I am here

After operation,doctor's said i can't watch TV,can't play my BB and can't online~
Now,i curi-curi and come online for a while~

The operation really damn terrible..
I saw my eyes was non-stop bleeding,scary~
What's the feeling? Of cause is painful la...
I really tough enough..Went to the hospital by myself and i did drive my car back by myself as well even through was just finish the operation!
Give me a clap :p

I do miss my Darling very much ♥
But i can't really talk with him..
Cause i know once i hear his voice,i will feel happy then i will smile..
But,unfortunately..I couldn't smile and laugh~
Sighhhhh...
I wanna recover quickly quickly quickly!!!
Darling...I miss you so much ♥ ♥ ♥

Time to stop online!
Feeling not well already~
Thanks to all of my friends for the concerns ya~
Will give you guys a call soon ^^ Don't worried me already OK~
Thanksssss.....

~~~Finally~~~

Finally,today is the last day to work for the crazy road show~
Fucking tired..
My lovely boss said because our BB sales already more than 400 units,so that will give us another RM 300 extra..Total is RM 650 ^^
Haiz...Better than nothing la~
I could feel that some one was mad at me! Haiz.....
I just ignored it...She is just a nobody to me~

Tomorrow is 19th April~
Will going to MV for my operation...
Scared scared scared scared scared..
Hope everything will going smooth~

I will have more time to update my blog since will on leave for 1 week^^
Not really in the blogger mood...
Today..
Just...
Till...
Here!!!
Enough...
^^
Wish me luck...

Busy week gonna start soon

Tomorrow onward,will be very busy for an event~
The roadshow will be end on 19/4,but i will only work till 18/4~
Due to i will be having an operation on 19/4 morning 1130am~
Wish me luck ♥

I am not the girl that u knew before already OK~
Half year ago,i miss you often,u were a important one in my life~
But u didn't cherish what u had~
a word *regretted* is always appearing in your life~
Always and will never disappear~
You are just a nobody to me after you make the stupid decision!
I am not SO cruel,i will still answer your call~

Can't online till midnight and chat with my Only One!
Feel so sad..
Hope his BIS can be activate as soon as possible~

Regarding yesterday~
What he gave me is *touching* again ^^
I really don't know what i can do for him since he did for me many things!
Am i supposed to ask him changes himself??
I just don't know why i wanted him to changes those things that i unlike??
Because i love him too much?

**Listening the 1st song that he gave me**
♥ Now & Forever ♥

To my Only One,
Darling...Now and forever,i will be your woman ♥
I don't wish the 2012 will gonna be happen,because i wanted you to spend all your times with me for the rest of my life,i wanna see you become an old man..Until Nes is an old woman but u still be with me,your jokes and funny actions will not be less and end for me!
I am gonna miss you badly..
Love you a lot and a lot ♥

Party ♥ Night ♥

Saturday night = Party night ♥
Went to Sanctuary with~
Honey Janice, Dear Vege, Kristy,
Mandy, Nicholas Tan, Keneshiro, Ken Leong,
David Tew, Edmund Ee and 5-6 more kaki ^^

Sanctuary is a HOT club!!!
Yesterday those songs was not so really nice!
But still was happy dancing with those kaki ^^
Honestly,i don't really like those guys touch me when i dancing~
I am wondering how come those guys likes to touch our girls?
Not so good!!! Behave yourself what~
And the club got so many *lala zai & lala mui* hahaha

Party 11pm onward till 230am End~
I saw got peoples were fighting at outside of the club~
Wow..Was so happening :p
Lot of bloods..The guy was lie down on the floor~
Damn...So weird!!

I am very tired now..Lazy to tell you guys about all of the details :p
But i still uploaded some of those Party pictures...
Cheerssss ♥

Heading to the Club~


Nes & Honey Janice


Janice ♥ Kristy ♥ Agnes


♥ Love this pic ♥ Cute?? :p


Ken Leong forced me to take this pic ^^ haha


** Flaming **


Errr...No comment for these 2 guys!!!


~Those peoples really damn kacau~


♥ Earlier birthday kiss to my honey ♥


♥ 3:30am reached home ♥


♥ Love my BB ♥


♥ Last photo,time to bath before scolding by mummy's ♥



♥ Very tired & sleepy,but i still miss my Darling very much ♥
Can't stop to thinking of him~
How wish he could be with me T_T

♥ ♥ CNY ♥ ♥..........2010

Was having a happy Chinese New Year in year 2010~
The weather was super HOT!!
I rather stay at home instead~
But my job is a driver ♥
Job scope is fetching my family to everywhere @_@
Errr...The first CNY without Mr Mok..
Just.....Too.....Won-der-ful ^^ Yeah

Went to Number's hometown *Taiping* with my best buddies~
Thanks for the transport,the meals,the home stay..
Thanks to number's family^^

Attached some of the CNY dinner photos ♥

♥Nes with younger brother♥He sayang me very much♥
**But i always scold him** :p


♥The 1st family dinner in year 2010♥
Normally,only has 3 times Family dinner in a year..
As i only met my Daddy's 3 times for every each year!


♥Went to Sam's house before back to KL♥
.....Ipoh.....


♥Take photo....all the times..
♥Because i wanna remember everything in my life...
♥Ops..the nasi lemak very yum yum yummy ^^


♥Miss you ya Vivent♥
Taiping 2 days 1 night..
I miss my hometown *Pahang*


♥Darling Daryl.....This *duck mee* super yum yummy!!
Go for it with your baby's (me la) :p when u back to Malaysia OK ♥
P/s: But i don't know where's the place!!


**CNY dinner with buddies at KL Westin Hotel**
Damn expensive!!!!!


♥Wow!! We ♥ GUCCI.....


♥ Never stop to taking picture ♥ my hobby & our hobby..


♥Will never regret to take so much photos**
♥Photos = always remind me those happy & sad memories**


I ♥ Chinese New Year~ Do you??

♥ G6 ♥

Finally,i got the mood to updated some of the Feb'10 memories~

Clubbing ♥ G6 ♥
**last gathering**
(can say so,cause after this,everything was changed)

♥ before drink...damn bored ♥


♥likes to clubbing with my dear Chrys♥
**errr.....i am not that FAT as u see OK**
^camera problem :p^


♥non-stop photo-ing is what i always do♥


♥Just a memory & it will not be happen in my life anymore♥


♥peoples said i look like Japanese but not local,ya meh??♥
**Sometimes they don't even dare to talk Chinese & Malay with me,cause they thought i am not local!! Speechless**
♥Group pic♥ Party END..


It was a very fun night..
Thanks to the guy for paying the Flaming :p
**Me and Vent went to the bar and would like to order the Flaming,the guy came and said pay for us** hahaha
Sorry to the another guy,he would likes to buy us a set of shooters,but we didn't take it due to the bartender too slow to makes us the drink..
Anyhow,thank to you ya~
2am..Party end and went to Bangsar MCD for supper ♥

I don't think this happy memory will happen again~
Sad.....
Agnes misses you guys very much~

