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Friday, October 31, 2008

祕密

剛看完了一本書 -祕密-
實在有夠神奇!
看完了-祕密-後, 整各人都變得比之前開心!
我的生活真的比之前好!
所以我把這本-祕密-推薦給我的家人和朋友.
但每當我跟他們說這-祕密-,都沒人相信!
直到他們看完整本書才相信!

其實一年多前,我的朋友已告訴我這本書有多神奇和受欢迎!
但我都沒兴趣
直到上一兩个月,我的人生又再一次的碰到前所沒有的不娛快.........
超倒楣...........
超討厭...........
超可怕........... 的事情!!
去了一些可怕的地方! 見了一些可怕的人!
在那一星期所發生的事!
流了多少的眼淚..... 失去了多少的睡眠時間...
我這一輩子都不會忘記!

感謝我老板的祕密!
另到我的生活有所改變!
我每天的生活都是和開心離不開的!
謝謝祕密!

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Recently

I am thinking about my future study.
Where should i go?
NYC or Canada?
Any comment or suggestion to me?
I told my bf, he is so happy that if i leave to oversea for study.
Then he will be alone in Malaysia and be more free.
He can date with other girl and can go wherever without inform me.
That's what he answered me after i informed him about this news.
Make me so angry!!
Then i told him, he need to on his computer every moment!
So i can chat with him every day with using the webcam.
haha...
I am so happy that i can study in oversea.
What i need to do now is work hard,get more income,save $$,
get more dance experience from teaching and class,
learn english, practice yoga and dance everyday!
I believe i can do it. ^o^

This Friday me and Rachel will going to astro for a TV show.
Rachel will appear on astro (huan xi tai) a hok kian channel.
I will accompany her, i promised Ms Liew that i will take care of her since Rachel
don't have much experience of it.

Friday, September 12, 2008

Never forget

I have so much things to say.. I have so much things to talk.
I have so much things to think about.
But lazy to move my fingers to typing, lazy to open my mouth..
Lazy to use my brain..
So only write some in this post lol..

Today i went to a place, dislike the place..
I think no one would like the place.
Seriously!

The place make me so scary, worries, tired..
Won't go the place anymore i hope.

Tomorrow will going to temple (bai bai).
Hope god can forgive us!

Finding way to get more extra income.
If not, i don't know how long i still can (tahan).
After 4 months, should become more better i think.
Because the car load almost finish.
So every month can save RM800.. ^o^

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Yoga practical reports.....Make me headache..

Currently busy for my yoga teacher training course>>part of practical<<>>just try my best<<
Today is my off day, not going out for shop shop and any meal..
Staying in home, do the report.. Make the report done in 2 weeks, can i??

Still have 24 foundation class, 20 level class, 6 foundation class(phei yeen), 15 assistance class and 7 practical class haven't finished..
Wow..

Actually i have no much time to attend those class, now busy for teaching and working..
Hadda preparing the class plan.. Some times didn't prepared then just follow my mood.
Luckily no one know i didn't prepared :p
haha.....

