Out OF Control

In a super bad mood,since morning till now..
Never has a smile on my face~
I just don't even know what's smile already..
Your guys one by one came and pissed me off!!
So fun huh??

Stop the topic as i don't wanna know any about the suck case anymore..
Bullshit..
I damn angry at you..
I think you were know it...So??!!!
Can't you stop talking bullshit to me?
Can't you stop finding reason to cover your fault??
I know and we knew OK!
Please admit that's your fault,if you are gentlemen..
But,what i think is you are NOT..
I hope you will stop being a player..
We don't ever hope will bring along fruits and visit you at hospital one day..
You better pray for don't let me know more details about the case...
I can't promised myself will not going to scold you or you might not my friend's anymore~
You guys know me well,know what's my temper well~
I seldom treat a friend likes this way..
This time i did..
I damn angry at what you did..



When a good BF became a bastard..
When a friend became a stranger..
When a good guy became a public enemy..

I really very unhappy now..
Time could changes everything..everything and everything~

今天看到有意思的句子。
如果因为远距离而不爱了，那就不是真正的的爱！

下一句看到的是：
其实，一杯热咖啡，是否比电话里的千百句安慰来得更温暖？？而事实上，大部分的人，都选择了热咖啡。。而有些人，更宁愿，让另一半能够拥有那一杯热咖啡，而不是在他/她需要她/他时，连个拥抱都不能给。

接下来：
那如果遠距离他/她是愛你.但他/她耐不住寂寞而跟別人發生了關系呢?那算什么?? 有時候我真不明白什麼是真正的愛..就好像電影所演的.明明兩人相愛.卻跟其他人在一起了。

再接下来：
寂寞不能拿来当跟别人发生关系的借口。。真的耐不住寂寞，请分手后再和另一个人发生关系吧。。相爱是两个人对彼此的感觉，而在一起，是一种关系。。关系维系于两人生活上的交集。。而感觉，却是抽象地。。

然后：
如果爱一个人而不能在一起对我来说太痛苦了. 如果不能在一起我宁愿不爱..
有人说爱得起也放得下... 真的可以做到吗?
如果可以很容易就放得下. 那叫做 *爱* 吗?

最后：
爱与不爱有时候不是大脑能决定的。。决定权在于心。。
痛苦是难免的。。毕竟，只有让自己顿悟，面对现实，才能再爱上另一个人。。容易放得下，不是因为爱得不够深，而是面对了现实，无法再去爱。。

Love is♥..........Love is ♥.......... a complicated game

How many time is the heart can be hurt by guys again??



Love is a complicated game ♥
Once the game started,you might have a good prepared for the feeling of *hurt*
If you are lucky enough,then you can enjoy the happy ending..
I am not a professional good gamer..
I will only try my best to reach to the final point and enjoy the *happy ending*

Dear's told me...
Love~ can't blame anyone..
I am wondering is it true?

Enjoy single life?
But,girls are always needed a guy..
Need a hug..
Need a shoulder..
Need some one to pamper and concern..
And these are come from a man but not from friend or family...

Guys are the professional actor (cheater)..
Girls are always simple to believed what a cheater say..
Too many cheaters in my current life...
I looked like nothing..
But,actually i really very unhappy..
I don't want to give any advice to u..
Because i know you won't accept and listen..
Some one said,you will not have a good ending..
I agreed with it...Since bad guys will never got a happy what ^^
Really very bored to talk about the same topic with you..
Lazy and bored of listening your story..
As you said you are very PITY,but we don't know~
If that's called as PITY,please think for your pre-lover..
That's the *PITY* should say for..

You guys treated love as a game...
Guy is the controller..the gamer..
Girl is just under control by him..
Never say NO...Always accepted the false..
Always forgive the gamer even through the gamer always did wrong..
Simple to let the game over and start again..
= get hurt and hurt again and againnnnn!

P/s: If you tell me about how pity you are..
Seriously,i don't have any comment anymore~
If you'd like to change the friendship,then just go ahead and continue~
I'm sure u will lost all the friendship one day..
In the end,you are the loser..
Everything looks like changed a lot,included you~
Maybe,you never changed..Just because i didn't know you well~
But,NOW..I knew ^^
I'm gonna see what's your ENDING~
Don't say me never concern u ya :p
Don't let me to know anything else..
It means to influence my mood...
If you didn't mean to affect my mood and will not to do so~
Then please..STOP!
Otherwise,you will regretted...DEFINITELY...

