ONLY YOU~




You told me...
I hold the key for your heart ♥
It belongs to me and only me...
Now & Forever.....*sweet*




I only willing to let your hands to fit the spaces between my fingers~
Once you hold my hands~
Promised me.......
Don't simple to lets me go...♥




I just want you to give me a big hug..When.....
You.....
See me.....
Can you feel how sweet and warm? ♥




It's what i wanna give you ♥♥♥♥♥
a kiss without reason...
I will cherish every minute when being with you..




I wanna walk along the beach with my Darling,Mr Daryl ♥
Hold my hand...
Lets me lean my head on your shoulder...
Listen to the natural music by the ocean..
Tell me you love me so much ^^
One day,we will be apart..
I will be at the other side of the sea..
But...
Our hearts>>>>>still connected ♥




We will be having a happy holiday~
Because we have each other~
But..........
Is time to say Good Bye..
And we don't know when will meet again~
Alone again..
But i will never be afraid...
Cause you are always in my heart to accompany me ♥



I am afraid to touch you..to hold your hand..to hug you..
Cause i know..
I will never be able to let go ♥

P/s: Darling...Miss your voice again ♥

**to others..don't tell me u r envy him again ok^^***

All woman born for ♥ loving ♥

A little boy asked his mother:"Why are you crying?"

"Because I am a woman."She told him.

"I don't understand"he said.

His mum just hugged him and said:"And you never will."

Later the little boy asked his father:"Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?"

"All woman cry for no reason."Was all his dad could say.

The little boy grow up and became a man, still wondering why women cry.

Finally he put in a call to God, when God got on the phone, he asked,"God, why do women cry so easily?"

God said:"When I made the women, she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world; yet, gentle enough to give comfort.

I gave her inner strength to endure childbirth, and the rejections many times comes from her children.

I gave her hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complains.

"I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even her children has hurt her very badly.

"I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart."

"I gave her the wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strength and resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly."

"And finally, I gave her a tear to shed. That is her exclusively to use whenever it is needed."

"You see the beauty of a women is not the clothes she wears, the figure she carries, or the way she combs her hair."

"The beauty of a women must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where the love resides."

♥ Touching ♥

I'm going to write something about what's my Darling did for me^^
Because i do feel very touching and happy after i sent out the 1st
sms to him~
What he do for me is just makes me feel like to cry..
Nope! He didn't bully me at all~
What i meant for the *cry* is touching till i feel like to cry :p
OK???

He brings the tears to my eyes ♥
He makes me smile ♥
He makes me laugh ♥
He makes me mad ♥
I misses HIM like crazy ♥
I don't even want to lose you ♥
I can't imagine if the day without you ♥
I hope you are my last,Cause no one will treat me better than you ♥
No one could changes my love for you ♥

Just now,my Darling told me that he's learning hard to using his 1st BB~
I know he sure will pissed off when typing the keypad~
Cause it's really not SO user friendly :p
Have to take time to learn..But i am sure he can do it~
He told me that he want me to know everything that he do and changes about himself is just for me ♥
If you are a girl,i think u can understand what's my feeling when a guy do those sweet things to me ♥
Guys couldn't understand the feeling~
Never and ever~
It was too meaningful to me ♥
I do cherish you..Treasure what we having ♥

To my Darling Daryl,
This time i dare to say..Loves you FOREVER ♥

Topic 2:
Today had so many real stupids in my outlet~
Non-stop asking me stupid question~
Guess what i did?? :p
I've just shown them my *black face*
ha ha ha ha ha.....
I think they were get what i mean,so just said TQ and bye bye :p
Am i really so naughty??
Lolx..I kena marah by my Darling!!!
He said i am a naughty girl..Cause i didn't tell him about my health and keep those as a secret~
He gonna cubit my ass!! lolx
I promised him already..Will be a good girl and will tell him everything that i should let him know ^^ ♥
Every time when i talking about him or think about him...The smile always on my face♥

~~~Mood = same as the weather~~~

Today had a very nice Morning..
Hot weather,Uncle Sun's was working very hard!
My mood was very good ^^
..............................
Until Afternoon,felt damn hungry already..
But canteen didn't open!!
Fine! Happened again!! Guess what!!!
What else??!!! gastric again..
..............................
Time to finish work and go home..
Damn it!!! Was stuck in the parking bout half an hour!
Wasted my time and i really very hungry!!!
..............................
Many months aunty didn't visit me already~
Again..My hormone really unbalance!!
Just because my life,my time,my meal...
Makes my hormone in unbalance situation..
Oh My God!! Damn weak...
Hormone unbalance makes my temper very bad..
..............................
Thanks to all my dearest..
Sorry to you guys because makes yours to worries about me!
I'm OK now..
Loves yours so much~
..............................
Every times,when i in a bad mood~
Only HIM could makes me happy~ Even just a call or sms~
Today,my buddy asked me~
Why choose HIM?? So far..Long distance good meh??
I just replied~
So far is OK...No answer for why i choose HIM :p
Love for no reason..Choose for no reason~
Then my buddy told me *i can feel that he's treat you good*
Ya~ That's why i love HIM so much~

...............................
Counting down~another 12 days to go~

Out OF Control

In a super bad mood,since morning till now..
Never has a smile on my face~
I just don't even know what's smile already..
Your guys one by one came and pissed me off!!
So fun huh??

Stop the topic as i don't wanna know any about the suck case anymore..
Bullshit..
I damn angry at you..
I think you were know it...So??!!!
Can't you stop talking bullshit to me?
Can't you stop finding reason to cover your fault??
I know and we knew OK!
Please admit that's your fault,if you are gentlemen..
But,what i think is you are NOT..
I hope you will stop being a player..
We don't ever hope will bring along fruits and visit you at hospital one day..
You better pray for don't let me know more details about the case...
I can't promised myself will not going to scold you or you might not my friend's anymore~
You guys know me well,know what's my temper well~
I seldom treat a friend likes this way..
This time i did..
I damn angry at what you did..



When a good BF became a bastard..
When a friend became a stranger..
When a good guy became a public enemy..

I really very unhappy now..
Time could changes everything..everything and everything~

今天看到有意思的句子。
如果因为远距离而不爱了，那就不是真正的的爱！

下一句看到的是：
其实，一杯热咖啡，是否比电话里的千百句安慰来得更温暖？？而事实上，大部分的人，都选择了热咖啡。。而有些人，更宁愿，让另一半能够拥有那一杯热咖啡，而不是在他/她需要她/他时，连个拥抱都不能给。

接下来：
那如果遠距离他/她是愛你.但他/她耐不住寂寞而跟別人發生了關系呢?那算什么?? 有時候我真不明白什麼是真正的愛..就好像電影所演的.明明兩人相愛.卻跟其他人在一起了。

再接下来：
寂寞不能拿来当跟别人发生关系的借口。。真的耐不住寂寞，请分手后再和另一个人发生关系吧。。相爱是两个人对彼此的感觉，而在一起，是一种关系。。关系维系于两人生活上的交集。。而感觉，却是抽象地。。

然后：
如果爱一个人而不能在一起对我来说太痛苦了. 如果不能在一起我宁愿不爱..
有人说爱得起也放得下... 真的可以做到吗?
如果可以很容易就放得下. 那叫做 *爱* 吗?

最后：
爱与不爱有时候不是大脑能决定的。。决定权在于心。。
痛苦是难免的。。毕竟，只有让自己顿悟，面对现实，才能再爱上另一个人。。容易放得下，不是因为爱得不够深，而是面对了现实，无法再去爱。。