付 出 回 报

是 否 付 出 过 就 会 有 回 报 ?
一 年 多 前 , 有 位 现 已 绝 交 的 朋 友 这 样 对 我 说 过 。
她 说 JASMINE的 男 友 又 买 名 牌 给 她 了 , 你 有 吗 ?
因 为 JASMINE的 男 友 在 他 们 刚 开 始 拍 拖 时 是 没 钱 的 。
有 时 候JASMINE还 会 帮 她 的 男 友 把 车 子 给 打 满 油 , 还 会 经 常 帮 忙 付 钱 给 吃 的 。
但 过 不 久 , 她 的 男 友 变 得 富 有 了 , 不 只 买 名 牌 给 她 , 还 提 供 吃 喝 玩 乐 衣 食 住 行 。 蛮 令 人 羡 慕 地 。
我 朋 友 会 这 样 跟 我 讲 的 原 因 是 其 实 我 也 那 样 地 和 我 男 友 辛 苦 过 。
但 在 和 我 朋 友 绝 交 前 , 她 是 还 不 知 道 现 在 我 和 我 男 友 地 生 活 。
在 她 眼 里 , 我 男 友 是 坏 的 , 对 我 不 好 地 。
因 为 她 都 知 道 我 男 友 曾 经 背 叛 过 我 。
从 那 件 事 过 后 , 我 和 他 的 感 情 都 变 得 更 成 熟 了 。
我 对 他 付 出 过 地 , 现 已 得 到 回 报 。
只 可 惜 我 坏 朋 友 却 看 不 到 。
现 在 很 多 人 都 很 羡 慕 我 , 因 为 有 位 好 好 地 男 人 疼 我 。
而 我 现 在 也 不 必 烦 金 钱 地 问 题 了 。 他 已 经 在 养 着 我 了 。
对 , 是 现 在 。 还 没 结 婚 啦 。 不 一 定 要 等 到 结 婚 才 可 以 养 我 地 。
其 实 , 如 果 你 真 真 地 有 对 人 付 出 过 , 即 使 是 默 默 地 , 那 人 肯 定 会 知 道 。
至 于 回 报 , 那 就 要 看 命 运 了。

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

August'08 ~~Yoga~~ YTC~~

1) Blair~~Me>Agnes Meisan~~Chris~~Julia


2) Celebrating with all YTC students for Blair&Julia


3) Last day 12/8/08>>The Dance City<<
2008 yoga teacher training course students

4) Agnes Meisan/Julia Graham/Emma and 2 litter sisters
>>Kuala Lumpur Pavillion<< for lunch ^o^
Hi all ^o^ almost 2 weeks didn't add new post already..

I just completed the YTC class,theory part.. Now starting a new part of YTC>>observation and
assistance.. And already started to teaching yoga class lol
I just started my new job in TDC, today is 4th day already lol
Actually nothing special, just do some easy paper work and teaching class only...
But just the first four days lol
Every Wednesday and Thursday i hadda wake up at 630am, because need to start work at 730am.. Yes!! Is morning, not evening!! Damm...
Already don't know how many year didn't wake up before 11am!!! Shit lol
Try my best!!! I will try to join the yoga class at 830am and 930am..
And no forget to do surya namaska- sun salutation.. haha...
I will see how long i can tahan (^_^) Give me some times lol
Never work for full time job!!!
All the jobs that i worked before are less working hour and with high pay!!!!!
Basically RM120 for 4 hours or RM240 for 6 hours~~
Can easy to earn up to RM3000-5000++ every month..
Now long working hour with low pay, but never mind~~~
Because i am under dance instructor trainee..TRAINEE without experience..
The offer from TDC is good lah.. As long as i can accepted lol

Talking about YTC first:::
I really like our theory class teachers..Blair and Julia..
Not only me, all of us also love and miss them so much...
Hoping they will come Asia again.. So that we can learn yoga from both of them..
Hope can make it soon... ^o^
Julia said she planning to go Bali, so we can go Bali join some yoga workshop with her..
Good ^o^ Make it as soon as possible
Importantly is save more money first.. Am i right??
Hahahahaha...

Monday, August 4, 2008

22 years old birthday

22 years old this year already.. Why so fast?? Am i old?? Oh no!!!

This year, my birthday only celebrated with my family only...
Went to Ampang having a nice korean stone bbq steamboat..
Really very nice ^o^
RM150 only for 5 person..

Celebrated without best friends,friends~~
Nothing different..Really!!!
Without friends, i happy..
No many present, i happy..
Don't need waist much money, of cause happy lol ^o^

My birthday present for this year:
Light on yoga
Human anatomy book
and few dance magazines...

Not expensive, not special...
But i like it...
That's what i need and want and look for..

Next year 23rd birthday, i would like to ask them buy for me some dance cloths or shoes..
Expensive.. haha...

Sunday, August 3, 2008

Yoga Teacher Training Course-Theory Class

Long time didn't add new post, is because i've very busy for my yoga theory class..