~~~Let's pictures telling for my ♥heart♥~~~

Broke with my Ex about half year ago..
Forgotten what's heartache and painful..
And i never to give up for my love..
I've waiting for my love and wondering who will be my next lover and wish him will be my last ♥




Finally,my cupid came to me ♥ And he did bring you to me ♥
In the same time,your cupid's did it to you as well...
.....Then.....
Our hearts>>>>>>>>>>Connected ♥




But,you are so far away~
I am waiting for you..
Distance>>makes us cherish each other more and more~




I do miss you every day and each moment ♥
I knew you are same as me ♥
What you did for me,i do know,that's one of the reason to makes me fall deeply for you ♥
And ONLY YOU~




You told me...
I hold the key for your heart ♥
It belongs to me and only me...
Now & Forever.....*sweet*




I only willing to let your hands to fit the spaces between my fingers~
Once you hold my hands~
Promised me.......
Don't simple to lets me go...♥




I just want you to give me a big hug..When.....
You.....
See me.....
Can you feel how sweet and warm? ♥




It's what i wanna give you ♥♥♥♥♥
a kiss without reason...
I will cherish every minute when being with you..




I wanna walk along the beach with my Darling,Mr Daryl ♥
Hold my hand...
Lets me lean my head on your shoulder...
Listen to the natural music by the ocean..
Tell me you love me so much ^^
One day,we will be apart..
I will be at the other side of the sea..
But...
Our hearts>>>>>still connected ♥




We will be having a happy holiday~
Because we have each other~
But..........
Is time to say Good Bye..
And we don't know when will meet again~
Alone again..
But i will never be afraid...
Cause you are always in my heart to accompany me ♥



I am afraid to touch you..to hold your hand..to hug you..
Cause i know..
I will never be able to let go ♥

P/s: Darling...Miss your voice again ♥

**to others..don't tell me u r envy him again ok^^***