Monday is coming

My brother's was helping me to clear all of those comic books~
Suddenly,my mummy's ask me did i read this card before?
Hmm.. I didn't~
This card given to my Ex by a girl when he was still together with me~
He kept so many presents from all those bitches..
But i didn't and never realized it...
How stupid am i?
By the way,it's not important to me anymore~
Don't have any feeling when reading the card~
Cause my mind is just thinking of my Darling but not others ♥
Today,just as usual~
I miss him so much ^^


Sony or Canon?
I ♥ the Sony camera in pink is because i like the outlook~
Damn match me...
And i created a name for it...Pinky...^^
Nice isn't?
But..Sony or Canon??
I ♥ Sony ... Others just saying Canon is better than Sony!!!
Arrrggg.....

Tomorrow is Monday~
Will going to the same operation room to take out the stitches from the wound!!
Sure very pain!!! Scare me!!!
But never mind,i think i am tough enough..
Will be better after i step out from the operation room^^
Cheers ya~~~
Agnes...you can do it^^

Sunday

Damn it...
So regretted to take coffee as my supper~
Its makes me feeling very suffer~
Hard to breathing,feel like to vomit and faint..
I shouldn't drink coffee la!!!

My 1 week medical leave is going to end soon~
! week didn't go out to anywhere~
Just be a good girl and rest at home...
Drink eat sleep watching tv online only~
Nothing else!!!

I don't want bread~
Don't ever to ask me eat breads anymore~
I am bored of it already~
I want pasta,pizza,KFC,MCD,Seafoods,Nasi lemak,Burger king!!!
I wanna go out...shopping clubbing gathering movie yumcha!!!
Sigh...

Today saw a Sony Camera damn nice^^
Whole body in Pink^^
The price was cut down a bit already~
Buy or not to buy??
Hmm..........
If i own the camera then i will take pic more often d :p
ha ha ha.....
Sure my buddies beh tahan me again~

Haiz...I have to breath slowly now..
Hope will feel better soon~
Night..

The 5th day after operation...

I saw something from FB...
Maybe that's what we called as *Show Off*
Even through my eyes couldn't really see clearly for that~
But i still could get what i should see and should know~
FB is an amazing place to lets us keep connected~
I did say many times TQ to FB before~
It shown a lot of things to me...
It lets me to know a lot of things...
FB changed my life~
It was so unbelievable isn't??

Half year anniversary:
Broke with you already half year ^^
I am so happy that i still could remember the date..
But i almost forgot who are you ^^
Received your calls few times in a week~
I should say Thank you for your concern~
Others than TQ,i don't have any else topic to talk with you~

One year anniversary:
Wow~ I have been worked for BB more than a year~
I do love my job so much and my bosses as well~
Thanks ya bosses for those concerns and pampers~
I will work harder and not to be a naughty girl yea~

Another month anniversary:
Promised to HIM not to tell him about the anniversary,unless is 1 year~
ha ha ha ha ha.....
But i would like to say something to HIM..
Even my eyes not feeling well now..
But i still hope i can finish my typing for tonight~
Before my eyes feeling pain till the tears dropping!!
Please..give me 10 minutes..

Darling ♥
I think u must be worried me about my health and the operation (i guess)..and i do so~ Hope you can get well sooner than me~
Drinks more water and don't smoke so often ya~
Maggi is not really as good as you think la...Roti is better than it ^^
I hope i could take care of you when u are get sick ♥
Cook for you when you are hungry ♥
Massage for you when you are tiring ♥
Chat with you when you are boring ♥
Give a hug to you when you are unhappy ♥
Give a sweet kiss to you when you are happy ♥ ^^
But,i will never smoke with you when you are angry or stress ♥
Darling ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥.....>>
I love you so much to do so~
My love for you will never changes~
Hold me and don't simple to lets me go...