I likes the theory class that teaching by two lovely and professional yoga instructors from Ca...
Really gain more experience from them, learning more different things from them..

Few days ago, i just received mail from my teacher- Miss Liew(teacher joey) ^o^
She said: Keep on the good work, more importantly is gain from experience..
I won't forget what she mentioned..

These two weeks really really very very TIRED and busy...
Teacher Blair taught us Astanga Yoga, is more hardly than Hatha Yoga...
And we continued practice the asana work for three hours.. Never experience it...
Very hard and tired, but i like it (^o^)
Hope will have Yoga workshop in the future, so that i still got chance to learn more from the two lovely teachers..

20/8/08 i need to teach yoga class in sungai long.. I haven't ready yet.. I still haven't complete
the 80 hours yoga foundation.. I only joined yoga class for 50++ hours..
I need to preparing from now..

12nd august'08 is the last yoga theory class, times gone so fast, 60 hours yoga theory class complete in 3 weeks.. Only 57 hours, but i gain/learn/experience a lot from teacher Blair and Julia ^_^ Thanks~~~

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

September >> A nEw beGin<<

Wahahahahaha..........

I will start my first long term permanent job in September'08

Tomorrow will going to meet my boss and sign my first contract

So i am a girl under contract and can not teaching in other dance school

I am so happy, because all my request of the job scope and salary, my boss agreed..

I am just wondering why i so lucky?? haha... Kidding~~

I no need worries about money problem and no need always make interview..
Because i not going to continue event job.. It's my final decision..

I really tired in event line, tired to arrange interview, tired to find people work,
tired to worries payment problem, tired to deal with client..

I am just want to work in TDC, get monthly fix salary, do some easy paper work,
teaching and join many of different kind of dance classes..
Easy right??
That is what i need and want!!!

I hope i can help TDC solve down all problem, i will try my best!
I know got many student complain TDC management problem, so i hope i can help!!!

I will really to work hard ^o^
Trust me...
Go gO Go!!!

Friday, July 11, 2008

结束 开始

昨晚已经收到了最后一笔数!

但支票的日期是七月三十一日,不知道应该开心还是担心?
开心是因为终于收到支票了,担心是因为还不知道这张支票能兑换没?

所以在我还没把这张支票兑换成现金,我还是会有点担心地!

但我相信应该是可以兑换地!那么所有我想解决的事,都结束了!^_^

今天再给我见识到我男友地优点~~
本来还在想着要不要去舞蹈学院打工,因为合约和薪水的关系,所以另我想了一个星期都还没有结果!

但今天听了他的分析和解释后,我已有了答案!
我的未来生活除了在舞蹈学院打工外,我还得做些舞蹈演出和些兼职!
如果再不努力工作和赚多点钱,要不然都不知道要等到几时才能出国!

最近我都常跟自己说 -什么事都要亲力亲为- 这样才会成功!

我的舞蹈事业要开始啰!
谢谢 Mr Kwan and Miss Liew ^o^

Thursday, July 10, 2008

GiRL iN LoSs BUT fInAlly gEt wHat I wAnt

I think this time only is my real time to starting my new life.. Changing~~

I am so very luckily, because i have my real best friends/family members and 2 very important persons to help me!!!

They keep help me to changing a more wonderful and meaningful life..

Last few days, i still considering many many many about my future!!

I lost... I do not know what should do, but dance still in my mind... ^o^

Today i make a good decision~~ I do not know will change again or not, because nobody
know what will happen in the future right??

Hope every things will be alright for me ya~~~

After get full payment from the bad client (pub), i will consider to stop all event job..
Really disappointed.. And also very tired to do any about event.. No more meaningful..

Some more don't think i have extra time to manage girl already~~

Me will working in TDC soon, finally i go back to a place that i started my meaningful life..
And continue my meaningful and busy life.. haha...

So in my future life is only working in TDC, Teaching dance, Dance classes, Dance show only...
Wow!! Good ^_^ I like it~~~

Next Monday on, i will become a very very very busy girl.. I need to work for Marlboro job..
Attend yoga class and the theory class will start on 24th July...

