29032010 Normal as usual

Don't know what happened to my right hand...
It's painful and feeling out of energy...
Today let a Malay -chao sui- !!!
Damn...He was put his hand on my waist!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I sent an email to my boss,regarding my leave~
I wanna apply for 16th and 19th April'10...
Then my boss called and told me we will be having roadshow during the same date~
13rd until 18th April'10...
He asked me take leave for 19th till 22nd..
So,i said no problem lo...
It does means my operation will changes to 19th,hopefully the doctor is available~
Because i will only call them to changes the date for me on tomorrow~
I do scared pain..scared blood..scared scar..
But,what to do???
I have to take good care of myself after the operation!
Thanks for those support from my family and best buddies~
If without you guys,i don't think i will go for it~
You guys makes me brave enough :p
Especially to my Darling,even he don't want,but he's still support me~
A special *power* received from him..
And the power did work on me~
Thinking of him,i am not scared anymore~
How special it is??!!!
Because i love him,just because he's too special to me~

Tomorrow will going to bukit bintang help the dealer for one day!!
And got to go NY settle the RM1500 deposit,i think i will changes it to special facial treatment ^^
I can't wait for the operation ya!!!
Fast fast do,fast fast recover,fast fast back to party life~
I will stop clubbing life for 2 months!!!
Be a good girl stay at home and let it fully recover as soon as possible~

♥ Only you and just only you ♥

The smile on your face,let's me know that you need me ♥
there's a truth in your eye's ♥
saying that you WILL NEVER LEAVE ♥
the touch of your hands ♥
says you will catch me,whenever i fall ♥
***I will never ask for more than your love ♥***

Only you could brings me happiness~
Only you could let the smile appear on my face~
Only you could cheers up my bad day~

Just now almost argue with my Darling~
I damn scared..
I know he's cares about me,concerns me~
Actually,i am worrying..something.....
By the way,i could feel that he was damn angry and disappointed just now..
Sorry my Darling~
I am very happy^^ Because just now i did chatting with him on the phone^^
The feeling is just toooooo GOOD~
Even when the conversation starting we were unhappy~
Thanks for the *chicken* yea ^^
Let me make my Darling back to the Good Mood ♥
hahahahaha.....
Don't ask me why is the chicken :p (secret)

I do hope i won't meet any bastard in the future!
Thanks~ Because i really dislike got any unhappy case!
God bless..

Bad Sunday~ I just feel like to cry..........

I will keep silence from now on...
Don't wanna tell people anythings...
I will just keep it in my mind...
What a stupid girl i am...
What i bad luck girl i am...
Nobody understand my situation...
Nobody understand my feeling...
What i want is just a normal life with peaceful~
I am tired of those *fucking* life...
I were success out from the bad life~
I started my new life since one year plus ago..
I already don't care and no feeling with what others people talk cock behind of me~
You guys don't understand me,never mind...
You guys free to talk bad at me,i don't mind...
But..i were away from the bad life and really don't wanna remember those bullshit anymore~
Please don't remind me!
I tot today is a beautiful Sunday,but it definitely NOT!!
I am feeling so sad and down!
I am working hard to stop my tears falling~
God's,can i just have a normal life?
I don't wish for anything else~

Abnormal.....You are bad than a BASTARD!!!

Mr N...Just now u really seriously pissed me off!!
I so regretted to BBM you!!
If not about the profile pic,i will never wish for a chance to talk with u!!
Really wasted my golden times!!
And you were definitely spoiled my Saturday pretty night!!
I dislike the way that u talked to me!!!
If u didn't make me angry,i weren't type the F to you!!
You shouldn't replied me: Fuck?? Come la
What the fuck is that? Is it the way u talk to a girl?
You are bad than a bastard!!
I am seriously..You are make me ANGRY..
I just can't forgive what u cheated me just now!!
When i knew the truth,u gave me a reason..
You said it wasn't consider as Cheat..It is tactics!!
It seem like not your fault!!
Bullshit!!!
You lonely then please look for *alor chick*
Don't kacau me!!!
Don't ask me out for movie..I will not date with u!!
And you are so weird!!
Alone watch 4 movies!! You are not a normal human!!
You should stay at Tanjung Rambutan there!!(if i not mistaken,the place is suit him right)
I am now could understand how come your Ex girlfriend did that at you!!
If i am your girlfriend,i will do so!!!
Fucker...Disappear!!!
Don't try to spoil my mood anymore!!!
You are bad than a bastard!!!
You are stupid than a stupid!!
You are so rude to a girl!!!Damn you!!
Really don't want to waste any time to talk you d!!
Let me back to my pretty mood please..........

27032010 A Day.....*o* just miss u as usual *o*......

Saturday 1020pm Hotly

a night for me to let myself become more pretty :p
**Rose facial scrub + Rose facial mask
**Waxing
**Japan sea salt body scrub
**Hair mask
Ending with Shiseido + SK2 + body lotion ^^
Good smell~ Love myself~
Give a kiss to myself for this pretty night ♥
Muackssssssssss.....