I am here

After operation,doctor's said i can't watch TV,can't play my BB and can't online~
Now,i curi-curi and come online for a while~

The operation really damn terrible..
I saw my eyes was non-stop bleeding,scary~
What's the feeling? Of cause is painful la...
I really tough enough..Went to the hospital by myself and i did drive my car back by myself as well even through was just finish the operation!
Give me a clap :p

I do miss my Darling very much ♥
But i can't really talk with him..
Cause i know once i hear his voice,i will feel happy then i will smile..
But,unfortunately..I couldn't smile and laugh~
Sighhhhh...
I wanna recover quickly quickly quickly!!!
Darling...I miss you so much ♥ ♥ ♥

Time to stop online!
Feeling not well already~
Thanks to all of my friends for the concerns ya~
Will give you guys a call soon ^^ Don't worried me already OK~
Thanksssss.....

~~~Finally~~~

Finally,today is the last day to work for the crazy road show~
Fucking tired..
My lovely boss said because our BB sales already more than 400 units,so that will give us another RM 300 extra..Total is RM 650 ^^
Haiz...Better than nothing la~
I could feel that some one was mad at me! Haiz.....
I just ignored it...She is just a nobody to me~

Tomorrow is 19th April~
Will going to MV for my operation...
Scared scared scared scared scared..
Hope everything will going smooth~

I will have more time to update my blog since will on leave for 1 week^^
Not really in the blogger mood...
Today..
Just...
Till...
Here!!!
Enough...
^^
Wish me luck...

Busy week gonna start soon

Tomorrow onward,will be very busy for an event~
The roadshow will be end on 19/4,but i will only work till 18/4~
Due to i will be having an operation on 19/4 morning 1130am~
Wish me luck ♥

I am not the girl that u knew before already OK~
Half year ago,i miss you often,u were a important one in my life~
But u didn't cherish what u had~
a word *regretted* is always appearing in your life~
Always and will never disappear~
You are just a nobody to me after you make the stupid decision!
I am not SO cruel,i will still answer your call~

Can't online till midnight and chat with my Only One!
Feel so sad..
Hope his BIS can be activate as soon as possible~

Regarding yesterday~
What he gave me is *touching* again ^^
I really don't know what i can do for him since he did for me many things!
Am i supposed to ask him changes himself??
I just don't know why i wanted him to changes those things that i unlike??
Because i love him too much?

**Listening the 1st song that he gave me**
♥ Now & Forever ♥

To my Only One,
Darling...Now and forever,i will be your woman ♥
I don't wish the 2012 will gonna be happen,because i wanted you to spend all your times with me for the rest of my life,i wanna see you become an old man..Until Nes is an old woman but u still be with me,your jokes and funny actions will not be less and end for me!
I am gonna miss you badly..
Love you a lot and a lot ♥

Party ♥ Night ♥

Saturday night = Party night ♥
Went to Sanctuary with~
Honey Janice, Dear Vege, Kristy,
Mandy, Nicholas Tan, Keneshiro, Ken Leong,
David Tew, Edmund Ee and 5-6 more kaki ^^

Sanctuary is a HOT club!!!
Yesterday those songs was not so really nice!
But still was happy dancing with those kaki ^^
Honestly,i don't really like those guys touch me when i dancing~
I am wondering how come those guys likes to touch our girls?
Not so good!!! Behave yourself what~
And the club got so many *lala zai & lala mui* hahaha

Party 11pm onward till 230am End~
I saw got peoples were fighting at outside of the club~
Wow..Was so happening :p
Lot of bloods..The guy was lie down on the floor~
Damn...So weird!!

I am very tired now..Lazy to tell you guys about all of the details :p
But i still uploaded some of those Party pictures...
Cheerssss ♥

Heading to the Club~


Nes & Honey Janice


Janice ♥ Kristy ♥ Agnes


♥ Love this pic ♥ Cute?? :p


Ken Leong forced me to take this pic ^^ haha


** Flaming **


Errr...No comment for these 2 guys!!!


~Those peoples really damn kacau~


♥ Earlier birthday kiss to my honey ♥


♥ 3:30am reached home ♥


♥ Love my BB ♥


♥ Last photo,time to bath before scolding by mummy's ♥



♥ Very tired & sleepy,but i still miss my Darling very much ♥
Can't stop to thinking of him~
How wish he could be with me T_T