I have no extra time to sleep and watch TV show already, haha...

The 2 very important persons really helped me much much much!!!
I owe them much much much too!!

Now i only hope i can collect the full payment from the pub, then every things about event are settle and END!!

Please.. Tonight i must get pay from the pub ah!!!

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

不会再变~~不会再放弃~~加油!!!


我承认我是一个没有什么意志力的人!!

经常改变,拿不下意见!

但我可以再这里大声的告诉你们,我对舞蹈是不会再有任何改变!

从今以后,你们看到的我都会和舞蹈是相连的~~

最近才发现,原来我 需要的 喜欢的---不是名牌!

不是上千零吉的包包,几百零吉的香水,几十零吉的时尚杂志,
名牌的服饰,一班只会和我去花钱 浪费钱的朋友!

原来我需要的只是~~

能容纳我舞蹈书本 舞衣 舞鞋 毛巾 钱包 铅笔盒 手机 笔记本
的一个便宜大包包就够了。

不需要香水,已不觉得汗味是臭的了。

需要的是舞蹈杂志 教育书 和 对我有用的书。

原来舞衣是最舒服的,只可惜价钱不便宜,所以都会在适当的时候人赞助一下!
哈..........
生日是七月十七号,下个月!
不要在送我无畏的东西了,送我舞衣或舞书吧!
我会很珍惜!!也会非常开心噢!

很久没和朋友们去花钱了,这是好事!我男友想必也很开心!

现在的我很享受瑜伽,这几天没和那八婆打工,没有压力。
上课时更专心,原来上瑜伽课时真的不能分心。

最近我在找工,希望能找到一份和舞蹈有关系的。

希望今年能过个快乐的生日!也希望能快快上BALLET!

加油 加油!!!

Monday, June 9, 2008

以后的幸福

如果我爸是有钱的话,我就不用这样辛苦了!

经常责怪他,但也没用,他永远都不会知道!

没办法~~~只好靠自己!打从十八岁开始就对他没希望了!

每个人的命运都不一样~~

从今以后都不可以在懒惰了!我相信我可以的!

因为我有一位害怕的人,她不需要骂我,只需要一个眼神,我就怕了!

也害怕会做错,害怕再度令她失望!

都不知道我的部落格几时才可以写些开心的事!

生日快要道了~~~今年的生日有点不同。

是从新接触舞蹈的第一个生日!

既使没有去年的朋友,我不会伤心!只会更开心!

因为我已不需要那些无畏的朋友~~~

有她们的日子,不见得好!但没她们的日子,就好些了!

要相信现在的辛苦,以后的幸福!

我还有一位永远都支持我的人~~ ^_^ SWEET ^o^

希望下一篇文会是好的,开心的~~

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

天意

有时候真的不轮到你想要什么就可以得到什么。
就算你以为就快可以得到的东西,不会变的东西,也会因为“天意”而突然间变了!
别以为肯定了的事是不会改变的!你错了!不够天斗的!

我也以为我从今年起,会与舞蹈结下不结之缘!
但还是天意难违啊!我想是我和舞蹈的八字不合吧!

别问我为何又突然间要放弃!你们以为我想的吗?
谁叫我有个不负责任的老爸!为何把家里的责任和负担都交给我!!
我就不能像其他舞蹈学生一样,专心的把舞练好,每月不需要烦家里的开资。
每月等家人给点零用钱就够了!但这样的生活,我想都不敢想!
在还不到十八岁,我就得负责家里的开资!

累了!真的累了~~~
在还舍得放弃舞蹈的时候,就放弃吧!
免得过多些日子,会更加不舍得!

老师,又再度的让您失望了!

Sunday, May 18, 2008

堕落

曾经有位舞蹈老师问过我们,也要求我们告诉她什么"堕落"
那时真的不知道该怎样!!因为那时的我还是位入世未深的年轻人。
结果就去书局买了本"圣经"来看看,不到一天的时间就把它给看完了。
第二天上课时只把一些有的没的都讲出来,结果不是老师要的。
但我已尽力了~~

过了四年,我想现在的我已经可以告诉老师了。
在这四年里,我的日子过得蛮糟糕。也不是我想要过的生活。
也就是所谓的堕落生活~~
依我的经验,应该可以告诉你们什么堕落!