Boring Sunday

Today is just another boring Sunday..
I thought i can finish my assignment,19 papers!!
But but but :p
Didn't done 1 paper at all..
Arrrggg.....Help me!
When i gonna done my 19 papers and 2 exams oh???
I am just too lazy!
I am bored of reading the anatomy book and the history~
Actually,i almost forget all about the history already :p
How how how??
Every time looking at the book cover,nearly faint..
Book cover only!
I took all the books out from my study bag,looking at them~
After few minutes..........
Turn on the lappy and online :p
And.....Till NOW!! What the hell i am doing??!!!

I ♥ Japanese~






I am looking at my study bag and thinking...
How come i still haven't throw the bag that u bought for me?
I should throw it into the rubbish bin half month ago..

Yesterday,accompany Debbie's went to a place do injection~
Wow..Damn scary la...
When i saw the bloods,i felt like to vomit!!
Oh My God!! My operation is coming soon le!!!
Very scared la..........

Pretend didn't see anything

As a friend,some times..
Should keep silence..
Should pretend didn't see anything..
Should act like don't know anything..
But,i am really unhappy to see both of you likes this!
Less than one month,everything just changed likes the hell...
No one can promised for the *forever*
Forever?? Please!! No such thing!!
I cherish the friendship,a pure friendship..
If one day,the friendship was changes..
The problem is just because of you..
I am a girl,i will stand at her side...
I could understand what's her feeling now..
Just fucking sad and suffer..
At the same time,what are you doing now??
When the girl that you loved in deep before,she's fucking unhappy,sad,crying now!! What the hell are you doing with the girl now??
Non of my business actually..
But i just Beh Tahan this suck bullshit..

Dear,be strong be tough..
Your Mr Right is on his way to you and i am sure you will have a fairytale ending^^
Don't forget you still have your Family and Friends here always support you..
Miss you and hope to see you soon~
Take good care @Aust...

1st weekend in April'10~

Went to Pavilion,Low Yat and Sg Wang...
My feet and legs really very very very tired and painful..
High heels all the day!!
Never cares about the painful and tired..
As i am still in love with it ♥

My Darling is just the only one could always make me laugh on the phone..
He's the only one could let me feel the sweet and warm..
Was so happy to heard his voice..
was so enjoy to chat with a stupid (him) :p
Especially just now the *call* ^^
A new happy memory~ Just Me & You ♥
My *lou Gong* ar!!! I miss you so much...
More than you think..
I won't forget our promises ♥ loves you..

Boring Saturday night,canceled all the parties!!
Seriously,i really don't like people FFK me!
Especially BOY GUY MAN!!
Who dare to FFK me,please watch out..Chance will only has 2..
You will permanently disappear in my friend list and contact list~
No excuse and *sorry*!!

Time to update some of my photos ^^

Thanks you for loving me ♥*****♥*****♥

It's hard for me to say the things i want to say somethings..
There's no one here but you and me..
And that broken old street light..
Lock the door leave the world outside..
All i've got to give to you..
Are these five words when i~
♥ Thank you for loving me ♥
For being my eyes..When i couldn't see..
For parting my lips..When i couldn't breathe..
♥ Thank you for loving me ♥
I never knew i had a dream..Until that dream was you..
When i look into your eyes..The sky's a different blue..
Cross my heart..I wear no disguise..
If i tired,you'd make believe..That you believed my lies..
♥ Thank you for loving me ♥
You pick me up when i fall down..
You ring the bell before they count me out..
If i was drowning you would part the sea..
And risk your own life to rescue me...
♥ I Love You ♥

Darling.....
Thank you for loving me ♥
You are so cute and funny..
I don't ever know my life can be so happiness because with you~
You are my everything...Loves you,my lou gong ♥

By Your Baby's Nes..

01042010 1st day of April

Agnes is very happy!!
Just because of received her Darling call^^
It was very happy when talking with him on the phone..
I miss his voice..
Just now we did talk about the Chinese words :p
He don't even know how to write his name in Chinese but he told me that he'll learn how to write the *love* in Chinese ^^
Have a bet then..
I bet him won't learn and will never know how to write :p
hahaha...

I do have so much things would like to share with yours..
But,this time i just wanna keep all into my heart and just me and him know~
It's just belongs to me and him..
All the sweet memories and sweet talks ^^

Weekend is coming^^
I am still consider Saturday's wanna go KLCC Pavilion and Bangsar with Debbie or not??
Out of pocket!! Damn it...
But i decided to stop shopping since i still have a lot of new clothes :p
Spend money for my face and skin is much better than clothes ^^
Support my decision OK~

Darling..........
I have something would like to tell you,seriouslyyyyyy!!!!!
But not here!!!