This Saturday not a clubbing night to me~
But,next Sat night will be~
Can't wait for it...
Driver David,please don't be late!!!
I will be a sexy hot chick and dances with you guys ^^
To those fucker:
Don't hug me if you are drunk!
Don't touch me if i too sexy :p hahaha
Don't kiss me if i too friendly!!
Please watch out if one of you do that at me!
I don't hope will have any unhappy case happen~
Behave your self~ Don't let me to slap people ya ^^

♥ My Love ♥
My Darling is too naughty today~
The 1st sms of the day from him:
The msg wrote by him and in Mandarin!
What i guess he is just know to write and speak wo de ai ren,wo ai ni,hen ai ni ONLY~
hahahahaha.....
I am lazy to reply him in Mandarin,because i need to explain to him after that~
Lolx..
He is so cute isn't ?? ^^
Yeap! He makes my day my life become more wonderful~
Thanks Cupid for brings you to me ♥
My Darling said he's misses me very much too, but he never complaint..
Complain?? Yup!!
Because his baby's girl always complaint that can't meet her Darling~
Ya Ya Ya...I always make noise :p
It's just because i do really miss him ♥ I really do ♥
As my friend or buddy..
You guys known how much i miss him right??
Forgive me about i too noisy and make noise to u guys :p
Before my Darling come back,i will continue be a noisy girl ^^
Hmm..But what i think is you guys already used to it~
Am i right??
Today,as usual..Can't stop to thinking of him ♥
How much i miss him??
How much i love him??
The answer is........

Especially to my special one ♥ * The day i fall in love *

Just an ordinary day ♥
started out the same old way ♥
Then i looked into your eyes and knew ♥
Today would be a first for me ♥
The day i fall in love ♥
On the day i fall in love ♥
Sky will be a perfect blue ♥
And i'll give my heart forever more ♥
Just someone who is just like you ♥
The day i fall in love ♥
People all say love is wonderful ♥
That the bell will ring,the birds will sing ♥
The skies will open ♥
Wonder where's that great big symphony ♥
Roll over beethoven ♥
Won't you play with me ♥

The day i fall in love~
The last i fall in love for you~
And only you ♥
And forever ♥

Love ....................>> of the day ♥

Chatting with you guys~
Few weeks didn't gathering,many things also didn't updated with me~
How come many of you guys damn unhappy recently??
I hope all of us also can be happy..Everyday and each moment~
All of us because of *love*,became a sad soul...
Love is too complicated~
Think too much will only makes you guys more suffer~
So,chill la OK ^^

My Baby's Boy:
Your Baby's girl is miss-ing your voice ♥
how can u make me miss you so much?
Do you know no one couldn't make me miss some one so much like you??
Never and ever~
Even any of my Ex! Not much like how much i miss you now~
You are just same like those *drug*,you poison my heart~
And my heart is needed you everyday ^^
How can my life live without you??
How can i live without your voice,your msg,your sweet words and your concern??
You were makes me fall for you deeper than you think~
♥.....>>♥.....>>♥.....>>♥.....>>♥.....>>
Do you remember what you told me on yesterday??
We promised each other,will try our best to do not argue with each other^^
I'll try my best to make you happy whenever you in a bad mood~
Because i know you will do the same way to me~
Promise me,don't leave me alone.....
Promise me,don't argue with me.....
Promise me,don't let my tears appear on my face.....
Promise me,don't let 3rd party spoil our relationship.....
Promise me,don't make me worry.....
Promise me,only can pamper me.....
Promise me,only can let me stay in your heart.....
Promise me,share all the sadness with me but not only happiness.....
promise me,accompany me whenever i need you.....

I could understand no one can completed all the promises~
No one is perfect in this world~
In the end,all the promises will spoil one by one~
I am happy that you never promised me anything BUT..
You told me you will try your best~
It was so good to me since i knew *promise* is just a boom!
When the promise gone,i won't too sad because you never promise to me^^

My Ex boyfriends did it,you guys did a good job!!
You guys simple to gave me promised~
And all of you spoiled all of those bullshits...
Talk is easier than do...
But don't simple talk to a girl~
Because girls are always believe in what a guy talk to them~
Love is a drama,we are an actor..BUT..Sorry~
I'm not a good actor..
I don't know how to act happy or unhappy~
I don't know how to simple to let my tears falling~
What i know is only use my true heart to love you~

Maybe,one day we will back to a normal friendship~
Maybe one of us hurt each other~
Maybe one of us do something wrong~
But..
What i can promised you is only
*i will only remember those happiness*
And..
What i want is be with you till the heart stop beating^^
I ♥ U
P/s: Hope doesn't make all readers feel *geli* la :p