2004 年是我人生转变的一年,2008 年也是我人生转变的一年。
2004年,另我转变的是..-我心里的魔鬼,不够的坚定的心-
2008年,另我转变的是..-我的老师和我亲爱的-

还记得和老师最后一次见面,还记得她对我说的话。
-mei san,在新的一年要有新的开始-

我很相信一句话>>你身边有什么样的人,你就会变成什么样的人<<
因为已发生在我身上,我已体会~~~

堕落~~~我讨厌~~

Saturday, May 17, 2008

"朋友" 我需要吗?

知心的朋友真的没几个?这是不久前体会到的!也才知道我真的不需要那帮人。
刚认识她们时,我知道我亲爱的不喜欢她们..一路以来我亲爱说的话都会实现,他有预知能力?
才不是呐!只是他心水比较清,头脑比较好,他说的话很有道理,每一句话都能说服人..

朋友,好朋友,知心朋友~~~
朋友的定义对我来说只是一班我认识你而你又认识我!!
好朋友就是长联系的,知道大家最近的生活。
知心朋友通常没几位,因为........................

我也一样,只有几位,很少联系但感情都不错..我可以在她们身上学到很多东西。
我们想的东西都差不多,要的东西也一样,很少有争吵。
和她们一起没有压力,不会想到不开心的事!真的很舒服。。

我想再过不久,这些我想要的都不难!!!
过了四年糟糕的生活,今年是新的开始,也是继续四年前的生活!
那糟糕,另人讨厌,不想再回想的烂生活,从现在起永远都不会再出现在我的美丽日子里 ^o^

谢谢那些所谓的朋友,是你们让我知道我是不需要你们出现在我的生活。。
喝茶,夜蒲,下午茶,唱K,Shopping,看戏,聊天,我的假期都不需要你们 ^_^

之前和你们过的日子~~开心,快乐,难忘...都是假的!

我需要的是四年前的朋友!我想要的是四年前的生活~~
不过需要加多一个人,那就是我亲爱的~~

Thursday, May 15, 2008

美杉 "21岁" 生日~~现在才与你们分享

Jamie, Jia Jia, Me, Tiffy, Carmen~~


Me and darling loh~~ Seldom take photo with him~~ Because i don't like to
take photo..haha

Group photo ^o^
Johnny, Jacky, Jeffery, Jamie, Jia, Me, Darling, Tiffy, Carmen, Evelyn..
And still got 1 guy but i forgot his name already..hehe

***
In Neway..
They all reached at 830pm but i told them reach at 7pm..
It's my friends attitude..
What's my birthday wish?? Hmm.. Really forgot already.. But i think is about
money..haha!!!

My birthday present is Coach bag from darling..
Versace perfume and some some from friends..
I love that :)

But long time didn't hang out with them already :(
All busy busy busy...No money No money :(
Me too :p haha~~~

Sunday, May 4, 2008

I started teaching dance class loo ^_^

I just back from The Dance City/Yoga City, just finished a dance class..
But, i am not a student in the class ^o^ I am a teacher in the class of DCPC.
Today i taught them some Tap step/ Turning/ Triple run.. This time is more
more better than last CDPC class that i taught.. This time everything going
smoothly and my student knew what i was teaching.. Ha ha... Is because i am not
lazy, i went to Kinokuniya and Borders last week and bought some dance book/magazine..
1) Teaching Children Dance RM 150.00++
2) Yoga For Children RM 50.00++
3) Dance RM 15.00++
4) Yoga Life RM 12.00
5) Yoga Life RM 9.00
6) Dance Magazine RM 24.00++
7) Yoga For Your Type RM 50.00
8) Body Story RM 28.00++
9) Step By Step Ballet Class RM 50.00++

Wow!!!!! RM 400.00++~~~Damm poor now :(

But i think these books and magazines can for me to use for a long time :)
I can't shop in book shop, i will become poor girl~~~

Hope can get more job and earn more money lah.. If not, my bank book will show
RM 0.00 already.. Woooooooowooooowoooooo...

Thursday, April 24, 2008

新发型 好运来啰~~~

I just cut my hair and did reponding ..
Why suddenly did it???
Is because in this year, my life became bad and bad..
So my darling and my mother ask me to change new hair style
and cut a bit ^-^
After i cut my hair, i felt my life really become good and lucky :)
I get more jobs after i did it~~ Means i earn more and more money loz~~
hahahahahahahahahaha ^o^
So isn't a good news??
Now what should i do is work more hardly for all jobs and learn
more hardly for all kinds of dance a_a
If i still believe luck and still be a lazy girl, don't think i can go
oversea on coming year :)
Hope this new hair style will keep bringing me more good luck and
more jobs and more more money ^o^

Monday, April 21, 2008

Final Decision

到了这一刻,我选择改这篇文~~

没原因,就是想改!

可能是我想通了的关系吧!

恭喜我吧!

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Bad :( Sad :( Stress :(

Unlucky..badly..sadly..

AH.....Stressful..
I hate these few days, all the bad things came to me!!!
I hate working, hate driving, hate meeting, hate all the client..
Why?? Why me???

Why now a day, work in line of event/modeling are so difficult!!!
Why all the client are same?? All delay payment..
Cheating my payment, only few thousand ringgit..
Just a litter money also don't want to pay me!!!
I need to use my money to pay my girl?? No way!!
What can i do??? I only can try my best to keep calling, keep asking them everyday~~
Waist my money to sms and call them, actually my money is not worth to use for that bad
client, right??
Why?? Why me??? Why play me???

Really feel like to stop all the jobs and stop every things in KL.
I wanna leave from KL~~~
Don't want to stay here anymore..
Don't want meet all event freelancer, don't want meet my friends!!!
Only connect with my darling and family~~~

Where should i go???
A place of peaceful/happiness/fresh air/nobody know me~~~
Ya~~~ Ice island~~~ ^o^

Go alone!!!
Nobody accompany me, nobody chat with me, nobody ask me,
nobody play with me, nobody share food with me!!!
Having 3 meal alone, read book alone, sleep alone, dance alone, sing alone,
play alone, shopping alone, walk alone, watch TV alone, drink alone, swim alone,
clubbing alone~~~

Bring 2 bags~~~
few tops, few pants, few skirts, few dresses, 1 slipper, 1 spot shoes, 1 shocks, 1 high heels,
all makeup tools in a small bag, sun glasses, some medicine, ballet tap jazz point shoes,
yoga map, note book, pen, book, map, hand phone, cash, credit cards.. That's all~~

Don't ask where am i~~ Don't ask who am i~~ Don't ask my name~~
Don't ask my age~~ Don't ask where i from~~ Don't ask how long i stay~~
Don't talk to me, just leave me alone..

I won't stay in hotel, because i am just a poor litter girl~~
My money only for my meal,dance class fees..
I will try to work in dance school and sleep in dance school..
So that i don't need to pay for accommodation :)

Just dance for whole day.. No stress, very relax to enjoy my whole day :)
That's what i need now~~

Thursday, April 17, 2008

开始教舞蹈课啰 ^o^

Am i a top student in ballet class?? haha... don't know!! Only know that i am a lazy student!!
So i stop to dance almost 4 years..
But this year 2008 i decided to continue all my dance classes..
Ballet,Contemporary,Tap,Jazz,Yoga,Pilates..
But need a lot money to pay the fees ya~~~
So i decided to supply girl to work as a dinner girl in night club.
Only this way i can earn more money and got time to go for dance classes..

Today i think is my lucky day,because aunt Amy's told me that,my lovely teacher Miss Liew's
asked me start to teaching dance class.
So happy but afraid something..
Because i am not really understanding what is CDPC class..
So i don't know what should i prepare?? what should i teach??
what should i tell my student?? What should i wear??
Ballet mix yoga?? Yoga mix jazz?? Ballet mix modern dance?? Tap mix mordern dance??
DON'T KNOW AH!!!!!
I'll try my best~~ I believe i can do it well~~
I can't make my teacher/family/boy friend/friends disappoint again~~

all of them will supporting me always right??
Tomorrow wanna go KLCC Kinokuniya book store buy a book.
Last few day i bought a book from there-Step by Step Ballet Class-..
This time i want buy -How to teach children dance-..
I think i need it and the book is useful for me~~~
RM 100++ is that worth??
Why all dance books are so expensive??

Thursday, April 3, 2008

新生活~~瑜伽


~~我未来的生活都会离不开瑜伽~~

瑜伽是我新生活的重要部份.. 以前喜爱舞蹈的我,从未想过要接触这门神圣的运动~~
是因为都觉得它是辛苦的,无聊的,和舞蹈一点关系都没有~~
一班三四十岁的aunt坐在瑜伽垫上,闭上双眼,吸气...呼气...从复又从复的...
在门外观看的我,看得快睡着了~~~
但这门运动越来越热,越来越多人学.. 我真不明白??
但今年因为某个人 某个原因 某个机会下,我和瑜伽结缘咯~~~
就是这样,我>>美杉<< 爱上这门辛苦但我享受的运动~~ :)
我的生活每天都离不开瑜伽,离不开汗水,离不开疼痛..
那种筋~~肌肉的疼痛... 我已习惯,也学会享受 :)

Saturday, March 29, 2008

My Dream :)


经常问自己的梦想是什么??

经常想自己的未来是怎样??

我的未来还是舞蹈吗??

我有一个梦~~那就是出国习舞咯~~
首选就是Canada~~ Hong Kong~~ Taiwan~~ India~~ Australia!!

最近常问自己~~ 明年尾能吗??
后年过了新年能吗??

学费够吗?? 生活费够吗?? 需要准备多少钱留在马来西亚给家人??

为什么他不是位负责任的男人??
为什么他不能照顾家人??
如果他是位可以照顾家庭的男人,我想我的出国计划能顺顺利利~~

不过我也不是那么的衰啦!!! 我还有我妈..我妹..我弟..还有我这辈子最能依靠的男人 :)

我还是相信上帝会帮我的~~~

Even i am not a christian :)

依我的性格.. 我的家庭压力.. 我的耐性..
我的梦还能维持多久??

记得我最敬爱的老师对我说过~~
路不是直的,不可能很顺利就走完,总会有些障碍...

以前还不理解,现在才明白会迟吗??

我的梦会实现吗?? 我的他会一直帮我吗??
不知道当梦想实现的感觉是如何的呢?? :) ?? ^o^

Friday, March 28, 2008

从新开始



My feets in my point shoes..Do you know what's the feeling when i wear the point shoes??
Answer is PAIN pain PAIN!!!!!Other than painful i can't find a best answer to you~~

为何所有芭蕾舞学生都想穿上这双舞鞋??它是芭蕾舞的代表吗??
四年前,我终于穿上这双舞鞋咯~~但是.....时间太短了!!
某种因述另我放弃了这双舞鞋...放弃了所有舞蹈...所有舞蹈班!!!
后悔至今~~但无补于事~~
就快四年了..庆幸的是我放弃的时间不到满四年 :)
三年多..如果说三年多是不是比四年来的好听??哈哈
2008是我的新开始..继续习舞..这才是我要的 :)
继续舞蹈学生生活的我有点不一样咯!!因为~~莫耀聪~~sweet..哈哈

My first post





This is my first post :)


Don't know wanna type what!!


Just wanna said i am just finish my yoga class :)


Really tired but feel good..haha...


?????Feel good??


After you join then will know what i meant..


See my dance shoes??>>Tap shoes,ballet charater shoes,ballet point shoes<<


I belive my dance shoes will bring along happy to me ^o^


Tomorrow will tell you my dance story :)